The girl lowered her eyes slightly and started talking to herself softly, seeming to be somewhat interested in my tragic story.
She suddenly raised her head in an instant and asked me with an apologetic look: "Then I just asked, was it a bit rude...or did it touch on something you don't want to know?"
"Yes, but it doesn't matter. I've long been used to these things."
Having said this, I waved my hand lightly with a calm look on my face.
"Okay, my friends have come to see me, so I'll leave first. Don't spread the word about what happened today." After I finished speaking, I stood up gently and said calmly: "Remember to contact me if you have any questions.
I."
The four people who were walking toward me not far away saw me standing up, suddenly smiled at me, and walked quickly over.
Until I blended in with them, the familiar and noisy words began to chatter in my ears.
"Let me tell you, the girls in the literary club are so beautiful that I can hardly walk after looking at them. Tsk... I really like them so much, so even if I don't like literature, I still bite the bullet and do it for this group of people.
The girl joined their club..."
When Li Hao said this, he pushed up his glasses slightly. Although he had a wry smile on his face, he still couldn't help showing a lewd expression.
"Do you like them? You are greedy for their bodies, you are despicable!"
As Zhang Tianlai spoke, he raised his slender middle finger towards Li Hao and said with great disdain.
"Bah! I like them just because I am greedy for their bodies! I am not mean, I am honest. If you are not greedy for their bodies, you are a eunuch!"
Li Hao stuck out his tongue at Zhang Tianlai and said with disdain.
"Hey, what are you doing? I joined the volleyball club, and you don't even know the figures of those girls. Wow! It's true that beach volleyball is my favorite thing...sucking."
Zhang Tianlai deliberately took a sip of saliva after speaking, showing a perverted look on his face.
Li Hao gently patted Meng Tianci on the shoulder and said with a look of disdain: "You are indeed a pure-bred gentleman (biantai), but you have to know that there is no beach in our place."
"...Get out of here and stop hitting me!!"
We were just like this, noisy and noisy along the way, making each other disgusted with every word we said, but we walked together very happily towards the dormitory.
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After lunch was finished, I lay quietly on the bed, thinking about everything that happened this morning.
Why do I keep thinking about this? Because that girl is the girl I have been chasing for many years, the girl I have liked for a long, long time. Even the moment she was chased, I knew the ending, but
When I heard those words... I still couldn't help but...
I have actually liked her since elementary school. But I never thought that I, who had liked her for so long and worked hard for so long, would be extremely happy when I saw her smiling at me.
In the end, I was still a spare tire that was ruthlessly discarded. In the end, I only had a useless good guy card.
[I’ve liked her for so long, and I can’t say that I don’t have feelings for her because I don’t have feelings for her.]
Lying in bed, I couldn't help but think about it.
At this time, I should obviously be gloating about her being dumped. I shouldn't be so angry and sad. I should definitely make myself an emotionless iron man.
But...I can't do it except in front of her.
Sadness, anger, hatred, powerlessness, inferiority, love... countless emotions were crushed into balls by myself, and these emotions were complex.
It’s so complicated and confusing that even I can’t figure out what I want to pursue and what I want to do.
I am so powerless at many times, and so incompetent at many times.
Lying on the bed, I tossed and turned, thinking about everything I wanted.
I don’t know how long it took, but my eyes suddenly became blurry, and everything and all my emotions gradually dissipated and turned into nothingness.
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"Tick-tock, tick-tock."
"What sound? Is it... the sound of water?"
Confused, I raised my head and questioned myself.
My surroundings were dim and pitch black. I couldn't even see my hands. I didn't know what I should do or what I should do, but there was another thought in my heart that urged me not to do anything.
Another burst of crying came softly into my ears. This cry sounded like that of a little boy. I obviously felt it was very familiar, but I couldn't tell whose cry it was.
Although I am extremely panicked and scared now, in this dark place, I can only follow the sound and move forward through the darkness.
"Gulu."
I swallowed lightly. I was a little overwhelmed as I kept groping in the dark. As the sound disappeared, I lost my direction again.
"what do I do?"
I couldn't help but touch my cheek gently and question myself.
Suddenly, a faint light flashed in front of my eyes. I quickly followed this faint light and acted.
I don’t know how long I ran, but the originally weak light in front of me began to get brighter and brighter. Then a white light flashed, and I came to a strange place.
This place is like a huge white room with nothing around it except light.
Somewhat frightened, I turned around, wanting to go back into the darkness, but when I turned around I realized that even the darkness behind me had disappeared from the room.
"This is where?"
I looked at this strange place and couldn't help but question myself again.
Just when I was wondering, countless fragments and countless scenes began to replay before my eyes.
…
The scene suddenly changes.
"Hello. My name is Yuan Wan. You can also call me Wan'er. From today on, we will be at the same table." A beautiful little girl with a ponytail jumped up to a little boy.
He gently placed his schoolbag on the desk and said to him with a smile.
"Are you my new deskmate?"
The little boy looked at the girl in front of him a little confused, but he still politely helped her pull out the stool.
"Yes. That's right...you are not allowed to bully me, I am a girl! My mother said that boys are not allowed to bully girls."
Having said this, she gently took out the textbook from her schoolbag and started talking nonstop to the little boy.
"I won't bully you, hehe."
The little boy smiled stupidly at her, with such an infatuated look on his face that I couldn't help but feel a little ashamed.
"Then what's your name?"
She tilted her head and said to me with a smile on her face.
"My name is Yang Chen. I'm pretty good at studying. If you have any questions, you can come to me."
The little boy opened his mouth and answered with a silly smile.
"Oh... So your name is Yang Chen. Speaking of which, you are the first boy who is willing to help me.
Thank you~”
As she spoke, she loosened the rubber band that bound her hair. The moment her hair fell down, the little boy and even me felt that a fairy descended to earth, nothing more than that.
"Dong dong dong..."
I could feel the little boy's heartbeat racing, and the deafening pounding kept lingering in my ears.
〔Is this a heart-pounding feeling?〕
I clutched my chest and began to question myself.
"What are you doing? Why are you looking at me like that?"
She pouted, reaching behind her head to tie her hair, and asked me shyly.
"Well...of course you should look at something good-looking twice, don't you think?"
The little boy smiled, scratched his head, and replied somewhat sheepishly.
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The scene in front of me was reproduced bit by bit in this room. Seeing such a scene, I couldn't help but be a little obsessed.
"Is this a memory from my past? It's really beautiful..."
Looking at the various memories in front of me, I couldn't help but sigh and said with some emotion.
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The scene began to change again.
"Yuan Wan! I like you!"
A thin little boy ran up to Yuan Wan. With a blushing face, he did not dare to look directly into Yuan Wan's eyes. He could only muster up the courage to close his eyes and speak loudly.
"Yang Chen, I already know that you like me, but... I don't like thin boys. Because... you can't protect me."
When Yuan Wan heard the little boy's words, she pursed her lips slightly, then put her hands behind her back and refused calmly.
"Okay. I...I will definitely get stronger. Don't worry, I will definitely be able to protect you soon!!"
The boy nodded vigorously towards Yuan Wan and said firmly.
"Really? Then I'll wait for you. You must work hard!"
Yuan Wan smiled softly at the little boy, then jumped away with her hands behind her back.
"Well! I will definitely work hard for you!"
The little boy nodded and looked at her back with a smile. At this moment, he seemed to have decided on something important, and then he gave himself a strong pep talk, showing a determined look on his face.
…
The scene changes again.
"Ha ha!"
The little boy suffered heavy exposure under the scorching sun.
Now, he was squatting hard in the horse stance, and his legs were already shaking due to fatigue. His whole forehead was already covered with sweat.
"Tick."
Another drop of sweat fell from his forehead to the ground.
"Snapped!"
A whip struck the little boy directly on the leg.
"Don't shake your legs! The horse stance is a basic skill. If you can't squat stably, what qualifications do you have to practice martial arts?"
The coach gently stroked his beard and said seriously.
"And you! You too, squat down!"
The coach suddenly turned his head and whipped another student directly.
…
"Today's training... is as hard as usual... But! I will definitely persevere! For you! I must! I must persevere."
The training was finally over, and the little boy was talking to himself and running towards home.