Forget it, forget it, as a gentleman... let’s say something rationally at the last moment.]
I sighed, opened the chat box, and slowly typed on the keyboard: "Okay, I wish you happiness, and I hope you won't be separated from him again."
The other party was silent for a long time and did not respond.
I let out a long sigh and continued typing on the keyboard: "Delete me. That's it, I won't take the initiative to delete girls."
The other party still didn't speak, but the avatar had been changed to another couple's avatar.
[My chest hurts so much... This tearing pain... is so familiar.
Sure enough, this is the only thing about the TV series that didn’t fool me...it turns out that the moment of losing everything, the moment of despair, is really painful.]
I looked up at the window not far away, looking at the dusk outside the window, and I couldn't help but blurt out some inexplicable words: "It turns out that the moon tonight is as lonely as me. It turns out that you don't have anyone to accompany you, ha."
Ha ha."
Like a fool, I looked at the sky outside the window and smiled bitterly. Soon, I felt some weight in the corners of my eyes. I gritted my teeth, raised my hand, and slapped myself hard on the face.
[I can't cry. It's a good thing to leave her. Just treat it...just treat it as a dream. Just a dream. It'll be fine.]
I gently put down the phone in my hand, fell down on the bed, and suppressed the tears in my eyes.
Just as I was controlling my emotions, footsteps and voices began to be heard outside the bedroom door. As time went by, the footsteps became more and more chaotic and closer.
I grabbed the quilt, shrank up, and covered my body and face with the quilt. I just faced the wall and suppressed all my emotions.
"Bang." The bedroom door was pushed open, and the other four people in the dormitory quickly poured in.
Zhang Tianlai glanced at me, who was huddled in the quilt, and quietly placed the buns on the table.
Several people looked at each other, turned around, turned off the lights, and walked out of the dormitory door, for fear that their chat would disturb my rest.
As Li Hao closed the door, he lowered his voice and said to the other three people: "Let's go to the Internet bar and ask him to get up later."
"Okay, let's go." Meng Tianci rubbed his hands and nodded, smiling.
"Today I want to play Obama..."
As they went away, their voices became farther and farther away. Finally, I couldn't restrain my emotions and sobbed softly. The bitterness and pain in my heart all rushed in at once.
[Why... why is my youth so bitter, why... is it so targeted at me... is it possible, do I really deserve to die?]
I gently hugged my curled up body and swallowed gently. Tears had already wet my pillow, and some runny nose overflowed.
However, even this kind of emotional venting still cannot limit the pain in my heart.
However, I feel sad for being like this. I cry out in pain time and time again, but I don't get any comfort. The only one who can comfort me is myself.
[Obviously...obviously I am so positive and looking forward to tomorrow...but it is like this again and again, obviously I have done nothing wrong...obviously I just have insufficient congenital conditions...]
Thinking of this, I clenched my fists unwillingly, but then like a prodigal dog, I let go with a wry smile.
[Yeah, I'm in hell...
No matter how hard I try to resist, it's all in vain... I'm really not suitable for chatting with the opposite sex, and I'm really not suitable for falling in love. I'll just stay alone like this for the rest of my life."
In the plant world, there is such a plant called mimosa. When they are touched by others, they will "shyly" close their doors. In the plant world, it is named "self-protection".
[Back then, I didn’t understand what this meant, but now I do.
I suddenly became very clear. Unfortunately, if I had understood earlier, I would not have failed the biology exam.
If this was God’s punishment for my lack of understanding back then, it might not be too much.]
From that day on, my heart became a mimosa, closed to anyone who wanted to touch it, in order to...not be touched.
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By the time I was woken up by my roommate, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.
"Yang Chen, let's have something to eat. You can go to bed after eating. This will save you from being hungry in the middle of the night. What do you think?" Li Hao reached out and handed me the two buns on the table and said to me with a smile.
"Thank you." After I said my thanks, I took the bun and, as if venting my hatred, tore the bun into pieces and swallowed it in my stomach.
Zhang Tianlai looked at my somewhat red eye circles and seemed to have guessed something in his mind, but without saying anything, he turned around and got on the bed to play with his mobile phone.
Sun Fengqi, Zhang Tianlai and Li Hao suddenly looked at me again. The three of them looked at each other again, turned around and wisely closed their mouths and stopped talking.
After eating the buns, I wiped my mouth and was about to go back to bed when Meng Tianci grabbed me and asked curiously: "Why are your eye circles so red? Are you okay..."
The other three couldn't help but let out a long sigh when they heard this sentence, and turned their faces away, no longer looking at the two of us.
"I cried when I beat him. What's wrong? Are you very red now?" I pointed at the circles under my eyes and said with a smile.
"Well, it's red. By the way, when can I see my sister-in-law?" Meng Tianci lightly bumped my shoulder and asked me with a smile.
"Pfft, cough..." Sun Fengqi, who was drinking water, choked and coughed when he heard this sentence, and couldn't help but reveal a wry smile on his face.
"Sigh... Meng Tianci, come here, let you take a look at the highlights here. Yasuo is so awesome." Li Hao couldn't help but let out a long sigh, and he waved to Meng Tianci as he was lying on the upper bunk.
"Oh, here we come." Meng Tianci nodded dumbly, turned around and walked towards Li Hao.
I smiled at Li Hao from the bottom of my heart, looked at him gratefully, turned around and got on the bed, closed my eyes, and pretended to be asleep.
But after experiencing such a huge blow, how could I possibly fall asleep so quickly? Lying in bed, I had a lot of thoughts, and the memories in my mind were like a movie, constantly floating back and forth in front of my eyes.
But countless emotions floated around, and finally only these few words emerged in front of my eyes:
"You are a good person……"
"let's break up."
"There is someone more suitable for you than me..."
"You really have no vision, how can I do better..."
"My ex-boyfriend came to me to get back together...we..."
[Oh, I'm tired of all the good guy cards, spare tires, taking advantage, and breaking up with each other. There are thousands of good girls, but I can't meet any of them. Maybe it's because I'm too useless.
It turns out that my heart hurts so much...It turns out that I am really so useless that I can't even keep a girl.
Since all the emotions I have experienced are so painful, then let me cut them off with my own hands.]
I decided this secretly in my heart, but the severe pain in my heart still did not ease. I curled up again, rubbing my chest little by little, gently feeling the cold tears running down my cheeks little by little, and feeling the chaos in my heart.
The emotions dissipated bit by bit.
Unknowingly, I finally fell asleep from exhaustion.
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"Yang Chen, let's break up..." The girl's voice on the other end of the phone said without emotion.
"Oh, as long as you are happy, let's break up and hang up." The boy on the other end of the phone had no expression on his face anymore, as if he had truly become an iron man.
The girl's voice was a little nervous on the other end, and she asked cautiously: "Don't you want to chase me back again?"
"Crazy." The boy cursed, lowered his head and hung up the phone.
"Ding dong."
A QQ message alert sounded on the phone.
The boy habitually picked up his phone and took a look at it, and the first message came into view:
"If you don't pursue me back, you must not love me anymore!"
The boy picked up the phone and replied expressionlessly: "Why do you think so."
"That's what the x sound says, are you annoying me so much? Do you really want to break up? Don't you have any place for me in your heart?"
The boy sneered, opened the keyboard, and tapped lightly: "Since you trust his so-called perfect boyfriend so much, then find the perfect boyfriend in your heart. I am not it, and I can't be it. That's it, don't do it again.
Disgusting me."
"You..." The woman on the other end of the phone said with angry purple lips, "Ignore you. What a scumbag!"
"Oh, whatever." The boy typed expressionlessly.
After saying that, the boy clicked on the upper right corner, pulled it directly to the bottom of the menu, and clicked the big red button.
【Are you sure to delete the friend? 】
【yes】
"If I had done this from the beginning... maybe I wouldn't be so humble now." The boy looked at the phone screen and sneered, then said slowly.
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[Phew, this dream is extraordinarily different. I am really mature.
Haha... I actually changed my past in my dream. Unexpected, really unimaginable.]
Thinking of this, I looked up at the still dark sky outside the window. It was so quiet in the dormitory that it made people hairy. I turned over slightly and clicked on my phone.
【1:12】
[It’s early, let’s sleep more, Yang Chen, go to bed early.]
With this thought in mind, I turned off the screen of my phone and fell back to sleep with the help of that hazy energy.
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[Welcome to the most powerful system in history, created by the most handsome man in the history of the world, who is super invincible, powerful and domineering, and will trick you to death without paying for your life]
"I said, let's forget about the clichéd concept of the system...you still talk so much nonsense,
Without punctuation, will the computer really not crash?" I looked at the empty white ground in front of me and couldn't help but complain.
[The system prohibits complaints]
The mechanical voice said slowly.
"Crazy..." I couldn't help but raise my middle finger to the voice, expressing my inner dissatisfaction at this time.
[Next is the system introduction]
[This system is produced by the most handsome man in the history of the universe]
[The most powerful system in history called super invincible, powerful and domineering, and will kill you without paying for it]
"Let's get to the important point, don't waste time, okay?" I covered my mouth and said expressionlessly.
[This system will issue any number of tasks every day. If the host does not complete it, it will suffer the pain of one hundred flicks of the penis and one hundred hits of the balls, and then the difficulty of the task will be increased. 】
"...Crazy." I couldn't help but roll my eyes at the system and said expressionlessly.
[After the punishment is completed, it will automatically help the host recover its physical condition. 】
[This system also has automatic archiving and manual archiving functions. If the host wants to commit suicide or die, this function will be directly triggered, and the archive cannot be deleted. ]
[Suicide will force you to accept a hundred times the pain of failing to complete the task. 】
[If you do not actively select an archive, the system will automatically select the most recent archive.]
"Hey, hey... after all, the system will give you some benefits and so on. Is it possible that all I have to do is flick my penis and my balls? No benefit at all?" I spread my hands unwillingly and said angrily.
【……】
The mechanical voice couldn't help but hesitate for a moment after hearing this question, followed by a deathly silence.
I finally couldn't help it and complained softly: "Don't be silent at this time!"
[It seems that this system did not have a reward system QAQ when it was first created]
"You are so cute now!" I complained fiercely, but in my mind I really wanted to smash this system to pieces.
【嘤嘤嘤～嘤嘤嘤～】
I gritted my teeth, raised my clenched fist, and said viciously: "Hey, sister! Don't make me complain, okay! Do you want to ask your creator?"
[Hey, we have connected you to the most handsome man in the history of the universe]
I scratched my head frantically and complained angrily: "Ah...fuck (Chinese-Japanese bilingual)!"
【Hey, do you have a problem with me?】
"Who on earth are you...the design system was forced to be installed on me, and you still...you still designed it to be so stupid!?" I suppressed the anger in my heart, couldn't help but not swear, and said angrily.
[Oh? This system? You are talking about this failure I designed.] At this point, there was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone, and he continued: [Just treat this as a system and just make use of it.]
"How is this possible? Hey, are you kidding me?" I smiled bitterly and said helplessly.
[This is the first system I designed... Please understand...]
"By the way, who are you?" I asked helplessly, scratching my head.
[How should I put it... He is the Jade Emperor you call him. He has nothing to do recently, so he just wanted to randomly put some systems on you humans and watch it as a TV series. Unexpectedly, it was quite good. 】
[So, as the lucky guest, aren’t you happy? 】
"I'm so happy...who wants such a cheating system?" I rubbed my hair helplessly and shouted loudly.
[Yes, the reward system is right, wait for me. 】
【alright.】
"It's too fast, hey, what on earth did you do? Is it too perfunctory?" I frowned, holding back from complaining continuously.
[Earn points based on the difficulty of completing tasks, which can also be used to redeem products.]
"No, I know all these basic routines, but can you be more serious about giving rewards? What the hell is it that the redemption of women's hair only consumes one point!" I really don't want to complain after continuous complaints, but such a shocking redemption
The intensity is really unacceptable to me.
[Hello, hello? My signal here is not good, so I hung up.]
"I..." I can no longer complain about the Jade Emperor...
[This is definitely not the real Jade Emperor...it must be...]
[When you come to this system, time will be stopped, and it can also be used to store items for redemption. Welcome to come again next time. Just open the system APP on your mobile phone and you can come again~]
As my youthful consciousness gradually awakened, I couldn't help but spit out the last sentence: "Am I being kicked out like this? It's really embarrassing."
-
I thought this was just a vague dream...
But I didn't expect that this would be the beginning of my troubled youth...
My autistic life has therefore opened up a different path.