The moment I saw this figure, my heart felt as if a spice jar had been overturned, with mixed emotions.
For a time, all kinds of unknown emotions came to my mind. At this moment, I only felt a little depressed and unwilling in my heart.
The girl who passed by me just now was the person I loved most, the person I wanted to protect the most, the person I worked hard for, the person I longed for, and the person who could make me happy. Of course, I
I haven’t forgotten that she is the woman I can’t get no matter how hard I try or how hard I struggle.
I am not a male protagonist in a romantic drama, but to me, she is the most perfect female protagonist in a romantic drama.
She is - Yuan Wan.
I widened my eyes and looked straight at Yuan Wan's back. For a moment, I was a little distracted when I recalled all the past. I don't know what my brain is thinking, and I don't know.
What should be a more appropriate reaction? But I know that I don't dare to face her.
Suddenly, Yuan Wan in the crowd seemed to notice my gaze, and slowly turned her head to look at me.
Obviously, she also noticed me at that moment.
Watching her eyes looking for my figure, I was actually a little moved.
This may be the final reward for a resigned dog licker.
I blinked my eyes. Looking from a distance, she was still as good-looking as before, and still had the same temperament as before. It seemed that she had not changed much from before.
Only then did I admit that I really couldn't forget her.
Soon, Yuan Wan found my position, looked at me from a distance, and waved to me playfully.
This feeling is like returning to childhood, it is really a bit dreamy.
"call..."
When I met her eyes, I couldn't help but raise my head and let out a long sigh. My mind started to have random thoughts.
[This world is really too small.
At first, when I graduated from junior high school, I thought that everyone had gone their separate ways, but I didn't expect that we still got together in a special way.
However, this way of getting together is what I least want to see and what I resist the most.
After all, our relationship at this time is completely different from the one we had before.
Liu Yu, my good brother at the time, and I parted ways and have gone our separate ways since then.
The person I loved the most at the time was snatched away in revenge by Liu Yu. Of course, it was also my fault that I was incompetent. I could only watch the two of them together, then silently bless her, and silently watch Liu Yu separate from her.
All in all, I seem to be succeeding in nothing.
So now with my identity, I can't even meet her.
After all, I couldn't face the person I loved the most at the time. I couldn't face her either. Because of my reasons, she was hurt, her feelings were played with, and she was abandoned.
call……
Meeting her once can be regarded as a memory. Now, it is better for me to leave as soon as possible, so as to save everyone from being a little embarrassed when we meet.]
When I thought of this, I closed my eyes and sighed softly, and my head drooped. I quietly put my hands in my pockets, stood up straight, and prepared to turn around and leave like a passerby.
But before I could move, the shy voice behind me sounded, interrupting my movements in an instant.
"You...recently
How's it going?"
At this time, Yuan Wan's little cheeks were a little rosy, and she also had a touch of rosiness on her face when she took the initiative to speak.
I could tell that she definitely wanted to find something for me.
Whether it was the saying that no matter what happens, go to the Three Treasures Palace, or the lines that sounded as cliche as a Korean drama, they all let me know Yuan Wan's thoughts in advance.
"Huh...how should I put it? I can only say it's okay. It's not miserable and it's not smooth."
At this moment, I suppressed my emotions as much as possible. On one side, I pretended not to care and answered, while on the other side, I walked forward slowly and leisurely, without any intention of stopping.
According to my understanding of Yuan Wan's character, she usually won't take the initiative to try to persuade me to stay. Therefore, as long as I walk straight ahead, I can avoid her. Even if I stand in the crowd, I can accept it.
In fact, even I don't know where I'm going now, or what I want to do.
It's like this every time. As long as I see her, everything will change. Everything will be different. I dare not do anything. In front of her, I will be hesitant, want to express myself, feel inferior, and suddenly feel embarrassed.
confidence.
All in all, all manifestations of contradictions will be reflected in me.
This is... apart from embarrassment, to this day, I don't want to look her in the face again, let alone the real reason why I don't want to say more words to her.
Because in front of her, I would fall into a contradictory self.
"You...don't you just want to ignore me?"
Yuan Wan looked at my figure leaving resolutely, and gave a helpless smile. Her face was a little pale, but she also had a sad look on her face.
"I don't have the guts to see you. To be honest, I don't know whether it's right or wrong to see you. You can understand my feelings for you. So, you should also understand that the more sincere the feelings were at the beginning, the more I feel now.
I don’t dare to see you.”
I slowly stopped, breathing calmly with an expressionless face. While turning my head and looking at her calmly, I tried my best to pretend that I was very mature.
Of course, it was at this moment that I had the opportunity to look carefully at Yuan Wan's cheeks, and then I fully noticed Yuan Wan's expression.
At this time, Yuan Wan's face was a little pale and haggard, and there was also some unnatural morbid beauty. Obviously, it can be seen from her face that she has not been living a very good life these days. In addition, she gives people more
It feels like a kind of mental exhaustion.
Now that Yuan Wan is standing in front of me like this, I can't help but think of an annoying guy. As soon as I think of it, I can't help clenching my fists. At this moment, I
Only then did I suddenly understand the true meaning of this guy's revenge.
Now I just want to beat him up hard and take revenge on this scumbag for Yuan Wan.
However, I can also see from her eyes that she really loves Liu Yu.
When I think of this, my guilt increases even more.
But at this moment, I just feel that my whole body is so weak, so useless, and I can't even take revenge.
"well..."
Looking at her cheek, I suddenly sighed.
turn out to be......
In fact, I don't hate her. Even if she didn't choose me, I only have the best wishes for her.
To me, she is like a light on a dark road, like a lighthouse on the seaside at night, like a glass of water in the hand of a person who is about to die of thirst, or the true goddess in my heart.
It doesn't matter whether she's with me or not, it's important
The thing is, it's enough for her to be happy.
Seeing the distressing look in front of her, I actually felt a little sad for her.
The more I look at her like this, the more guilty I feel.
Although Liu Yu was wrong, the source of Liu Yu's deterioration was because of me. If what he said had not happened to me, maybe everything would have been different.
Maybe, she can be happier than now.
"I'm sorry. There may have been something wrong with my attitude towards you before. What I said that night was a bit harsh. I hope you can forgive me, okay?"
Yuan Wan bit her lip. At this moment, she rubbed her fingers nervously.
He looked restless, as if he would forgive her unconsciously whenever he saw her.
My thoughts were interrupted, and I slowly raised my head. Listening to her words, I didn't know how to answer her for a moment.
Because of my panic, I didn't know how to communicate with her at this moment. Just looking at her pitiful little eyes, I couldn't help but panic.
"call..."
I took a deep breath and was silent for a moment.
"I can forgive you, but it's meaningless to not forgive. It's been so long, I've forgotten a little bit."
I slowly raised my head and gave her a kind fake smile.
"Huh... no matter what, as long as you are willing to forgive me, the guilt in my heart will lessen a little."
Yuan Wan patted her chest gently, lowered her head thoughtfully, and whispered softly. Her voice was so low that I couldn't hear her clearly.
"Did you... say something just now?"
I blinked my eyes and couldn't help but ask with some doubts.
"Well, no. No. You heard wrong."
Yuan Wan quickly raised her head, waving her hands awkwardly, and a wry smile appeared on her face.
She looked pale and seemed to be trying her best to hide something.
"I...I see that you look very bad. What's going on? Are you sick recently?"
I looked at Yuan Wan's hesitant expression and knew in my heart that she was pretending to be up to something. Although I didn't know what it was, I still chose to learn more about his purpose this time. So even though I knew the truth, I still had to pretend.
Ask.
"Me? Sigh... Sigh, it's nothing. I just... I've just been worried a lot lately, and many things haven't gone my way. I've also had a cold recently, so I don't look good.
,Actually I’m fine.”
Although Yuan Wan patted her small breasts and pretended to have an indifferent expression, trying her best to cover up her sad mood at the moment, the helplessness and pain that flashed in her eyes made me completely
Captured completely.
"call......"
Seeing her performance, I raised my head and let out a breath of cold air.
At this moment, I just feel a little pitiful.
After all, Yuan Wan is still the same as before, unwilling to tell me anything. No matter what it is, she has to deal with it by herself, except for suspecting me of stealing things... It seems...
All the truth and answers have to be solved by myself.
Although the situation will be a little awkward for a while, if I want to know more, this is also a helpless move.