Chen Enci couldn't help but clenched the remote control in his palm with his fingertips.
She thought she heard wrongly and looked at him with confused eyes.
Qin Jie didn't speak for a while. He stared at her deeply, as if he was afraid that she wouldn't understand what he said, so he spoke again after a while.
He said: "Let's break up, Chen Xi."
Chen Enci was like a frozen scene, looking at Qin Jie without any change in his eyebrows.
Qin Zhe stared at her deeply for a while, then picked up the wallet on the shoe cabinet, turned around and opened the door and left.
The door was closed again, and she was alone in the room again, but she seemed to have no idea what had just happened. She still kept her movements and expressions, staring at the place where Qin Zie stood.
looking at.
She looked at it for a long time, her eyes turning from calm at first to dullness. It wasn't until her eyes became sore from staring at one place for a long time that she blinked gently. She stared at the place where his figure had long disappeared and looked again.
After a while, he slowly turned his attention back to the TV.
...Chen Xi, let’s break up.
...Let’s break up, Chen Xi.
These two sentences went over and over in her mind many times before she finally figured out what they meant.
separate……
Does he not want her?
It was already getting hot in Shanghai at the end of April. The house in the Garden Community had no windows, but at that moment she felt that the whole house was ventilated from all sides. She felt like she was in the northernmost city, and the icy cold wind penetrated her violently.
Every bone in her body hurt so much that she didn't know what to do.
He finally didn't want her anymore.
Fortunately, when she was with him, she told herself not to have too high hopes.
Fortunately, she has always been calm and collected, and did not let herself become as embarrassed as her mother.
Not bad, not bad...
Chen Enci pulled the corners of his lips and smiled, then slowly lowered his head.
Her eyes were a little sore and her throat was a little blocked. She gritted her teeth and tried her best to endure it until her whole face was shaking. Tears were welling up in her eyes, but they did not fall in the end.
Look at her, she's protecting herself.
She didn't even cry.
The moment he said they were breaking up, she knew that he and her were over and there would be no future. She should leave, but she stayed one night anyway.
That night was the longest night she had ever spent.
He went to see Su Nannan, and she thought he would come back, but the hour hand passed eleven o'clock, past twelve o'clock...it was past three o'clock in the morning, and the door did not move at all, with no sign of being opened.
She hadn't slept well for several days in a row, and she was not sleepy at all because she was extremely sleep-deprived. In the first half of the night, she kept looking at the door, and in the second half of the night, she stared motionless at her own figure reflected in the window.
She was the only one in the small room.
It was then that she discovered that the house in the Huayuan Community was quite big.
The sky outside the window gradually became brighter, and her figure was no longer visible on the window, so she withdrew her sight.
The sun was getting brighter outside the window, and when half of the room was bathed in sunlight, there was a knock on the door.
She thought Qin Jie was back, so she got up and walked to the door. She looked out through the peephole.
It wasn't Qin Jie, it was Su Nannan whom she hadn't seen for a while.
She didn't know what Su Nannan was doing here. She didn't want to see her, but Su Nannan seemed to know that she was at home and sent her a message: "Sister, I know you are at home."
"Sister, can it be that you don't even dare to see me because I like Brother Jie?"
She was obviously not wrong, but why did she dare not see her? After reading the text message, she opened the door.
She and she had already broken up with each other, and there was no need to pretend to be a sisterly relationship. She didn't even let Su Nannan enter her house.
Su Nannan had no intention of entering. He took out the iPad from his bag and handed it to her: "Sister, I'm just here to return the iPad. I originally wanted Brother Jie to bring it to you, but he said it's your thing."
Her things... Chen Enci nodded, took the iPad and slammed the door in front of Su Nannan without even saying a word.
She knew that Su Nannan came to disgust her on purpose, and to make her unhappy, but Su Nannan succeeded, and successfully caused trouble for her. She saw it on her iPad, but she didn't know that it was Su Nannan who accidentally synced it to the photo album.
The photos in the photo album, or the photos deliberately put into the album, are all photos of Qin Zie. They were not taken by her, but could only be taken by Su Nannan.
She was disgusted and angry. She picked up her phone and clicked on WeChat. When she wanted to delete Su Nannan's friends angrily, she saw Su Nannan liking Qin Zie in the circle of friends.
Chen Enci smiled, threw his cell phone and iPad aside, and entered the bathroom.
She stood in front of the sink and looked in the mirror at her, who had been sitting on the sofa all night without a wink. Her face was calm, without sadness or pain, and there was nothing unusual about her face.
She was extremely satisfied with herself like this. Although she was dumped by him, at least she didn't embarrass herself in front of Su Nannan.
She took a shower seriously, took care of her skin carefully, and then started packing her luggage.
The whole time she was busy, her cell phone kept ringing. It was a call from her agent in Shenzhen. The agent still didn't wait for her. The initial threat turned into anger. In addition, she didn't answer the phone for a long time.
Started to send WeChat messages to scold her.
She was a little annoyed by the noise and turned off the phone directly.
When she finished packing her luggage, it was almost 12 noon. She didn't know where she could go, and she didn't think about where she was going, but she knew she had to leave the Garden Community.
After living here for seven months, she had three times more luggage than when she arrived. When she carried the heavy suitcase downstairs, she somehow thought of what he had said, "Take the suitcase to the supermarket to see the world."
"
The boy who got jealous because the guy downstairs helped her carry a suitcase ended up getting separated from her.
The boy who took her to watch the fireworks on Christmas Eve and asked her if she wanted to save money on rent finally broke up with her.
The boy who showed up in front of her the next day and said he couldn't bear to miss you because she said "I miss you too" on WeChat finally let go of her hand.
Sitting in the taxi, Chen Enci took out the SIM card and broke it without saying goodbye or leaving a single word.
She was alone when she came to Shanghai.
She was still alone when she left Shanghai.
It was like she had a dream, a dream that lasted seven months.
Dreams are beautiful, but they will eventually wake up.
The dream is neither long nor difficult to tell.
My face is red when we meet, and my eyes are red when we part.
She thought that dream would disappear soon.
Later, she learned that she should not meet someone who is too stunning when she is young.