You know, Zhao Rong was not that kind of a good boy a long time ago. After all, he was never in a state of being lawless and no one dared to care about anything, and he could get whatever he wanted. Suddenly he became, just because of a certain sentence he said badly,
Zhao Rong was very uncomfortable with the contrast of being asked by his parents to educate him for a long time.
At that time, he often refuted what his parents said. But he soon discovered that if he refuted, his parents had a lot of reasons to explain to him. This was better than simply admitting his mistake in the first place.
He also said that he must make corrections, which would be much more difficult.
So gradually, Zhao Rong came to know what his attitude should be when his parents raised these matters. For this reason, Zhao Rong gradually became trained to accept all the teachings from his father and mother.
After all, no matter what, my parents have taught me the most since I was a child, which is to take filial piety as my top priority. The main content is that you should listen to the words of your elders and parents, especially what your parents say, every time and every sentence
It's the truth.
After all, without my parents, I would not have had the opportunity to come to this world. I should be grateful, thank them for giving me this life, and thank them for bringing me everything. Everything I own belongs to my parents. After all,
Without them, I would not have myself. What they say is correct. If I cannot understand it, it is entirely because I am still too narrow-minded and do not understand the truth, which leads to such ambiguity.
Whenever your own wishes are contrary to your parents' wishes, you must respect their parents' wishes and change your own wishes. After all, filial piety comes first, and only those who know how to be filial can be called human beings, otherwise they are not even as good as animals.
These truths, even if Zhao Rong does bad things by himself and no one cares about him, and he can get anything he wants, his parents will nag him in his ears from time to time. But later on, these truths will be talked about by his parents.
By the way, every time you educate yourself, you should explain it carefully.
So these words seem to be engraved in Zhao Rong's heart, but obviously, these words have not yet been engraved in Zhao Rong's bones. So now, through Xiao Tao's reminder, the nature and various lessons that were wiped out in childhood have been learned.
The feeling of embarrassment after being corrected once again lingered in Zhao Rong's heart.
Yes, I have also thought about why it was just a casual joke that caused my parents to call me over and give me a severe lesson for two hours. I just sent away a servant casually, but I still had to be punished by my parents.
In the past, I kept talking for hours. It turns out that these things are not normal.
Thinking of this, the chains that had been entangled in Zhao Rong's heart suddenly broke. At this time, the words "this is not normal, not normal" appeared repeatedly in his heart. And this earth-shattering movement in Zhao Rong's heart, Xiao Tao
He really didn't know. He just saw that the young master's face was much better than before, and he slowly calmed down in his mental arithmetic. The young master's appearance just now frightened him.
But now the young master's face has slowly returned to normal, his expression has become much more normal, and his plans have slowly returned to normal. Xiao Tao hesitated for a moment, but still changed his words and continued to persuade his young master.
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"Young master, I won't talk about this, but let's talk about the great Confucian gentleman who enlightened the young master. I heard from the master and his wife that this great Confucian was very famous. But under his education, the young master's academic performance was very poor.
It's not amazing, but it's a complete mess?"
Zhao Rong's heart was still turbulent at this time, thinking about how his parents treated him, but he didn't expect that Xiao Tao had given him another fatal blow. He opened his eyes wide and looked at Xiao Tao in disbelief, feeling even more confused in his heart.
It set off a stormy sea. Why, is there any problem in studying on my own?
As if she knew what Zhao Rong was thinking, Xiao Tao curled her lips and continued: "The two young masters sent a message to say that with the young master's mood and intelligence, it is impossible for him to go to an ordinary private school.
After studying, Master, you are at your current level."
Hearing what Xiao Tao said, Zhao Rong's first reaction was shame. Of course, he also realized that his academic performance was indeed very unsatisfactory, or that he was far behind the average person. Before, he only thought that he was not doing well enough. After all,
When the old gentleman was always in front of him, he did not hide anything and showed his naked contempt for himself.
Therefore, Zhao Rong always believed that the old gentleman must have felt that he was too stupid to be taught. For so long, he had not met his requirements, so he viewed himself this way.
He had worked very hard before, hoping to improve his studies so that his husband could at least look at him. But no matter how hard he tried, he seemed to be unable to meet his requirements.
He also once gave up on himself, tearing up the big words he had written, or throwing out the books, determined to break it down and never study again. But soon, he remembered the high expectations of his parents and grandmother for him.
, I picked up books again and wanted to overcome all difficulties and achieve certain achievements in my studies.
You know, he has been struggling in this cycle over the past few years of his studies. Before, only the old gentleman knew the true situation of his studies. He could occasionally comfort himself by thinking, maybe
Because the old gentleman is a well-known scholar, his requirements are extremely high. That's why I feel that he can't reach the level required by him. Maybe this is an ordinary situation for me.
However, during his trip to the provincial capital a few days ago, he could no longer comfort himself by deceiving himself like this. After all, when his second brother and he were traveling, they mentioned those poems and allusions, and occasionally the second brother accidentally
Some of the proverbs mentioned during the interview were unknown to me.
At that time, only Zhao Rong knew how ashamed and disgusted he felt in his heart. Gradually, he also discovered that his second brother would no longer mention certain things when talking, or talk about books in a verbose way.
What was inside. He knew that the second brother was taking care of himself and deliberately changed his speaking habits. At that time, he was sincerely grateful to the second brother, and at the same time he felt deeply disgusted with himself. (To be continued)