Zhou Sheng continued without waiting for Gong Yu to ask questions, "But these hypocritical people are still secretive and refuse to admit the thoughts in their hearts. Instead, they say that I am greedy and have no humanity, and that I am hypocritical.
It’s just a big joke.”
Obviously, this time Zhou Sheng wanted to get rid of the complaints that he had accumulated in his heart for a long time. Gong Yu knew that maybe these words had been held in his heart for many years, and no one could listen to him, so maybe,
It was because he had already decided to leave the private school. This time, Zhou Sheng rarely vomited out all the words he had accumulated.
"Living next to them, I feel so tired that it's difficult to breathe. Moreover, my ideas are completely different from theirs. If I tell them what I think, those people will look at me in surprise, as if
What am I talking about that is shocking?
words. In fact, it doesn’t matter. I just expressed their hypocritical and hidden sincerity. But they, as if they were stabbed by me, immediately turned their backs and refused to admit it.
I am also what I said."
After letting out a long sigh, Zhou Sheng continued without waiting for Gong Yu's reaction. "I really can't stand it anymore. When I'm with them, I have to wrong myself every day. I can't do it at all."
Say what you want to say in your heart. The same is true for those people. They every
What God says and do is not actually what they want to do in their hearts. What they do every day when they open their eyes is to pretend that they are such kind people and are as good to others as possible.
Okay. But in fact, these people only think about themselves.
But they refuse to admit it. Not only that, not only are they unwilling to express their true thoughts, but the people next to them are also like this. Even people like me like to express their inner thoughts.
People are aliens in their eyes, they don't allow me to exist at all, they don't want to see me, and they don't want to hear what I say."
It is rare to hear such a long list of words from Zhou Sheng. As long as other people in the private school hear it, they will simply not believe that Zhou Sheng can speak such long words. After all, in their impression, Zhou Sheng is
Don't speak if you can, and try to replace all words with a smile, as if his smile contains everything and there is no need for him to say anything.
But this time, Zhou Sheng seemed to have completely let go of himself, still chattering endlessly, "They are just like this, and they actually ask the people around them to be like them. All of them are united together, and they are working hard just to get me."
Becoming exactly like them, the same hypocrisy, the same
Hypocrisy, why should I become like that? I hate my ugly appearance. They don’t give me a space to live, so forget it, I don’t need to hang out with them anymore, force myself, and have to watch every day
In front of themselves, they perform all kinds of scandals full of loopholes."
Hearing Zhou Sheng say this, Gong Yu couldn't help being shocked. Zhou Sheng had just said that he was leaving the private school and would no longer come to the private school to attend school. Originally, Gong Yu thought that he was going home or had other directions, but
Listening to Zhou Sheng's words, I found that he seemed not even willing to stay with his family.
So where is he going? Gong Yu couldn't help but worry. Even though this man had been with him for several months, and even though there wasn't much communication between the two of them, Gong Yu could not help but feel worried from what Zhou Sheng said just now.
In those words, I could feel his deep disappointment and resentment. Such feelings can easily infect others. At least now Gong Yu was a little worried about Zhou Sheng.
Zhou Sheng, who had finally finished venting over there, now fell into loneliness again, as if the space he was in had always been dark, and his whole person was shrouded in shadows, making it difficult to see his emotions and expressions.
Thinking about the worries in his heart just now, Gong Yu couldn't help but ask: "So Zhou Sheng, what are your plans for the future?" He asked this question very carefully, after all, he could hear it from Zhou Sheng's narration just now.
Zhou Sheng was in a very excited mood now, and he didn't know if his words would make him even more excited and make him do something drastic. Fortunately, Gong Yu's worries were unnecessary.
However, although Zhou Sheng did not show too much excitement, he still did not answer Gong Yu's question. It seemed that he did not know how to answer at all, or that he had never thought that Gong Yu would ask such a question.
a question.
After waiting for a while, just when Gong Yu thought that Zhou Sheng would not answer his question, Zhou Sheng spoke quietly again, but what he said had nothing to do with Gong Yu's question just now.
"I didn't expect you to ask me this. I thought no one in this world would care about my whereabouts or my existence. After all, in this world, everyone has their own worries. Worry about your own.
Issues such as profit and loss, considering one's own future, etc. are enough for a person to care about. Will anyone care about the existence of a person like me? This really didn't occur to me."
Hearing Zhou Sheng's emotion, Gong Yu felt sour for some reason, and he felt like crying. To say that his relationship with Zhou Sheng was nothing, in fact, there was very little communication between them.
Zhou Sheng didn’t say as many words to himself as he did to other people in the private school, but for some reason, Gong
Yu can always see something similar to himself in Zhou Sheng. I can’t say which aspect it is specifically, it’s not the way he looks at problems, or his reaction to some things. It’s really hard to tell which aspect it is.
However, Gong Yu did see a familiar feeling from Zhou in his heart.
So Gong Yu was indeed worried about him just now. After listening to his words, he didn't care whether Zhou Sheng's words were true or not, but the feeling in his heart was real. Even Gong Yu
I thought that perhaps Zhou Sheng's feelings in his heart were much stronger than what he said.
After all, Zhou Sheng is a person who doesn't like to talk. It is very difficult for a person like this to express one-tenth of his feelings. It is very difficult to express clearly.
After listening to Zhou Sheng's emotion just now, Gong Yu felt nothing but sadness in his heart. Zhou Sheng had never thought that there was someone in the world who would care about him, who would care about his stay, and who would worry about his future.