The time machine is a thing that I relied on to get here, but I didn't expect that I would use this thing more than once.
I once tried to get him and Hua Shiyao back together, but it failed. I found that he spent too much time on me and failed to build the same connection with Hua Shiyao.
I used this thing again. This time, I completed my studies continuously as I did at the beginning and quickly became famous. In order to reduce my mistakes, I changed to a topic that only took time to complete, so that no one would say
What did I do? Then, I avoided him from a distance again.
I changed my excuse and stood at the highest place. Watching her marry Hua Shiyao and have children, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. But soon they had problems again. Hua Shiyao died due to dystocia, leaving only
A daughter. When I heard the news, just like when I saw his report, I didn’t believe it at all. I sent someone to investigate and found out that there was a former suitor of Hua Shiyao.
I tampered with him inside and became extremely angry, but it was of no use to him who was already so sad that he was walking like a zombie.
The third time, I used my time machine. When I was ten years old, I gained rights by remote control of others. I arranged for them to do everything possible to exclude people who were close to Xia Zhi and Hua Shiyao. In order to prevent the guards from stealing, I
Let them change people regularly, and then they go on like before for ten years. But something happened to them, and it was Xia Zhi, because his character was too good, too good, and someone among the people I sent fell in love with him.
I killed him, interfered with him, and ruined my plan.
The fourth time, I isolated them and asked them to quickly eliminate those with similar signs. The people I sent to Hua Shiyao were all women, and the people I sent to Xia Zhi were all men, so there wouldn't be any problems.
.Then something happened to me. My actions were known by the company I was suppressing. Xia Zhi was beaten into a disability and kidnapped their mother and daughter. Just to force me to show up, I included their main messengers as thugs.
A total of twenty-four people, together with the informant and traitor, sank into the Yellow River and became an unknown corpse downstream.
The fifth time, it was their daughter who was involved in the accident. It was not an earth-shattering incident. It was just because she was born with a bad heart. As a result, she died of excessive shock but no time to receive treatment during a robbery case targeting Hua Shiyao.
I like that little girl very much. She calls her aunt very nicely.
The sixth time, I spent a lot of money to treat their daughter, and the little girl was fine. However, my appearance got them involved in a conspiracy that should have been borne by me, and they were forced to leave the city.
When I started to suppress these bastards, their car was hit and the delicate and frail little girl died on the spot.
The seventh time, I made a mistake by forgetting to dispose of the garbage that caused Hua Shiyao's death in childbirth. This happened decades ago, how could I remember it so clearly?
The eighth time, I recalled and summarized everything, made all preparations, and everything went on in an orderly manner. However, I only let it slip when I was a little impatient when he asked me more questions, and I had to start over again.
Once, this was my fastest time and it took me seven years.
The ninth time, the tenth time, the eleventh time, the twelfth time... No matter what I want to do, there are always some weird and inexplicable things that interrupt my plan. I don't want to worry about it anymore, I am determined to do it.
If something happens again, it has nothing to do with me. I have spent dozens or hundreds of years. Why do I have to do so much just because I feel sorry for them once? But, there is only him, only him, there is no way I can watch helplessly.
Something happened to him.
...The twentieth time, the twenty-first time, the twenty-second time...
The time I can open my eyes is less than twelve hours a day. I must find a solution as soon as possible. My body is young because of the retrospect, but my spirit is like a candle in the wind.
...the thirty-eighth, the thirty-ninth time...
I have witnessed countless endings for him, and none of them ended in sadness. I tried asking him to change his wife, but it didn't work.
I'm tired, really tired, and angry, really angry. I keep asking myself, why can't these losers work harder, be careful, and cherish themselves? It's best not to meet him.
Never go out from home again, so I never have to see his damn face again. It makes me angry when I see it, but I can't be so cruel as to give up on his face.
I woke up again. This was already the fifth time that I had dozed off that day. I slept for a total of sixteen hours, including going to bed at night. I almost ran out of time. I never believed it.
People have souls, and if they do, my soul seems to have reached its limit.
When I woke up, what I saw next to him was his face that had cried countless times. It was obvious that he had no characteristics, and I could hardly remember many things related to him. However, if I could only see his smile,
, is enough, which is why I have been working tirelessly like a machine.
I looked at the posthumous photo of Hua Shiyao from different eras that I had seen countless times, and I discovered one thing, a very important thing, something that I should have noticed a long time ago - they all
They are humans, not gods. They will never be able to transcend human boundaries throughout their lives. Birth, old age, illness and death are human nature. Their words are as short as death. This is the limit of being human.
But, I am different... I am Xia Meng, transcending time. Only my spirit can make me die, otherwise I will be an immortal existence in this world, even if I can only live in this world that I have witnessed countless times.
Times. I am different from them. They will make mistakes, die, make him sad, and let the sun-bright smile on his face be covered by the haze, but I will not. I know that in the next few years,
I know what will happen in a few decades. I know who will become famous and who will be infamous. I know everything that will happen in the future. I can personally help him avoid these disasters.
Hua Shiyao, Qin Yun, Mo Xueer, Lin Xiaoxiao... Which of these people is stronger than me, has more knowledge, and has more outstanding abilities? Which one knows everything about him better than me?
Who can love him more than me? No, no, no.
He is so excellent. Everything in this world exists for him. How can people within this range be worthy of him? Who of them can stop him from showing that he would rather be casual than he is now?
The expression that went away? I woke up and stood up dragging my already exhausted body.
If they can't do it... why don't I just come? What relationship and situation did they have with him in their previous life? What does it have to do with me? If you can't give him the best thing, don't stand still and force others to follow.
It's uncomfortable, and you'll die wherever you like.
One hundred years, or two hundred years, or three hundred years? After so many years, no matter what, it should be my turn, right?
I had this idea in my heart, and then I came to my laboratory. I once again started the machine I had prepared in private. After hundreds of years of research, it has been very stable, at least it will not
There was another explosion.
But, will my parents agree?
Before I lost consciousness, I was thinking of such boring things.