Chapter 1,333 I am a coward. I am afraid I cannot live without you.
For many viewers, they are actually used to Li Yi's tear-jerking mode.
However, this time many people said that many of Li Yi's movies, such as the earlier "Happy Family", can induce tears in an instant.
But "I Love You" is in the second half, and it's almost hard not to cry.
"I Love You" is not the kind of commercial blockbuster with ups and downs. The pace of this movie is actually very gentle, but the appreciation level of today's movie fans has long been different from what it used to be, especially since this is Li Yi's movie, so
Of course, if you have the patience, you can watch it.
Facts have also proved that although the plot of "I Love You" does not have many ups and downs and is not very dramatic, such a drama can see the bottom of everyone's heart.
"I don't know why, but I suddenly thought of my grandpa and grandma. I remember that when grandma passed away, grandpa didn't even cry. But grandpa, who was in good health, passed away the next year. Maybe they are different from us young people.
, they have already tasted the vigorous love, companionship is the longest confession of love, and being able to grow old together is the most romantic love!"
"When I saw Old Man Zhang saying, I don't know how to live without you, I felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart, but what can I do? The most difficult thing in life is nothing more than this, because birth, old age, illness and death are inevitable that no one can stop.
All he can choose is to continue living in pain and leave with his wife alive!"
"This is the most flavorful romance film I have ever seen, and it is also the most beautiful romance film!"
And film critics also offered their own interpretations.
The famous film critic Du Xianghai took a different approach this time and interpreted it from the perspective of four characters.
"The movie does not include too many things other than love, such as Zhang Junfeng's children. In fact, this point could have been explored in depth, but the director did not do so.
In fact, this kind of thing happens in every country and place.
Issues such as young people and old people, old-age care, filial piety, etc. If a different director would have made a big deal about these issues, this movie did not.
But it is precisely because of this that this film seems so pure, maybe this is how love should be.
When I started writing, I wrote a lot, but in the end I deleted and wrote again, deleted and wrote again.
Suddenly I thought that I might as well interpret each movie from the perspective of its characters.
Kim Man-cheol:
I'm not a good-tempered person. Even my granddaughter Nana is afraid of me. No one is afraid of me! That's how powerful I am, hahaha!
I have been so stubborn all my life, and if I don't like it, I will open my mouth and curse my mother. After living this whole life, I can't change it even if I want to. You also know that this is how I am.
My granddaughter Nana asked me why I was always so fierce. I scolded her and ran away. At least this way I wouldn't be seen as weak. Well, actually I don't want to be like this either. I quite envy Lao Zhang. He
I always speak softly, but I just can't help it!
Honey, I can only use the remaining time to repay the box of milk I owe you in this life. I start delivering milk every day before dawn just to make myself feel better. It doesn’t matter if you blame me. Anyway, I owe you so much in this life.
Duo, I have been spoiled and pampered by you all my life, and if you just let me go, I will no longer have anyone to talk to. I want to take care of you once, but I have no chance!
Speaking of which, it's quite shameless. I thought I would be like this for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that I would meet her when I got older.
She and I meet on the same street every time, this must be fate. I always feel like she looks like you, every time I look back, maybe you feel sorry for me and don’t feel confident sending her to guard me before leaving.
.Haha, a person of my age should not have such a childish heart, but I found that since I met her, I seem to have become younger again. I secretly watched exciting movies at night and was almost discovered by Nana. Really
What a shame.
I came to see you today just because I wanted to talk to you about this. Please allow me to ask for your permission. I really like her. By the way, the name "Yiwei" sounds nice. Haha, I gave it to her. I plan to
I confessed to her today, and this is what I owe you for the rest of my life. Don’t blame me, I will learn to be a good husband who loves his wife. Although time is running out, at least I don’t want to leave anything behind in this life.
Pity.
Nana is right, no matter how old a woman is, she is still a woman, so I celebrated her birthday. When I saw her happy face, I had not been so happy for a long time. She gave me a pair of gloves and I carried them everywhere.
After a day of publicity, I really feel like I am young again. It turns out that love can really help people find a lot of lost things. Time flies but it feels so good to still be able to love.
By the way, I also made a friend, Lao Zhang. He is different from me. I usually have a bad temper and no one dares to be friends with me. But Lao Zhang has a good temper. Even if I speak very straightforwardly,
He has a bad temper, but he doesn't seem to care at all, so we are friends.
At my age, I am really lucky to be able to make new friends and meet a woman who makes me still love you even when I am older.
Lao Zhang’s wife has dementia, and I was pestered by her all day that day. However, it was obvious that she and Lao Zhang had a very good relationship!
It’s just that, although I knew that one day sooner or later, I didn’t expect that Lao Zhang and her husband committed suicide. I promised to help him hide this matter. It was the only promise I made to the only friend in my life. But I still couldn’t bear it at the funeral.
Stop scolding me, I'm just like this, I really can't help it! Those ungrateful bastards!
Fortunately, there was Song Weiwei, but the ending between Lao Zhang and his wife seemed to irritate her.
I don’t know if all you women are like that. She suddenly decided to go back to her hometown today. I was very angry at first, because I knew that the separation at our age would mean an eternal separation. But in the end I decided to see her off, at least this way
I can still see her, and at least have a decent farewell with her.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! I sat downstairs in her house for several nights, maybe I will slowly forget about it. People always live in habits, and they get used to it.
That was fine. But in the end I found that at my age I can no longer get used to something, or that I don’t have time to get used to change. When I get used to someone and want to forget about it, I will have to die.
.So I decided to go see her, as if I had regained the impulse I had when I was twenty. I wanted to see her, and that’s when...
It's worth closing your eyes just like this. This life is over like this. Now, taking her driving in the starlight, I feel sad and have no regrets in this life. "Love" bloomed in the past years.
Leaving with a smile, I have left no regrets for anyone. If I have any regrets, it is probably only you, my dear!
Song Weiwei:
I used to be a famous and beautiful girl in the village, but when I was young, I was really ignorant and thought that love was greater than anything else. When I eloped with that man, I was only 28 years old. I thought that after I left the small mountain village and went to the city, I would definitely
I lived a happy life with him. But after all my life, I have never known what happiness is. In this life, it makes no difference whether I have been in this world or not. I just make a living by picking up scraps, and that's all.
I always wake up after hearing the roar of a motorcycle. When I open the window, I can always find a pale figure. In fact, I am quite curious. He does not look like he is short of money. He is still as big as every day despite his age.
He has been riding a motorcycle to deliver milk a long time ago, maybe he is also a person with stories.
So I developed a habit, and gradually relied on the figure that disappeared in an instant. On days like this, I always used to turn on the street light in front of the road, to illuminate him, it was safe.
In fact, I know him, but after meeting him so many times, I talked to him for the first time today. He is actually a sharp-tongued man, and I don’t know where I got the courage to talk to him, but I opened my mouth.
It turned out to be "I want to buy a carton of milk." It's really embarrassing. Originally, my stomach couldn't drink milk, but for some reason, I felt warm and happy while drinking the carton of milk he gave me.
I received a letter from him. He must not know that I am illiterate, otherwise how could I write a letter? I struggled all day long and finally went to Junfeng to ask him to read it for me, a "date"?
My mind was confused. I am already quite old, why should I make a date?
But thinking about that stubborn old man, thinking about the milk, thinking about him falling down, but still looking cute and desperate, I went anyway. When I ran over two hours late, I found that he hadn't left yet. He was really stubborn and cute.
The old man always felt indescribable happiness when seeing him.
I also have a name "Song Weiwei". When my father didn't come back, I didn't even have time to pick up a name. Song Amei has been called Song Amei all my life. It's great to meet him, although I don't understand why he can be in front of so many people.
Saying words like "The one, my one and only!"
But after all these years, I finally feel like a human being, and she is also a happy woman.
Before I met him, except for my deceased mother, there seemed to be nothing worth worrying about or even remembering in my life.
Not to mention birthdays, gifts, things that don't even appear in dreams.
If I die like this, I will hold a grateful heart and let all this be solidified and treasured in an instant. Love, it turns out, is really a woman's life. Maybe God is compensating me, there is no love in this life.
I have truly tasted the taste of sweet love. I actually tasted it when I was half buried in the ground. It was really too sweet.
But I really don’t have the courage to face it! This is the only happiness I have gained in my life. I really don’t have the courage to watch death separate us. If one day, how will I watch him lying in front of the hospital bed and leave me like that?
Woolen cloth?
Let all these dreams become phantoms, let all these treasures be divided and shattered by death, and I don't have the courage to face it all. Maybe I am satisfied to end this life separated from him like this and with the happiness he gave me.
I'm sorry, please forgive my cowardice!
I have never been a bold person. My only adventure ended up leading to an unfortunate life. Please forgive me, I really don’t dare to miss it again.
Let happiness stay at this moment, so that even though it is gone, there is still yearning, longing, and concern. In that way, even if I die, I will still be smiling, because I finally have something worth recalling in my memory.
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Then let all this be buried in the starlight tonight. You and I will be buried in love, with eternal laughter.
Zhang Junfeng:
Me, Lao Zhang!
I am actually a timid person, and I have always been.
When the eldest son left the family and went to be alone, he said he would come back to see us often. The second son said the same thing when he left. Finally, the younger son said the same thing when he left. We two have worked hard all our lives, and in the end, the house was deserted and only the remaining
Both of us.
After you get Alzheimer's disease, the only thing you can remember is me. Maybe you only remember your husband and you may not be able to tell whether that person is me. When you were young, I promised you that I would love you forever. At that time,
You never believe it, but living like this is really a lifetime. But my love for you has never diminished.
I'm sorry, my wife. I was careless and didn't lock the door at home, so you ran out and got lost. It must have been cold. I felt you shivering when I carried you home. Don't be afraid, let's go home. And
I'm here, I've always been here. Talking to you over and over again is the greatest happiness in my life.
In the past, when you first had dementia, I was actually not used to it. Every time I heard you call me husband, and every time you repeatedly nagged you about the trivial things that happened every day, to be honest, I was actually not used to it at first.
, after all, we have been together for so many years, and it is quite unaccustomed to a sudden change.
But I am still used to it, but I know that it is impossible for me to change this habit in this life!
So, honey, don’t let me change anymore, okay? Let’s get used to each other.
It hurts. Seeing you hurt makes my whole heart break. I tell myself not to cry, and don’t let you see me cry, but the tears just fall down like this. It’s not my fault that you are suffering from this kind of pain.
But I can't do anything when I'm there. I'm really useless. My wife, I'm really scared. I'm really scared that you'll leave me like this. Don't leave me, okay...
I have been a coward all my life, and thanks to you, a stronger person, I have been able to support my family and my family. How should I live if you just leave and leave me alone? I really don’t have the courage to face the world alone after leaving you. Young
When I said that I didn’t want to be born in the same year, same month and same day, but I wanted to live and die in the same year, same month, same day, you laughed at me then and said I was naive. Then let me be naive for the last time in this life, forgive my cowardice, hold on to me, no matter what
The law separates us.
Children... don't worry, I have already told Lao Jin that he will keep it a secret for us, so we can just leave like this.
But, as promised, we will meet again in the next life!
After writing this, I paused for a long time, and suddenly I thought, what would it be like if we recalled love when we are seventy years old?
Your face is wrinkled, and I wear dentures. When I kiss you, you will remember the first kiss half a century ago.
Maybe time was the touchstone of love at that time, the exhaustion of daily necessities, the hard work of the rich and the poor, the separation of life and death due to illness, the two confused people made do with each other for a lifetime. And in this, we will still remember love.
What would it be like if we fell in love at the age of seventy?
I am faltering and you are old and yellow. When I kiss you, our fragile hearts will still speed up.
Maybe time had already lost its weight in the face of love at that time.
Maybe at that time, we will learn from Lao Zhang or Lao Jin, but we have to agree on it anyway and see you in the next life."