Ever since Wu Yi started practicing, he knew who his opponent was, but this time, Wu Yi was suddenly at a loss. He seemed to be stuck in a dilemma, a dilemma he had laid for himself.
This time, Wu Yi's enemy is himself.
A relative died, and he didn't even see him for the last time. He blamed himself and felt a lot of regret in his heart. Under the pressure of all kinds of emotions, Wu Yi's calm mind was turbulent.
On the surface, it looks like just a few waves, not much of a barrier. Everyone thinks so, even Wu Yi himself thinks so, but in fact, there is a turbulent trend hidden underneath. With just one roll, it can be
Destroy everything Wu Yi finally built.
This time, it is different from the previous disputes about Dao Yun.
The previous dispute over movement could be regarded as an exogenous conflict, but this time, it is endogenous.
Wu Yi is very scheming and can be said to be very scheming. He often thinks twice before taking any action, which has obvious benefits. He can maneuver among many forces with ease, maneuvering around, dodging open and hidden arrows, and gradually reaches his current position.
But the bad side also completely broke out this time. If Wu Yi hadn't thought about it before and after, and returned home in fine clothes, paid homage to his father and ancestors, and took some medicinal herbs to extend his life for a hundred years. How could he have ended up in today's situation?
Wu Yi, for the first time in his life, had doubts about the path he was practicing. Can a person who is quiet really be the best path for the world? Can a road braked by tranquility really continue smoothly?
Suspicious of the fundamental road of tranquility, it can be said that Wu Yi's foundation is already unstable. Then the movement and stillness derived subsequently combine to form the trend of yin and yang. As the five elements evolve and everything changes, it really becomes a castle in the air. It will only collapse.
Between the breeze.
It is not stated clearly, but since confusion arises in the mind, external calamity arises on its own.
Yes, this catastrophe is not external, but internal. Perhaps God saw that Wu Yi was really going well, and wanted to bring one or two catastrophes to temper him.
The calamity was within him, but Wu Yi looked outside. It could be said that he was looking for fish under the circumstances, thinking that there was something powerful at the bottom of the lake. However, the real powerful thing was his own unstable heart.
His mental energy was almost exhausted, but he still could not find the "violent object" behind him. Wu Yi's world gradually became hazy and lost its color. Wu Yi's soul could no longer analyze and process the complex information.
When he was drowsy, a figure seemed to walk out in front of him, which was somewhat similar to the outline of his childhood. In a childish tone, he asked him how useless the path he was pursuing in his life was, and how it couldn't even protect his own relatives. He had been cultivating the Dao for a period of sixty years.
, I have even forgotten my original intention when I entered Taoism.
The facts were right in front of him, and there was no chance to refute. Wu Yi was very ashamed. In this way, the voice became louder and louder, drowning his ears and becoming the only voice in the world.
What's more serious is that every time this person speaks, the world in front of Wu Yi sinks a little, and his body is crumbling. He only feels extremely sad in his heart. Is he pursuing the truth all his life and taking a completely wrong route? If he dies, what will happen to him?
Who would take pity on himself?
Losing his sense of pride and belonging, Wu Yi was extremely decadent for a while, far less confident than before. Gradually, a terrible idea enveloped his mind, and he decided to kill himself, stop being entangled with the world, reincarnate, and live another life.
As soon as this idea was born, it was like a spreading poisonous weed, instantly eroding Wu Yi's heart and pulling Wu Yi step by step into the abyss.
In essence, this inner voice originated from Wu Yi's guilt. Once the thought was born, it was difficult to erase it. It was also strengthened by the fact that Wu Yi used this to make up for his guilt a little and had no desire to erase it.
And it has grown to the point where it is now in an uncontrollable situation.
The inner voice, or this idea, originates from Wu Yi's guilt. It can be regarded as Wu Yi's inner demon, the inner demon, so every word and deed is to accuse Wu Yi, and because it comes from
As for Wu Yi himself, he knew Wu Yi very well, and his words often hit the mark.
Next, it seemed that Wu Yi was going to be driven into the abyss of eternal destruction. The inner voice continued to speak. However, this time someone else was introduced.
"In the past, if the inner demon had taken over, it would have been much better than you, and such a tragic thing would not have happened. You are in vain to be a child of the Wu family!"
The inner demon has fought against Wu Yi for a long time, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is the biggest threat to Wu Yi so far. Wu Yi spent countless efforts to subdue this generation.
The inner demon behaves treacherously and cruelly, and has a cruel nature. Its basic path is exactly the opposite of Wu Yi's. It is a restless and dynamic path. It acts without scruples and lies dormant for many days. If the enemy is not prepared, it will kill him with one blow.
The character chosen by this idea is quite suitable. Because according to the temperament of the inner demon, he will really ignore everything.
The sound rumbled like a thunderbolt in the dark night, suddenly shaking every inch of the sea of consciousness. If nothing unexpected happened, it could be deeply imprinted in Wu Yi's memory. Even if the cave heaven really takes action, it may not be able to erase it.
This thought continued to talk about what would happen if Wu Yi fought with his inner demons in the past and the inner demons won. He expressed the beauty of the inner demons and rebuked Wu Yi for being incompetent and cowardly.
Although Wu Yi rarely talks about his battle with inner demons to outsiders, there is no doubt that this is one of the things Wu Yi is most proud of.
After this battle, the winner took all, Wu Yi's luck soared, and he achieved an astonishing progress of one plus one equaling more than five. After planning for many days, he finally got on the right track and took a firm step forward in deducing the future path.
And a solid step.
Even the body of the inner demon was refined by Wu Yi into the inner demon body, becoming another body that is one level higher than the external incarnation. It is on the same level as the human body. Now it is taking advantage of the situation to be superior to the human body. The human body still needs
Support the inner demon body.
Piece by piece, piece by piece, whenever Wu Yi thinks about the past, he feels proud because the harvest is big enough.
Now, this thought mentioned this matter, but it was just an attempt to erase Wu Yi's pride and completely trample Wu Yi into the abyss.
His sinister intentions are obvious, but when he was born, his purpose was to suppress Wu Yi's honor, so what couldn't he do?
However, this idea that had always been invincible before suddenly failed this time. Wu Yi's eyes gradually lost their vitality. When he heard the name of the inner demon, a ray of light suddenly bloomed, which was a look of hatred.
Wu Yi's fight with his inner demons is a fight for the Tao, not the usual petty fights for face.
The higher the pyramid reaches, the fewer people it can accommodate. There is no draw, there is only one death in life, and the result is bound to be this, or they die together. Even if there is no distinction between life and death at that time, they will definitely kill each other later.