As soon as the door opened, I saw grandma and Yuchen in the living room.
Grandma sat at the dining table, took a sip of tea, and then looked at Yuchen who was standing not far in front of her, "Third Master, are you here to kill me?"
Yuchen asked coldly, "What do you know?"
"Anyway, you know, I already know everything clearly. Third Master, you know clearly that you and Xiao Xi have no future, can you bear to destroy her? If you don't let go now, how long will you be able to stay with her in the future?
What? Your stubbornness will only destroy you two!"
Grandma got angrier as she spoke, and finally stood up and accused Yuchen, "Yuchen, you are a monster. I don't expect you to have the same emotions as humans, but you have been practicing for thousands of years. You are an animal. You should be able to understand human nature after thousands of years."
Well, if you are really good to Xiao Xi, you should leave her."
What grandma said was very unpleasant, but Yuchen acted as if he hadn't heard her. His face was cold and without any unnecessary expression, he said, "Lin Xi's only relative is you, don't seek death."
Grandma smiled and said, "Yes, I am the only one left for Xiao Xi. Third Master, if you dare to attack me, Xiao Xi will never forgive you. So, Third Master, do you dare to kill me?"
Yuchen frowned.
Grandma continued, "I will call Xiao Xi now and tell her everything. Third Master, let's let Xiao Xi choose. Will she be with you?"
While talking, grandma walked to the landline, picked up the receiver and started to dial.
But before his fingers could press the dialing button, there was a bang and the landline phone exploded.
Grandma was cut on the face by the blown plastic piece, and blood immediately appeared. She took a few steps back, covered the wound on her face, and looked at Yuchen with a smile, "Third Master, what's the use of destroying the phone? I
She's Xiao Xi's grandma, she will always come back to see me. As long as I see her, as long as I contact her, I will tell everything..."
Before grandma could finish speaking, Yuchen waved his hand, and a golden light hit grandma.
I know that everything that happened here is false, and it is just my own conjecture. That’s why the conversation between them sounds informative, but if you listen carefully, there is no useful information. Because I don’t know those things at all,
What I don't know, even hallucinations can't make it up.
But I know, what I see now, everything here is too real. I can no longer sit back and watch, when the golden light hits my grandma, I pounce on her.
As expected, completely useless.
The golden light penetrated me and hit grandma.
Grandma screamed and fell to the ground.
"grandmother!"
I rushed over and cried sadly, "Grandma, don't die, don't die..."
Grandma fell to the ground, her eyes widened in pain, staring at Yuchen. She opened her mouth wide and said with difficulty, "You...you have to die...someday in the future, Xiao Xi...Xiao Xi will definitely
I will see your true face clearly..."
After saying that, grandma lost her voice and stopped breathing.
I had the feeling that I really saw my grandma being killed by Yuchen. This was the thing I was most afraid of facing in my heart.
In fact, I know that I am unfilial. Regardless of whether Yuchen is the murderer in reality, he chose not to tell me the truth. For this reason alone, I should not forgive him.
It turns out that there is a binding spell in my body, and my feelings are unconsciously biased towards Yuchen, so I feel that there is something fishy about this matter, and I should not make a conclusion until I have thoroughly investigated it. Before that, Yuchen and I can still be fine.
But later the binding spell was released, and I still chose to be with Yuchen. After the spell was released, all the emotions were the true feelings in my heart, which meant that I chose between my grandma’s death and Yuchen.
Yu Chen.
I buried this matter deep in my heart and didn't dare to let myself think about it. On the one hand, I didn't want to doubt Yuchen, and I was also afraid that if I kept thinking this way, the reality would really turn out like this. I couldn't accept Yuchen killing me.
Regarding my grandma, on the other hand, I didn’t dare to face myself. My grandma raised me for twenty years, but in the end I couldn’t let go of Yuchen. I couldn’t even do my best to track down the real culprit.
When I was in pain, I suddenly remembered what Bai Qi said to me, "From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. If you are separated from love, there is no worry and no fear."
I didn’t understand it before, but now I understand it.
Bai Qi wants to tell me that as long as I no longer love Yuchen, all my pain will disappear.
After the white air disappeared, the incident of my grandma being killed appeared here, which led me to figure this out. After all, if I didn't love Yuchen, then I wouldn't be in such pain as I am now.
But what did she mean when she later said that the road is self-contained?
Can I attain enlightenment without love?
At this time, things began to change in front of me. The house disappeared, the green grass disappeared, and wooden stairs appeared under my feet. I raised my head and looked forward, and saw Yuchen standing in front of me, and he was still holding my hand.
.
Seeing that I moved, he pulled me into his arms with his arms, then raised his hand to wipe the tears on my face, "It's okay."
He seemed to think I was scared to tears.
I didn't explain, lowered my head, and followed Yuchen into the guest room.
Entering the room, Yuchen said I could raise my head.
I kept my head down, and the back of my neck was sore. When I heard that I could raise my head, I raised my head and moved my neck, and asked Yuchen, how long had I been standing there?
"About two or three minutes."
I was shocked. In reality, only such a short period of time had passed!
Yuchen pulled me to the bed and sat down. He hugged me from behind, put his chin lightly on my shoulder, and asked me softly, "What did you see?" As he spoke, warm breath came to me.
It's hot on my neck.
I shrank my neck, then turned to look at Yuchen and said, "I saw a cloud of white energy. The white energy told me that as long as I gave up love, I could attain enlightenment. Yuchen, I am not a monk, am I?
?”
Yuchen was stunned for a moment, then he turned over and pressed me on the bed. He looked at me and said with a bad smile, "Are there any monks like you? The pure land of Buddhism would not want a little pervert like you."
After saying that, he leaned down, opened his mouth and took a bite on my neck.
I thought he was going to kiss me, but he actually bit me. I shivered in pain and raised my eyes to glare at him.
Seeing that I was irritated, Yuchen pinched my face, smiled and coaxed me, "You little fool, you fell into the illusion of the landlady. The landlady threatened you to become a monk, and you actually believed it. She was seducing you.
Man, can’t you see?”
"real?"
If there was only white gas, I would have believed Yuchen's words without even thinking about it. But the problem is that after the white gas disappeared, the scene of my grandma's death also appeared. The boss lady created an illusion. How could she know what happened when my grandma died.
Seeing my suspicion, Yuchen frowned and said, "Do you need me to call the landlady here now and ask her to give you another illusion?"
I was speechless and said, "Am I sick? Why would I do such a thing?"
"I want you to make sure I'm telling the truth." After saying that, Yuchen actually let go of me, turned around and walked out.