Two people who love each other hugged each other for a long time. This was also the longest hug since Xiaohong and I separated. Anyway, I just wanted to hold her for more time. I felt like I was hugging the whole world. It always felt that the time was too short.
, at that moment, I was her everything, she was my everything, and our happiness was full. I really wanted to hug her, stay with her, caress her face, and lift her bangs all the time.
Go up and watch her act coquettishly and clingy. I hope she will lie in my arms like a little lamb...
"It's great, it feels so good to be back together again." I said to Xiaohong again. "I just like this. Two people know each other and fall in love with each other. From now on, we will also live an ordinary life. You said this
Okay?"
"Well, okay." Xiaohong said. "I am just like you. We are ordinary people who long for simplicity and happiness."
"Yes, the happiness we want is actually very simple. We all care about the feelings between each other. We are really grateful to God for giving us this relationship. We must take time to witness the vow of love..."
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The sun has passed over the huge ginkgo tree, and the white light shines through the dense young leaves and buds, slanting under the tree, and also on the faces of Xiaohong and I, making people mesmerizingly warm...
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"We should go back."
Xiaohong suddenly said this.
"Yes, it's time to go back." I responded.
Seeing that the sun was past noon, we all stood up involuntarily and walked back.
"Don't look at it. Although Kuanchuan is not a big place, it has a lot of interesting places." Xiaohong said.
"Oh, really."? Then I asked again. "So, what are the fun places here?"
"Here. There are Dragon King Temple, Bodhisattva Temple, White Dragon Cave, Wind Cave, Xiang Cave, Male Cave and Female Cave.
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The wind tunnel can blow strong winds like a wind turbine. The sound tunnel is a hole that goes all the way down from the ground level. It is unfathomable. It would take a long time to hear the sound of the stones hitting the bottom if you throw stones down from the entrance.
The men's cave and the women's cave are respectively on rocks more than ten meters high, and many newlyweds throw small stones into them. If a stone is thrown into the men's cave, a boy may be born, and if a stone is thrown into the women's cave, a girl may be born.
…….”
Xiaohong kept introducing me to many interesting places of interest in Kuanchuan.
"There are so many interesting places. I just have some free time these days, so why not let's go visit them tomorrow."
I said ecstatically.
"Of course!"
Xiaohong also responded cheerfully.
Soon, we arrived at the door of Xiaohong’s house.
"I'm here, you can go." Xiaohong said a little reluctantly.
"Okay, then, you'd better go back to the house first..."
Both of them were reluctant to leave, watching each other leave.
The next day, when I was planning to go to Kuanchuan, my old colleague Chen Guang came to see me. He contracted the transportation business of asphalt pavement gravel on the highway section and asked us to take action immediately.
I went to Kuanchuan to transport sand back again, and told Xiaohong that we would not be able to visit the scenery again after a while, so as not to misunderstand her again.
Xiaohong looked very excited when she saw me. She even walked like a lamb, running and jumping happily.
"Honey, I'm sorry." I said a little embarrassed. "I can't play with you today."
"It doesn't matter, I won't be angry." Xiao Hong said grandly.
It’s not too late. However, no matter how busy you are every day, you have to think more about others.”
"I will, and thank you for understanding me so well."
I said gratefully.
"Don't say thank you. This is what you should do. You put your career first, and I should support you."
Xiaohong said, raising the corners of her mouth to reveal a smile. Her smile was full of tenderness and intoxicating...
Even though I have been so busy these days, I have never forgotten Xiaohong for a moment. When I lie in bed every night, my mind is filled with Xiaohong’s smiles, and it seems that we are all having hilarious dialogues from time to time.
Sometimes, I still imagine the love and sweetness between two people. I even think about getting married, the sooner the better.
However, in a person's life, including every day, who can predict whether he will succeed or fail tomorrow? But who can believe that before I can embark on the boat of happiness, one careless move will end my life.
Lost.
Maybe it was because I was only nineteen years old at the time and was not mature enough, and I was still like an enthusiastic middle school student about everything. From the beginning, I was looking forward to the future and imagining happiness. I imagined it as an intoxicating paradise on earth, happiness.
The infinite paradise in the world. I am fascinated by it all the time and dream about it.
For several nights, I would often close my eyes and start dreaming. I dreamed that I was married, and Xiaohong was sitting lovingly by the bed wearing a beautiful wedding dress. I held her hands tightly, looking at this with joy in my heart.
The girl who made me want to be with her for the rest of my life. Suddenly, I had a strong desire for her, and my hands went deeper and deeper into her little by little. Finally, Xiaohong and I hugged each other and rolled over on a big bed.
Playing, playing...
I often fantasize about sweet love all night long. Many times, I wake up in the middle of the night and stay up all night. I become listless while driving during the day, and sometimes my thoughts wander...