Two days later, the delivery of supplies stopped. Bai Jinse and Mo Sinian discussed that they would donate another amount of money after a period of time when the disaster area was rebuilt.
Although Bai Jinse was busy, she was also paying attention to the situation at the hospital.
Chu Xiuci's condition has not worsened in the past two days, but it is not serious either, but he still has not woken up.
I don't know why, but thinking of the current situation of Chu Xiuci's younger brother Lu Xiuyan, Bai Jinse had a very bad feeling in his heart.
As soon as she got home that night, she received a call from the hospital.
It's been two days, and Chu Xiuci still hasn't woken up, but there are always signs of life, and Shen Dingran's mood is a little broken and out of control.
Bai Jinse didn't even bother to have dinner and went straight to the hospital.
Bai Jinse arrived at the hospital and heard that Shen Dingran was in Chu Xiuci's ward.
Although Chu Xiuci did not wake up, he had been transferred to a general ward after his vital signs stabilized!
Bai Jinse looked at Chu Xiuci's attending doctor and asked, "What's Chu Xiuci's condition now?"
Chu Xiuci's attending doctor was also helpless: "I thought he wouldn't survive for two days, maybe... I didn't expect that he survived, but he couldn't wake up!"
Bai Jinse frowned: "Then what's going on with him?"
The doctor sighed helplessly: "If I still can't wake up tomorrow, I guess this will be it from now on!"
Bai Jinse frowned even more: "You still can't wake up?
Vegetative?"
The doctor nodded: "This is already the best situation, Miss Bai, you should know that Mr. Chu was in very bad condition when he was first sent here. I didn't expect that he would eventually recover!"
Bai Jinse was silent for a moment before asking, "Is Shen Dingran making trouble?"
Hearing this, the doctor's expression was a bit speechless: "She asked me why Mr. Chu was still awake. She looked a little dazed. I didn't dare to tell her the truth, for fear that she wouldn't be able to hold on!"
Bai Jinse still understands this. After some patients become seriously ill, the patient's family often collapses mentally faster than the patient!
The doctor said that Shen Dingran had already made trouble that time and was alone in Chu Xiuci's ward now.
Bai Jinse went directly to the ward. Through the small window on the ward door, she saw Shen Dingran sitting quietly by the bed, shedding tears silently.
Bai Jinse sighed helplessly, opened the door and walked in: "Ding Ran!"
When Shen Dingran saw Bai Jinse, he quickly raised his hand and wiped his tears: "Jinse, are you here?"
Bai Jinse nodded: "I heard that you are not in a good mood. Come and see you!"
Shen Dingran's eyes flashed, and a touch of sadness flashed in his eyes: "Jinse, I'm sorry to trouble you!"
Bai Jinse looked at her helplessly: "Stop saying that, let's... why not go outside and chat for a while!"
Shen Dingran glanced at the person lying on the hospital bed, nodded, and left the ward with Bai Jinse.
The two people reached the top of the building.
The roof of the building is empty and there is no one there. It is suitable for chatting and venting emotions without anyone seeing you.
Bai Jinse saw that Shen Dingran seemed to have lost his soul, staring blankly at the tall buildings in the distance.
She spoke slowly: "Dingran, actually, you have already guessed it, right?"
Shen Dingran turned back stiffly and looked at Bai Jinse: "What did you guess?"
Shen Dingran looked stiff and sad. Seeing her expression, Bai Jinse knew that she must have guessed something bad.
However, she was unwilling to speak.
Bai Jinse was silent for a moment and then said: "Before I came to see you, I went to see Chu Xiuci's doctor. There were some things he didn't dare to say to you for fear of irritating you. However, I understand you. You You may not be able to accept it in your heart, but you have already guessed Chu Xiuci's situation, haven't you?
He had extensive internal bleeding and was in a disaster area, which delayed the best time for treatment. The doctor said that if he doesn't wake up tomorrow, he might become a plant like Lu Xiuyan..."
As a result, before Bai Jinse finished speaking, Shen Dingran suddenly lost control: "That's enough, stop talking!"
Her eyes were red from crying, and she stared at Bai Jinse, covering her heart sadly, and suddenly squatted down on the spot.
Bai Jinse's nose was sore and she felt very uncomfortable.
She turned around and stretched out her hand to rub her eyes. After a moment, she turned around and said, "Shen Dingran, I know you are sad and sad, but Chu Xiuci is still alive, are you going to collapse like this?
Are you not going to take care of him?
Are you not going to take care of Lu Xiuyan?
To be honest, although Lu Xiuyan is not a good person, Chu Xiuci still values his younger brother. When you jumped into the Mingcheng River, Chu Xiuci almost committed suicide, but in the end, thinking of Lu Xiuyan, he still held back!"
Having said this, Bai Jinse took a deep breath, suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and continued: "Now, what about you?
Shen Dingran, what are you going to do now?
Brothers Lu Xiuyan and Chu Xiuci have become like this, do you plan to take care of them or not?
If you don't care, do you think anyone will take care of them?
Chu Xiuci's company is now leaderless. People in the company don't know his specific situation yet, but everyone wants to replace him. Do you really not care about his hard work?
Even if you can't control the company, you can't let the company be embezzled by others! Moreover, Shen Dingran, there is a chance of waking up from a vegetative state. Although the chance is slim, it is better than having no hope! You Do you know what kind of mentality Chu Xiu had when he left the disaster area to find you?
I know he was sorry for you before, but now that you are so broken and out of control, and you even thought about committing suicide, do you deserve him?"
When Shen Dingran heard this, he suddenly looked up at Bai Jinse, with tears on his face: "You know... I want to commit suicide?"
Bai Jinse closed her eyes and said in a sad voice: "I have been looking for someone to watch you secretly, just because I am afraid that you will do something stupid!"
Hearing this, Shen Dingran couldn't hold back and cried loudly: "Jinse... I didn't want to, but... I killed him. I hate him. I wish... he died. However, I never thought that he was really dead! I knew that I was very contradictory. When I left Lancheng, I originally thought that I would never see him again in this life. However, I did not expect that we would end up together. We still met, still in that way, at such a dangerous moment, letting him risk everything for me..."
The more Shen Dingran talked, the sadder he became, and his voice became louder and louder.
Bai Jinse looked at her silently without comforting her. Crying like this might not be a form of venting.
After she finished venting, there were still many things that she had to bear. She hoped that Shen Dingran would stand up and that even if Chu Xiuci became like this, he would not give up hope of living.
Shen Dingran cried for a long time. There was still light from the horizon, and he cried until it turned completely dark.
Bai Jinse stood quietly on the roof, staying with her and watching her cry.
When her crying gradually subsided, Bai Jinse spoke: "Dingran, before Chu Xiuci went to the disaster area, he sent me an email. He said... If he can't come back and you come back, I will send you that I’m sending you an email, it’s his suicide note, originally... I shouldn’t have given it to you after he came back, but with his current situation, I can’t hide the existence of the suicide note from you!”