Chapter 192
Xiao Jin has a competition, but he will be very disappointed if he can't see himself.
But I chose Xiaobai.
Xiaobai fell asleep with steady breathing.
You have made your choice and there is no turning back.
I already know the feeling of overlapping with Xiaobai.
Memories of this morning flooded my mind.
It was the next day after leaving the stadium.
Sunday mornings are always filled with the chirping of birds and the vivid sunshine.
And today there is one more thing.
Let this morning add a touch of red.
The second hug.
Sharers ask each other.
I want to be with Xiaobai.
When Xiaobai returned to bed, he was still the same.
He touched her soft cheek lightly.
"Yeah." Xiaobai whispered sideways and knocked off his fingers.
Sure enough, he won't get up.
never mind.
"That's not bad either."
Well, that's probably what it's called.
But now that we have called, there are no eight points left.
Lin Xiao picked up the phone.
"Who are you looking for?"
Xiaobai was about to get up but fell asleep again.
"Hey, Lin Xiao."
'Ah Jing, this is a club activity, don't come to me.'
"That's not it."
"What's wrong."
"I received a shooting assignment today."
"A lot of things have happened here. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. Just listen to me."
Maybe Xiao Jin’s matter was lost.
"Xiao Jin fell down during the competition and was carried away," A Jing said.
"Classmate Xiao Jin fell down during the competition and was carried away."
"What." Lin Xiao said.
For a moment, she didn't listen to what he was saying at all.
"I told you that Xiao Jin fell down."
"Why did you fall down?" Lin Xiao said.
Although I don’t know what losing color means.
That little Jin who is always full of energy.
"While I was running, I fell down with others. The game is still going on. I can't leave. Anyway, I thought it would be better to tell you."
"I know shoes"
‘Although I probably didn’t do anything, remember’
He thanked me again and hung up the phone.
Although I don’t know exactly what happened, Xiaobai Leadwire? It’s a lie.
Although Ah Jing is laughing and joking all the time, she will not lie.
This is not the time to think about such things.
Had to go.
Even if you choose Xiaobai, this is another matter.
It's impossible to ignore it.
Lin Xiao felt that she didn't have enough energy. After running for two steps, she couldn't breathe and couldn't move her feet at all.
This body, which is just a thread between the college and the family every day, feels very hateful at this time.
Damn it, what does falling mean?
This was a bigger shock than when I heard that my father was hospitalized.
Xiaojin is very important to me.
Lin Xiao didn't feel it until now.
While praying that nothing would happen, I ran over with my legs that were almost too slow to move.
"Ah?" Xiao Jin said.
How important Xiao Jin appeared in front of him with a look of nothing happened.
"Brother, why are you here?" Xiao Jin said.
"Are you really Xiao Jin? You didn't have an exchange with Qianxun?" Qianxun is Xiao Jin's twin sister, and they both have the same face.
It is impossible for Xiao Jin, who has fallen down, to perform well here, and it must be Qianxun and not someone else there.
"That question is nothing. Don't say something confusing now."
"Didn't you faint?"
"Why do you know, brother? It's not because you haven't seen the game."
'Ah Jing told me.'
‘Who is Ah Jing?’
'It doesn't matter, let me take a look at your face.'
Blushing Xiao Jin was about to wave away Lin Xiao's hand.
"Okay, settle down."
Although he was a complainer, Xiao Jin still gave up his resistance.
Although blushing somewhat affects judgment, my face does not look good.
Should I say it's a loss of color or a physical problem?
"Are you okay?" Lin Xiao said.
"It's okay. If you weren't walking smoothly like this, you would be surprisingly worried."
"I asked you, do you want to go back alone?"
"The consultant teacher told me to go back. Although the teacher said not to send me away, there was still a post-match discussion.
You can't trouble others any more," Xiao Jin said.
"Is the game over?" Lin Xiao said.
For now, victory or defeat no longer matters.
‘I lost.’ Xiao Jin said.
"It's really strong, even though the score was tight at one point."
'I'll take you back and give me your schoolbag.'
'You are a bit scary when you are gentle.'
It's so noisy.
Even so, Xiao Jin still honestly gave the bag to Lin Xiao.
Lin Xiao took it and raised his steps.
"What's going on?" Lin Xiao said.
"Suddenly."
‘What?’ Xiao Jin said.
"Why did you fall down?"
Xiao Jin's expression turned dark for a moment.
For a guy who has always been very proud, falling down in front of others must be a great humiliation.
"It's not that serious when I fall down. It's just dizziness."
"Dizziness?" Lin Xiao said.
"Yes, Xiao Jin nodded and said: 'I am slightly dehydrated and anemic, my head is a little confused, and I can no longer stand still.'
"Dehydrated and anemic."
''It's probably like this, I have been training and I have no appetite.
"Xiao Jin is a little shy."
"You are an idiot." Lin Xiao said.
Lin Xiao put his hand on Xiao Jin's head.
Xiao Jin's face turned red.
"Why don't I get called an idiot even if I keep working hard?"
"Isn't it an idiot to keep working until you reach the position?"
Is it really okay? There is nothing left. Answer me honestly." Lin Xiao said.
You said while touching her head.
"It's okay to drink water."
Lin Xiao knelt down and looked at Xiao Jin's knees.
"Wait a minute brother."
Xiaojin said hurriedly.
"Let me take a look." Lin Xiao said.
The knee has some scratches and swelling.
"Does it hurt?" Lin Xiao said.
"A little bit." Xiao Jin said.
"There is really no way."
"Although this is not my style, the dehydration and anemia have not fully recovered no matter how I look at it."
"What are you doing?" Xiao Jin said.
Looking at himself with his back turned to her, Xiao Jin said in a suspicious voice.
"I'll carry you on my back."
"It won't work, like that."
Lin Xiao said to Xiao Jin: "I don't want you to force me, I only have you."
Xiao Jin should be more important than others.
Another reason why I have to do this.
Xiao Jin should also understand.
"Really?" Lin Xiao said.
"But no, absolutely not."
Xiao Jin shook his head stubbornly.
"Because if I am carried by you now, brother, I will never be able to come down."
The winter wind dances, caressing your hair and blowing it away.
A sad, unreasonable voice.
"Brother, why didn't you come to watch the game?"
It’s time to tell the answer.
Although it is a bit cruel to say it at this time.
"I'm sorry." Lin Xiao said.
"Lin Xiao." Xiaobai came.
Ah, that's what happened.
That little guy, the boss, showed up at the worst possible time.
It also pushes oneself into the worst-case scenario.
"Senior Xiaobai."
"Xiaobai." Lin Xiao said.
Turning his head, Xiaobai standing there was about to cry.
Please don't show this expression.
"You are indeed here." Xiaobai said.
'ah.'
"I was scared because when I woke up you were no longer here."
Saying this unintentionally, Xiaojin's shoulders shook.
"Senior Xiaobai, what's going on?"
Lin Xiao told Xiao Jin his plan.
"Xiao Jin, listen to me."
‘I was hugged by Lin Xiao.’
"well."
''Hey, Xiaobai.
Even if it's too late to panic.
Why do you need to take out the thread?
Xiaojin."
Xiaobai couldn't stop anymore.
It's impossible to stop.
"I don't have the confidence to beat you."
"Senior Xiaobai." Xiaojin said.
"Xiao Jin knows him better than anyone else. He always stays by his side and is very cute. No matter who he is, he will like you."
'That's right, you won.'
''Although you won, it was like this because you didn't have a decisive battle.
"Stop making your own decisions."
'You don't understand at all, why didn't I tell you.'
"Of course I don't?."
Xiaojin's body trembled.
"Although I don't understand, no matter what I say to you, I won't be able to pass it on, because I will be by Lin Xiao's side."
"Don't take it anymore," Lin Xiao said.
"It has ended."
Even if you don't say it, you understand it.
What ended was the relationship between myself and Xiao Jin’s childhood sweetheart, and Xiao Jin’s mood.
"There's nothing you can do."
'Even if there is, I can only give up on this matter.'
‘Xiao Bai?’ Lin Xiao said.
"No, brother, don't be angry." Xiao Jin said.
"well?"
Why did Xiao Jin stop it.
Xiao Jin's shoulders shook and he said softly.
"I'm stupid and ignorant, but I'm not qualified to say that, but even I like my brother."
Xiao Jin's eyes were not looking at himself but at Xiao Bai.
Even so, Xiao Jin was speechless.
"It doesn't matter, so what, but for this little thing, you think you have won."
'The person Xiao Jin likes will have no idea of being with a girl.'
Xiaobai's counterattack made Xiaojin post a movie.
I obviously want to stop it but I can't get over it.
"You know how to deal with Lin Xiao and me."
Xiao Jin shook his head fiercely in denial.
"No matter what you say, how can I give up at this level?"
'So what if I don't give up.'
Xiaobai looked at Lin Xiao for a moment.
What should you do yourself.
"Waiting for us to break up or breaking us up no matter what, isn't it impossible? That kind of thing."
"Even if it's me, I haven't yet." Xiao Jin said.
"Little golden me."
What should I say, but I couldn't say it at all.
"Brother, tell me."
"Your feelings and who you really like can be told from your brother's mouth."
"What I like is..." Lin Xiao said.
"Do not say."
Xiao Jin blocked his ears.
"No, no, don't say anything."
"You don't want that look at poor people."
‘Really, did I lose?’ Xiao Jin said.
"I lost."
Although Xiao Jin's expression makes people feel distressed.
But there's no escaping it.
"Sorry." Xiao Jin suddenly snatched away the bag he was holding and left as if running away.
Didn’t you faint just now?”
"Lin Xiao." Xiaobai took Lin Xiao's hand.
"You have to chase after him."
'There is no way, she fainted during the game.'
'Yeah.'
Xiaobai shook his head gently.
'But no matter what, I hope you only look at me.'
"Even so, Xiao Jin is my sister." Lin Xiao said.
Don't be silent.
"I apologize for going out without saying anything, but I can't keep looking at you."
"I know, I can't be the only one." Xie Ohah Bai let go of his hand, and the same smile appeared again.
"I'm sorry, but I don't want to let go of Central Asia and read something."
Xiaobai smiled and looked at the place where Xiaojin left.
"I know that I am a bad person. I only hurt others for my own peace of mind, and I have always been like this as the mid laner."
"noob."
Xiaobai's face was full of happy emotions.
I don't want anyone to get hurt anymore.
"Don't laugh when you don't want to laugh, don't force yourself, why can't you be more honest."
Xiaobai's face darkened.
It still hurts to see that face.
"Because I don't know what expression to make."
"You, even so, you shouldn't hurt yourself. Even if you do, it's useless."
‘You are actually not as weak as Xiao Jin’
'I said I hate it when people lie to you.'
'Didn't you say that I am similar to Xiao Jin?'
"Since he is the person I like, Xiao Jin will probably also like him. Even if he hates it, it is still my fault."
"I don't want to blame anyone else. If I do that, I will be hopelessly corrupted. Maybe I have already fallen."
Lin Xiao looked at Xiaobai.
"Don't hate yourself. If you deny yourself, everything will be over. No matter what you do, you have your own reasons."
"I'm sorry, I don't understand." Xiaoba said.
Girls in uniforms passed us.
Maybe they are thinking about strange things.
But that imagination is not far from reality.
It was clear that just now I felt very happy with Xiaobai, but suddenly it became very painful.
After returning home.
I left my bag behind and stopped classes seriously all day today.
It's natural, but it's so tiring.
And now I still have to work.
I don't know why I have no motivation.
The brain becomes sluggish and the body becomes limp.
Can not be done.
I haven't spoken to Xiaobai and Xiaojin since that day.
At this time, I still feel scared when I am facing danger.
I don’t know what I’m worried about, but if I don’t do anything.
I just hate my own strength and hate myself.
We must find a way.
Get angry at the pile of properties on the floor.
Even though I understand it’s pointless, I can’t stop.
I'll write it to you as I kick those away one by one.
I can't do anything well. No matter what I do, I can't do anything.
He also told Xiaobai why he couldn’t stop feeling inferior.
Looking at the scattered room, everything is in a mess.
I really don't understand why this is happening.
Not going anywhere.
There is no place to go back to.
That is indeed the same as being alone in the world.
I miss the moon more and more, and my brain becomes confused.
"Yeah." Xiao Xi stood up from the chair.
"Senior Lin Xiao."
"What's wrong? It's you." Lin Xiao said.
There is something reassuring about saying this.
I always thought Xiao Xi was noisy, but now I am very grateful.
"What's the matter? I don't think it's too much to say such things to such a cute back."
"Isn't it cute? It's subtle enough." Lin Xiao said.
"It's really too much."
This level of practice can't fool a man.
"You are taking a walk." Xiao Xi said.
Switching is so fast.
"That's it, calm down."
"Why are you here to see a couple?"
'Not at all.'
Xiao Xi angrily pushed the book to Lin Xiao.
"What is this?"
"That's a girls' manga magazine that publishes your own works."
"See you later if we have contact today."
Then I went to buy a magazine and read it in the park.
"Read that kind of thing slowly when you go home," Lin Xiao said.
This chapter has been completed!