Xia Meng, who was sitting on the sofa and hugging her legs, suddenly woke up, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, buried her head in her knees, and was silent. She touched her pocket, which contained her most important things.
Things, she felt a little more at ease. Gritting her teeth, she began to think about what she should do after going back. To her, this was just a small mistake that made her a little sad, and she was still
It is possible to fix this error.
She heard the sound of the door opening and felt someone walking out of the bedroom. From the sound of footsteps, she could tell that Xia Zhi was walking out of the bedroom. No one knew Xia Zhi better than her, and no one knew her better.
It was even more painful after personally making him sad. She held her legs harder with her hands.
She heard the sound of Xia Zhi approaching, and she guessed that he was about to speak, and that he was going to apologize as soon as he opened his mouth. Although he might not even know why he was apologizing, he would still choose to do so.
"Mengmeng, I'm sorry for making you angry again."
Xia Zhi's voice was still very soft when he spoke, full of inexplicable regret. Xia Meng could imagine the expression of not knowing what to do on his face even without raising his head, but Xia Meng didn't want to see it, she felt that she must have seen it.
I will forgive him. It has been like this for so many years and it has never changed.
Seeing Xia Meng who was still buried in silence, Xia Zhi really didn't know what to do. What she had just said to Shiraishi Lihua came to mind again.
"I'm really sorry about hiding my illness. I shouldn't have lied to you."
"You still haven't figured it out. You still don't know why I'm angry."
I care about this kind of thing. Do you think I have encountered so many such things that I need to be sad for such a worthless thing?"
"Mengmeng, you still say things that I don't understand at all, as always." Xia Zhi felt relieved, although the relieved expression was seen by Xia Meng, which made her seem even more angry.
However, I feel that this matter cannot be entirely blamed on me, Mengmeng is also responsible."
"What?" Xia Meng looked at him in surprise, almost making him laugh angrily. "Say what you just said again."
"I think Mengmeng is also responsible." Xia Zhi said seriously.
"If you can't explain why, you will definitely not end up well." Xia Meng warned Xia Zhi, and Xia Zhi was obviously shaken after hearing this, but quickly calmed down.
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"At first, it was probably just because my dad kept telling me that I am the brother and Mengmeng is the sister, so the brother should protect his sister. However, girls like you, Mengmeng, are in this world.
There are only a handful of people in the world, and no one can reach the same height as you at the same age as you. In comparison, I may be weaker. Later, I said this just to save my own face."
"When I was in school, Mengmeng, you were so famous. All my classmates compared me with you, but I never won. The teacher also said more than once that I should learn from you, but Mengmeng, you are like this
How can I learn from you? There is only one thing I can do. I am the brother and you are the sister, so I must protect you. This is as important as protecting my own last self-esteem.
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"But, later on, I discovered another thing. Mengmeng, I wonder if you have ever noticed that your eyes are always as they are now, full of exhaustion and sadness. That is beyond my understanding.
I want to figure out the scope thing, but I can’t figure it out at all. I think it must be something innate with your talent, and I don’t like that feeling.”
Xia Meng couldn't help but stretched out her hand to touch her eyes, feeling a little confused.
"I am glad that I have not become like you, and I have thrown my boring jealousy into the corner. You have had high fever twice in your life so far. Once, when you were five years old, late one night
Here, you were standing next to my bed, crying, and woke me up. In the end, you made me sleep on the sofa with my dad. But I only slept for one day, and my dad slept for a week.