Hearing what Chan said, Shi Yingxue was stunned as if she heard thunder striking, but tears fell involuntarily.
Why? She...
"I......"
Chan hugged her tighter and shed tears: "Why are you like Heng Jin, always thinking about whether you have done something wrong, always thinking about whether you are not important enough, when you are obviously not you?
You did something wrong, why are you unwilling to defend yourself? You are obviously very important in my heart, but you still feel insecure?"
Shi Yingxue opened her mouth. She heard the crying tone in Chan's words, and her own tears fell down like broken threads.
"Girl, it's not that I won't let you take it, I just think you have a bad character. Please listen to my mother and don't hold back the sadness in your heart, okay?" There were still tears on Chan's face, but Shi Yingxue turned it away
He sat down with support and held Shi Yingxue's hand with some anxiety.
Shi Yingxue nodded, wiping her own tears with the back of her hand and wiping Chan's tears with the other hand.
Chan felt even more uncomfortable. In fact, she felt that Shi Yingxue was good at everything, but it was this character that had to be changed.
"Since you have accepted me as your adoptive mother, then Hengjin will be your adoptive father. I will tell you about him, and I hope you can warn yourself not to make the same mistakes he made again."
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Heng Jin is the most outstanding junior member of the Baili clan.
But he never felt that he was outstanding because his parents never thought that he was a qualified white carp.
White carps are born with undivided tail fins, but others have divided tails; not only that, his little sister, Lianyi, is also a white carp with a divided tail, and not only does her tail have a divided tail, but one of her fins is also separated.
Because they gave birth to two different species, the fathers of Hengjin and Lianyi believed that their mother was a white carp with impure blood, and even suspected that she was having an affair with another species, so they separated early on.
The mother of Hengjin and Lianyi resented her two children even more. She felt that all of this was caused by them, so she gave up on herself and drank all day long, not caring about the two little babies who were waiting to be fed. Soon she lost her body and passed away.
Already.
The mother didn't care and the father pretended not to see it. It can be said that these two children lived a miserable life in the past.
Hengjin did the dirtiest and most tiring things in the clan at the beginning, and kept smiling for a long time. Only then could he get one or two errands to do, buy some daily necessary food for himself and his sister, and also cultivate in the future.
The medicine needed to be used, the little boy saw cold looks and ridicule from his peers every day.
Such as "Look, that is the monster with a split tail!" "Oh my god, if I don't dare to go out, how can he still dare to wander outside!" There are countless words, and there are even more insulting words.
The insults are simply unbearable to read.
Later, Hengjin finally got closer to herself and Lianyi, and was finally able to start practicing.
At this time, his amazing talent was revealed. Those who looked down on him in the past were all around him. Even the father who hated him the most was still crying in front of him, saying that he was wrong.
The two siblings, Hengjin and Lianyi, should not be abandoned and asked to take them back to take care of them.
Lianyi doesn't understand human affairs yet, but Hengjin does.
It doesn't matter whether the biological father is sincere or fake. What Hengjin knows is that from the very beginning, this man abandoned himself, his mother and his poor little sister because of other people's gossip, and even said that they were here.
Bastards with unknown paths are losers with impure blood.
These words were deeply engraved in Hengjin's bones and blood from the beginning. Even if he later transformed into a dragon and became the pride of the Baili clan, the impact of these words on him could not disappear.
The hurt he suffered from his parents when he was young, and the ridicule around him left a heavy shadow on him. Almost whenever something happened, the first thing he would do was blame himself, wondering if he had done something wrong?
And in his relationship with Chan, it was clear that Chan was obsessed with him like a moth to a flame at the beginning, but he still felt that he was not important enough in Chan's heart, and sometimes his unintentional actions would cause him trouble.
It brought immeasurable huge harm to his heart, but he refused to say anything and just liked to let it rot in his heart. Over time, it became a poisonous thorn. Whether it was pulled out or not, it would cause him great pain.
It is precisely because of his character that Heng Jin and Chan clearly had a deep love for each other, but they left behind a misunderstanding that was not resolved until their death.
It was at that time that Chan realized that a small thing she had done in the past had stayed in Hengjin's heart for ten lifetimes.
Perhaps at that time, Hengjin knew that her time was running out, so she held Chan's hand and told her that if they could meet again in the next life, she should not pull out his dragon scales to practice. If she wanted his heart, she should
He would give his blood, but he couldn't bear to plot, let alone hypocrisy. What a ridiculous thing! Although Chan was very neurotic, he was not a vicious person. How could he take advantage of the one he loved?
The half-body dragon scales she finally cultivated are used for training? Not to mention her deep love for Heng Jin!
The two of them talked for a few words, and then Chan learned about the incident, and that Heng Jin had been thinking about it for ten lifetimes. She cleaned the dragon scales on Heng Jin, who had turned into a dragon body. One or two pieces showed signs of falling off. At that time, she did not
Knowing how difficult it was to repair these dragon scales, I just thought they were just like ordinary scales, so I pulled off the two dragon scales.
At that time, as soon as the dragon scales came into her hands, they turned into a ball of spiritual energy, which poured into her Dantian from her fingertips, greatly increasing her realm.
Chan was not very old at that time, and did not notice the loneliness in Hengjin's eyes, nor did she realize the role of the dragon scales. She was still concentrating on cleaning up her lover's body. When she encountered some fallen scales, she felt lost.
If the luster no longer looks good, gently pull it off.
Chan was doing it all for beauty and comfort, but Hengjin thought she was using his dragon scales to practice. In fact, this was not the first time that Hengjin had his dragon scales secretly shaved off. He had been practicing in his Hualong Pond before.
At that time, some Baili juniors openly talked about visiting their seniors, but in fact they secretly searched for the fallen dragon scales at the bottom of his dragon-transformation pond. Some of the younger ones bullied Hengjin because he had a bad temper and pretended to have missed it.
, pulled out two dragon scales from Hengjin's body.
There were too many things like this, so Chan conveniently took off his dragon scales and made more than a dozen yuan at once, which was the cultivation level he had practiced for three hundred years.
Heng Jin felt sad, but he didn't say anything. He swallowed the matter with a smile, but when he came back from his dream at midnight, he felt uncontrollable sadness in his heart.