Do I want to see the amplified desires in my heart?
I knew in my heart what was going on, but I couldn't stop it from happening. I closed my eyes and held Yuchen's hand tightly. Since the illusion requires seeing with the eyes, then I don't have to see or hear. Is it possible to learn from the illusion?
Come out?
I soon discovered that my idea didn't work because Yuchen in front of me hadn't moved since I closed my eyes. No matter I pulled him or talked to him, there was no response.
There was a whistling wind in my ears. It didn't feel like I was in an inn, but like I was in an open mountain field, and I could smell the fresh and moist fragrance of grass.
I couldn't just stand there with my eyes closed all the time. Since it was useless, I had the courage to open my eyes.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that Yuchen, who was standing in front of me, had disappeared. I looked down at my hand, and Yuchen's hand gradually became transparent in my palm, and finally disappeared.
I stood alone on a hillside, surrounded by endless grass. It was as if the whole world was covered with green grass. There were no trees, no people, no animals and insects, only emerald green grass.
Above the head is a blue sky, like the sea water reflected in the sky, blue and waveless, cloudless. There is no sun, but it is daytime here, with plenty of light, and the surroundings are bright. It gives people a very peaceful and otherworldly feeling.
Shouldn't I have to face the desire deep in my heart? I was mentally prepared to struggle, but the result... what the hell is this!
Peace and tranquility, no desires and no desires, how can human beings have such an inner world!
So in the end, I came to the conclusion that this is not my inner world. I am just an ordinary human being. I have not given up all my emotions, love, hate, and hatred. My inner world can never be as clean as this.
Not only is my inner world impossible to be so clean, I dare say that the inner world of most human beings cannot be so clean.
With such a pure heart, all I can think of is either an eminent monk or an immortal.
I walked in one direction for a long time, and there was still a patch of grass all around, just like the same spot.
"Hey! Is there anyone there?" I finally couldn't help it, stopped and shouted.
However, the only thing that responded to me was my own echo.
I sat down on the ground depressedly, and when I was thinking about how to get out, a thorn as thick as my finger suddenly grew on the ground. I was stung by a pain, and I quickly stood up and hid aside.
The thorns grew very fast, and wherever I stepped on them, thorns sprouted out. It felt like the thorns were coming towards me.
I had nowhere to hide, so I wanted to use my spiritual power to jump into the air, but I found that I couldn't use my spiritual power here, and the phantom couldn't be summoned.
In the end, the thorns grew more and more, and I couldn't run anymore. Soon, the thorn vines wrapped me up.
There are barbs on the thorns. As long as I move a little, the thorns will pierce into my flesh.
I broke out in a cold sweat from the pain, and carefully pulled at the thorn vines, trying to pull them apart, but no matter how careful I was, there were so many thorns, I would still get pricked.
I feel like I'm going to be sieved.
Just when I was at my wits end, a ball of white air suddenly floated down from the sky. The air ball was like water vapor that was lumped together, floating up and down, but not dispersing.
White air floated to the sky above the thorn vines, and a gentle and peaceful female voice came out of the air mass, "Little fairy, does it hurt?"
I looked up at the air ball and said angrily, "How about you come in and give it a try?" Fortunately, I thought this was the inner world of some eminent monk or immortal. Bah! How can any eminent monk or immortal torture people like this?
!
Bai Qi chuckled, "If you don't move, won't it stop hurting?"
I had a feeling that her back hurt even when she stood talking, so I said, "I'm entangled, how can I not move!"
"Of course you can choose not to move. These vines themselves have not pierced you. It is you who move rashly, and these vines will prick you." Bai Qi said, "Life is like being among thorns.
If you move, you should not move rashly, and if you don't move, you will not be hurt. If your heart is moved, if you move rashly, your body will be hurt and your bones will be hurt, and you will experience all kinds of pain in the world. Little Fairy Girl, if your heart is not moving, you will not move rashly, there will be no suffering, no pain, the Great Way
Self-contained.”
Bai Qi's words were too profound and I didn't understand them. "What do you mean?"
Bai Qi said again, "Worry arises from love, and fear arises from love. If you are separated from love, there will be no worry and no fear."
I have heard this saying, it is a Buddhist saying. In Buddhism, there are five poisonous hearts, which refer to greed, anger, ignorance, pride, and doubt. Buddhists believe that these five kinds of hearts will cause us to create bad karma and hinder our practice like poison.
And these five kinds of hearts all come from love. Buddhism says that as long as we give up love, we can get rid of many emotions that hinder our practice.
Although I understand the meaning of this sentence, I don't understand why Bai Qi said this to me? I don't believe in Buddhism, and I'm not a monk. Why is she trying to persuade me to give up love?
I looked at her strangely, "What exactly do you want to say? Can you explain it clearly?"
Bai Qi smiled and said, "Haste makes waste. Little Fairy Girl, I came to you today just to say these two sentences to you. When you understand the secret, all your questions will be like a passing cloud, and the road will take its own course."
After he finished speaking, regardless of whether I understood it or not, the white air floated into the air, dispersed and disappeared.
The white air disappeared, but the thorn vines did not disappear. I wanted to continue pulling on the thorn vines, but the slightest movement made the thorns pierce into my flesh. I shivered in pain.
Bai Qi said to me, it won't hurt if I don't move. So if I don't move, will these thorns and vines move away automatically?
I stood there, motionless. After waiting for about five minutes, just when I was about to lose my patience, the thorn vine moved.
They began to slowly burrow underground, and after a while, there was only grass left in the entire space.
Now the thorn vines are gone, but I still don't know how to get out of here!
I don’t even know whose inner world this is. Can anyone hear me when I speak here?
Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and was about to shout Yuchen's name. But before I could shout out, I heard a familiar voice coming over, "Yuchen!"
I was stunned for a moment and turned to look over.
I didn't know when an extra house appeared behind me, which was my grandma's house. At this time, the door of my grandma's house was ajar, and the light came from the crack in the door. There was no light in the corridor, and it was very dark.
I stood in front of the door, and as long as I raised my hand, I could open the door. I heard my grandma's voice coming from the door, and as long as I opened the door, I could see my grandma. But I didn't dare to push it.
Open this door.
Because at this moment, I suddenly understood that this was my inner world, but the hallucination made me see not my desires, but the deepest fear in my heart!
Inside the door, there is what I am most afraid of facing.
At this moment, a gust of wind blew over and the door blew open with a creak.