Cheng Ziyuan's face became a little embarrassed. What stories did he have before? It hasn't been long since he came here. If we want to talk about the previous stories, it was only when he was on the earth in his previous life. But after telling those stories, Bing Ning
Will Snow believe it?
But he thought about it for a while, and then continued:
"Actually, I was a scumbag when I was in elementary school. My grades at that time were very poor, and I was the worst in the team. I was often looked down upon by others. Later, I didn't know why, but then I realized that I couldn't be like this anymore.
So I started studying seriously.
Then, in the third grade, my grades began to improve by leaps and bounds, and I began to become one of the best in the class. I also ranked first in the school in the quiz. That was probably one of the few highlight moments in my life.
With my first place in the school, I was admitted to a key middle school in the city.
Well... although there are too many geniuses in the city's middle schools, my grades are nothing compared to them, but my grades are actually quite impressive compared to those of my former classmates.
So I was admitted to a key high school in the city. However, after I entered high school, due to physical reasons or maybe my brain was really not working well, my grades began to plummet.
Since then, everything about me seems to be getting further and further away from the ideal situation. Many things are going in the opposite direction, and many things seem to be going in the opposite direction of what I imagined.
So, when you asked me if the world would be unfair, didn't I just say that there is no absolute fairness in the world, we can only work hard to live a better life and live a relatively fair life."
"What about you? You were probably quite happy before you married Long Yu, right?"
Bing Ningxue thought for a while, smiled, and said:
"Yeah, before that, I was really happy, and my grades were very good when I was studying. And unlike you, my grades have always been very good, even in high school.
But after I reached high school, I didn’t go to college. You may have guessed the reason, but my family’s conditions didn’t allow it. After all, I still had to raise several children.”
As she spoke, Bing Ningxue's eyes dimmed, but she continued:
"Later, later... Long Yu came to Jiaoyi Country and met me on the street. Then he may have fallen in love with me, and he was a very strong and domineering person. He didn't pursue me at all, so he came directly to
At my house, I explained my intention to my mother-in-law.
A-niang originally wanted to follow my wishes, because she knew that I would not like Long Yu, and I just didn’t want to be Long Yu’s concubine, but my brother, who is A-niang’s son, although he is not
My biological brother, but I always regard him as my brother.
He stood up for me and wanted to drive Long Yu and the others away, but, but..."
When Bing Ningxue said this, it seemed that she had touched a sore spot again, and she couldn't help but sob softly, but she still insisted:
"But how could he defeat Long Yu and the others? We could only watch helplessly as he was killed by Long Yu, but there was nothing we could do. I still clearly remember that my mother-in-law cried heartbreakingly at that time.
After Long Yu killed my brother, he still didn't stop his violence. He threatened me with the people around me. If I didn't become his wife, he would continue to kill the people around me until I agreed to be his wife.
until.
At that time, I was still hesitating. When he saw that I didn't agree, he wanted to kill Liu Hong to threaten me. In order to stop him, my mother-in-law had a conflict with the soldiers around him and had her legs broken.
I know that I owe A Niang a lot, and I can’t bear to watch A Niang and the others die in front of me, or suffer inhuman torture in front of me, so...so I can only agree to Long Yu
.”
When Bing Ningxue said this, she wiped her tears quietly. Cheng Ziyuan pulled her over distressedly, held her in his arms, and comforted her,
"It's okay, it's okay. If you don't want to say it, don't say it. We have all left that place of right and wrong now, and we will never go back again. Don't be afraid."
"No, I have to say."
Bing Ningxue suddenly said stubbornly,
"Am I ridiculous? Being a wife is every girl's dream, and I am no exception. However, I have never liked anyone since I was a child, and I was still young at the time, so I had no intention of getting married.
But just because I was seen by Long Yu on the street, it caused a tragedy in my life.
Moreover, after marrying into the palace, I didn’t feel any happiness at all. That guy was so possessive. He wanted me to be in his sight 24 hours a day. I felt very unfree and depressed, but
I couldn't argue with him.
He threatened me with A Niang, and also threatened me with the entire Jiaoyi Kingdom. If I dared to escape from the palace, he would kill A Niang. If A Niang was not there or could not be found, he would threaten Jiao Yi Country.
Vent hatred.
Therefore, even though I am very unhappy around him and don't want to be around him, I still have to force myself to stay around him and live a life I don't want.
But Long Yu is a very strong person. Although he is very strong, he is also very conceited. He knows that I am not willing to follow him, so he will never ask me to do something that goes against my bottom line, including... with him
To sleep, so I am still... still chu..."
When Bing Ningxue said this, her face couldn't help but turn red. Why did she say these words in front of Cheng Ziyuan? She didn't know. She kept talking until she reached this point.
[Author's digression]: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, look at the moon, it looks like a single dog