Chapter 1,320 The love that never dissipates due to death
After a bad experience at the hospital, when I got home, my community organized a donation of old things.
Zhou Xing packed up all the old clothes and books at home and prepared to donate them.
At this time, the crying aunt looked reluctant to give up.
"The weather will get colder in a while. These clothes are obviously still in good condition, and these things can still be used..."
Zhou Xing didn't want to live anymore, so naturally he didn't feel bad. He even planned to donate all the TVs at home.
"Are you going to donate this thing too?" The aunt felt even more distressed.
But Zhou Xing said impatiently: "What does it have to do with you if I donate my things? I will fulfill your wish, so don't bother me anymore!"
He had had enough of being followed by these Ah Piao.
The four Ah Piao sat on the window sill and watched Zhou Xing donate those things.
And the house is full of empty wine bottles. You can imagine how miserable Zhou Xing's life was during this period.
At this moment, an uninvited guest came outside the door, and he turned out to be Zheng Xiuxiu's father.
And he is already dead, which means that he is actually an Ah Piao.
He hopes Zhou Xing can help him pass on a few words to his daughter.
At the mourning hall, Zheng Xiuxiu wore mourning clothes to keep vigil, and Zhou Xing came here in suits and leather shoes.
It's just that he didn't know how to tell her for a while: "Well, maybe it's hard for you to believe what I said, but I still have to say, I can see ghosts!"
"I know it's hard for you to believe it, but your father did come to see me and asked me to tell you I'm sorry!"
But Zheng Xiuxiu's reaction was very calm: "I listen to my mother's heartbeat every day. It would be great if it beats well. I can hear it at a very young age. The sound is getting weaker and weaker. One day
I can't hear the heartbeat. Looking at my dead mother, I am very afraid of being alone. I feel that it doesn't matter even if I have no money. As long as the family is together, I just hope that my father will come back soon. For me, there is only waiting.
remember!"
This also revealed why she had the habit of listening to her heartbeat, and also explained why she hated her father so much.
"Sorry, I went in first!"
On the other side, Pan Jun, a friend of the perverted old man, also came to attend the funeral. He said to Zheng Xiuxiu: "In the future, don't care about the dying people, but also cherish the living people. Don't you feel that life is lonely? Give that back to its owner.
Damn, I don’t have the strength to go out!”
It turns out that what he left behind was the camera that the perverted old man handed over to him through Zhou Xing.
The crybaby aunt once again hid in the closet and cried non-stop. Zhou Xing asked doubtfully: "Why do you always cry?"
"Because I'm sorry!" the crying aunt said while crying.
"Didn't you say you want to have dinner together? Let's go! If you want to cook, you have to buy groceries!" Zhou Xing said expressionlessly.
At the vegetable market, the crying aunt finally stopped crying. She walked around excitedly and bought a lot of vegetables, potatoes, pumpkins, water celery...
Back home, the crybaby aunt started making this wish dinner.
At this time, the doorbell rang, and there was Zheng Xiuxiu outside. She came over with her camera, and through the crack in the door, she saw the dishes on the table and several bowls of cooked rice, and asked with some confusion: "Are you having a guest at home?
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"No! It's me..." Zhou Xing turned around and looked at it. He didn't know how to answer for a while, but he still shook his head.
He spoke incoherently.
Finally he said: "Would you like to have dinner together?"
Zheng Xiuxiu was a little surprised, but still nodded in agreement.
The four Ah Piao, Zhou Xing, and Zheng Xiuxiu gathered around the dining table and ate.
"How happy it would be if the family could eat together every day!"
Zhou Xing couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
"Do you usually like to cook for yourself?" Zheng Xiuxiu glanced at the delicious food on the table and asked with some surprise.
He didn't know how to answer.
If you say yes, you are obviously lying, but if you say no, how can you explain everything in front of you?
But the wretched old man smiled and said: "If you love someone, do it every day! How wonderful, watching the person you like eat every day!"
In fact, he said it using Zhou Xing's identity.
This makes Zheng Xiuxiu feel very special.
At this time, the crybaby aunt also used Zhou Xing's body to pick up vegetables for her, which was a dish of seaweed rice.
“Taste this!”
Zheng Xiuxiu picked it up and took a bite!
"I really want to do it for you every day, but I'm sorry, I can't do it for you every day!" The crying aunt suddenly started crying again.
It's just that she used Zhou Xing's body, which made Zheng Xiuxiu feel a little embarrassed.
She quickly changed the subject: "So, have you successfully quit smoking?"
"Haha, who still smokes now? How can you, the head of the family..."
Suddenly Zheng Xiuxiu saw the sugar painting with only the fish tail left and couldn't help but smile and said: "It seems you like sweets very much!"
The little kid suddenly said proudly: "I am still very good at throwing darts. If I hit again next time, I will give it to you!"
Zheng Xiuxiu suddenly asked again: "What kind of person are you? I always feel that you are a multi-faceted person. Your heartbeat is very healthy. Is that your own?"
In the camera, Ah Piao's Zheng Xiuxiu could not be seen, only the empty sides were seen, but there was a bowl of food.
Plus, his tone of voice is different every time he speaks!
Zhou Xing suddenly said: "He said that Xiuxiu liked her father very much when she was a child. Fortunately, we could be together before she died. He said thank you. He said he had something to give you. You are in the place where you often meet!"
Zheng Xiuxiu asked: "Is it true that you can see dead people? Are they here too?"
"In the place where I work, people die almost every day. You can see the dead people, talk to them, and meet my dad. Thinking of these, I feel very tired! Thank you for the dinner, I'm leaving!"
She obviously couldn't accept all this weirdness.
Zhou Xing stood up, but did not send her off, nor did he ask her to stay, because he knew that it was meaningless.
"What kind of person am I? Of course you don't know!"
After saying that, he stood up and turned to go into his room, but in the end, he turned around again: "I have fulfilled your wish, why don't you go?"
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Kid, are you done watching the movie? Aren't you leaving?"
"I'm talking about being perverted. I even got scolded like crazy for trying to find a camera for you. Aren't you going to leave?"
"Smoker, I even went to the police station to visit you for some nonsensical things. Isn't that enough?"
"Aunt Crybaby, I've finished the meal and I'll wash the dishes. You can go!"
"I have fulfilled your wishes. There is no need to stay any longer. Now please, please leave!"
After saying that, he entered and closed the door.
When I woke up the next day, the four noisy guys, the greedy kid, the perverted old man, the smoker uncle, and the crybaby aunt were all gone.
The room became empty.
Everything seems to be back to before.
He was sitting in the old car that was the wish of the chain-smoking uncle, ready to continue his unfinished business: "Suicide!"
But the beautiful figure that I have been dreaming about suddenly appeared in my mind.
That smile when he looked back, that surprise when they first met, and her appearance seemed to make his boring life colorful.
He thought again of the accelerated heartbeats when they listened to each other's heartbeats, and of the inexplicable joy she felt when she accepted his gift.
He suddenly didn't want to die!
The camera turned.
The boy with cancer who liked edible people finally came to the end of his life, with a white cloth covering his young face.
Zheng Xiuxiu once again lost a life.
Sitting at the nurse's desk and starting another day of work, a voice suddenly rang in her ears: "If you haven't had lunch yet, would you like to eat some together?"
He raised the lunch box in his hand and asked again.
Zheng Xiuxiu looked at Zhou Xing who seemed to have changed, with tears welling up in her eyes.
The two came to the bench inside the hospital.
"If I receive a huge blow, I will lose my memory! After my sister knew that she was going to die, she didn't even remember her family. In the end, she didn't even think of her parents. I was sorry yesterday because that was also difficult for me.
Something!" Zheng Xiuxiu explained.
"It doesn't matter, those people... well, those ghosts are gone. I hate them too. I smoke, drink, cry, and it makes me tired just thinking about it. They have left, and I am not that kind of person now!"
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Zheng Xiuxiu asked, "Do you think it's possible?"
Zhou Xing nodded.
"When I feel like I'm going to die, someone will always wake me up. When I wake up, I'll be upset that I'm not dead. The car starts to fill with smoke. In the white smoke, I can always see something. It's you.
I saw your smiling face. I woke up by myself this time, and I want to live a good life with you!"
Zhou Xing mustered up the courage to confess, although he didn't get an immediate response.
But Zheng Xiuxiu did not refuse. Instead, she turned her head sideways with a smile on her face.
She asked again: "I saw that there are some adult movies on the DVD... Do you also like to watch those kinds of movies?"
Zhou Xing was instantly embarrassed: "That, I didn't pick that!"
However, what surprised him even more was that Zheng Xiuxiu actually blushed and said, "I think that one is the most interesting!"
I didn’t expect you to be like Zheng Xiuxiu!
This is what everyone, including Zhou Xing, and all the viewers are thinking at this moment.
But I don’t know why, just because of this sentence, everyone suddenly felt that this girl was really interesting.
In order to relieve the embarrassment, Zheng Xiuxiu picked up a sushi roll, put it in her mouth, and started eating.
Zhou Xing also hurriedly picked up one after another and put it into his mouth.
The two looked at each other, and then fled in panic.
While eating, Zheng Xiuxiu suddenly ate something and asked in confusion: "I just remembered yesterday, shouldn't spinach usually be put in kimbap? Why is water celery in this one you made?"
Zhou Xing said while eating happily: "That's my mother. My mother said that water celery is good for the blood, so she always replaces spinach with water celery!"
Zheng Xiuxiu didn't think there was anything strange.
But Zhou Xing himself suddenly paused.
For a moment, his forgotten memories emerged in his mind.
For a moment, he recalled his childhood. He recalled that when he was a child, his mother said: "Celery can purify the blood, and eating it is good for you!"
He saw that face, his mother's face.
That crybaby aunt is my mother!
At that moment, the doubts that were originally swirling in my mind were instantly solved.
Including Zhou Xing himself, he finally remembered why when he asked her why she was crying, she would say sorry, and when asked who she liked, she would be sad for not answering faster, because the person she loved most was
You!
Tears filled his eyes. He remembered everything.
That was his mother, he remembered. Her mother took him to the vegetable market. He recalled that time when his mother said: "When can we, Shangwan, hold our mother's arm and go shopping with her at the vegetable market?"
He suddenly stood up and ran wildly towards home.
Memories that had been forgotten kept popping up in his mind. That greedy kid turned out to be his brother.
That was indeed his brother's wish. When he was a child, he once raised enough money to take his younger brother to watch an anime movie, but he was snatched away by a bad kid on the way. His brother told him that he would definitely take him to watch it again in the future.
of!
He remembered that the smoker uncle, that was his father!
I remembered the proud look on his face when he got the taxi for the first time, and the sultry old man, that was his grandfather!
That camera was borrowed by my grandfather from his old friend Pan Jun to take pictures of his grandson!
He remembered that that day, his father drove his newly acquired taxi and took the whole family out together. He remembered that his father said that he would take him to ride a wooden horse and teach him to swim. He remembered that his father was so excited that he forgot
Filled the car with gas.
I also think of that booming sound and all the unfinished wishes that can no longer be fulfilled.
I remember, the car rolled down the hillside, and my mother tried her best to protect him as a child.
The camera was picked up by the police who arrived at the scene.
He was running wildly, those four people were all his family!
Zheng Xiuxiu once said that people will lose their memory after being hit hard!
He understood, everything was understood.
But precisely because of this, at this moment, his heart felt like a knife piercing his heart, and he burst into tears.
So, he ran home crying all the way, just wanting to find the four "nuisances" he sent away again.
"Family" is something that cannot be cherished until it is lost.
"Where? Where?"
He returned home and searched frantically for them.
"How can you be so selfish? You just disappear out of thin air after fulfilling your own wishes. Why do you just leave without saying a word without asking me every time? You are not allowed to leave!"
"Don't go, don't go!"
"Don't go, please, don't go!"
Suddenly the greedy kid appeared in front of him.
"Is it my brother?" At that moment, he smiled with joy.
"If you cry and laugh, your butt will grow hairy!" Brother Greedy said as he stood in front of him.
He pointed to the figure he bought at the cinema: "That's what I left for you. You can play with it. My brother thinks it's too childish and won't play with it anymore. But you like those childish things, right? You're not allowed to lend it to me.
Others, just play by yourself, do you understand?"
"Have you confessed your love?" Suddenly another voice sounded in my ear.
It's grandpa!
That old pervert who looks disrespectful.
"It's very simple to tie a woman's heart, just change your sincerity for sincerity!"
"You grow up so fast, my son, quit smoking!" said the smoker's father.
"You taught me how to smoke!" Zhou Xing couldn't help but said.
"You didn't teach me, my father taught me!" Dad said with a smile.
"In the future, Dad will teach you how to drive, and he will never let you get into trouble. Dad will be by your side and drive with you! Son, Dad is very good at driving, you know that, right?" Dad choked with sobs.
"I know! Dad!" Zhou Xing choked.
"I'm sorry!" Finally the haunting voice came, it was my mother's voice.
"Mom!" Zhou Xing's tears fell like broken pearls.
He finally called out to his mother again.
"Mom, can you take me with you!"
Mom cried and shook her head: "Mom, I'm sorry for you. Mom shouldn't have left you alone. Although you seem to be alone, you actually have mom, grandpa, dad, and brother. We will all be with you."
Live well, you know?"
"That girl looks nice. Does she like the kimbap made by her mother?"
Zhou Xing nodded: "I like it."
"I'm still worried that my son won't recognize me before I leave. Thank you, thank you for recognizing mom, thank you for growing up so well!" Mom hugged him tightly, as if she was hugging the whole world.
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It feels like I'm back when I was a kid, in my mother's arms, so warm and cozy.
Grandpa picked up the old camera and put it on the table.
"Come on, let's take a family photo together!"
Although he is the only one in the photo, his father, mother, brother and grandfather are always with him.
From small to large.
At the end of the video, there is a collection of photos.
It was him who took family photos one by one from when he was a child, to growing up, to marrying Zheng Xiuxiu, and giving birth to children, even though no one else could see those figures at the end!
The camera rotates.
In fact, when he took sleeping pills and wanted to commit suicide, they were right next to him.
It was they who drained away all the water, making him unable to swallow and vomiting it out.
Even after his family passed away, they always accompanied him in another way. During those moments when he committed suicide, they tried their best to stop him, so Shang Wan was always safe and sound.
The movie is over.
The laughter in the theater has long since disappeared, replaced by pairs of red eyes!
