The matter of dragon scales has been in Hengjin's heart for a long time. If he hadn't finally said it, Chan would never have known that his unintentional move had been misunderstood for so many years.
But it was too late to tell at that time, and Heng Jin suffered for ten lifetimes in vain.
Hengjin's pain was understandable and even painful. After Hengjin left, she often thought alone, why was it like this?
In the past, she had no way of knowing that Chan was not born yet during the most painful days of Hengjin, and no one would tell her these things later. At that time, she did not understand Tianji's ability, and it was not until the most painful period later
It took five hundred years for him to realize that Hengjin's past was so bleak.
But there was nothing she could do. A person's temperament is formed slowly from childhood to adulthood. It is difficult to change unless a sudden change occurs when a huge change occurs.
And Hengjin is not only insecure and easy to misunderstand, he has misunderstood, but he is unwilling to speak out and resolve these misunderstandings. Instead, he is alone in his heart, and he has to work hard to find excuses for others while working hard.
While pretending to be peaceful, I couldn't control the sadness in my heart.
When she realized the fatal flaw in Hengjin's character, there was nothing she could do to change it. Hengjin slowly closed his eyes in front of her, and then left her alone in the world.
Chan could only sigh. If she and Heng Jin were born at the same time, she would definitely try hard to prevent Heng Jin from becoming like that.
She didn't have this chance, but now that Yingxue was in front of her and had almost the same reaction, she subconsciously wanted to correct it.
After hearing Heng Jin's story, Shi Yingxue seemed to understand. Looking at Chan's slightly encouraging eyes, she opened her mouth and said tentatively: "My mother also feels that I am just like my adoptive father, feeling sad and unwilling.
Say it?"
Chan nodded: "As long as you understand in your heart."
Shi Yingxue lowered her head. She originally had one or two defensive thoughts, but she calmed down and thought about Chan's words.
In fact, Chan is right, she does have some problems in this area. When she is scolded, she will think about whether she did not do well enough. When she is treated coldly, she can't help feeling sad and has to comfort herself.
He is a self-aware person, but his relationship with others is not good enough.
Just like before, she cautiously asked Chan if he could call her sister Chan. After being rejected by Chan, she stopped and stopped taking a step forward. She would not ask Chan why he refused, let alone
I would wonder if Chan had other ideas, but she still had a gentle smile on her face, and I started to feel lonely in my heart.
Both Chan and Shi Yingxue knew that if Chan didn't say that she would be adopted as an adopted daughter, then Yingxue would become a well-behaved junior who would never step out of the way. Like before, she would lower her eyes and call Senior Chan, but those
Playing in the pool and cleaning each other's faces very intimately will never happen again.
Another example is when Yingxue was looking for a magic weapon among the magic weapons just now, the small gourd she took actually contained nothing else but a piece of snake skin left behind by Heng Jin when she changed her skin in the past.
When Hengjin shed her skin, she wasn't as big as she is now. However, a thin snake wrapped around her wrist like a small green bracelet, so the snake skin that shed was not that big.
Chan kept it quietly. She originally wanted to keep it as a memory, but she accidentally took it out just now.
In fact, this thing has no practical use, not to mention that it is where Chan's heart rests. It is really inappropriate to give it to Shi Yingxue, so she took it.
But Shi Yingxue didn't know the reason for this. The little gourd was taken away. She didn't ask why. She buried the pain in her heart and felt that she had gone too far, so the next magic weapon she chose was even more satisfactory.
There are too many, so as not to make Chan angry and embarrassed.
"Girl, let me tell you, that little gourd contains something private. I accidentally mixed it up and let it out. It's not that I won't let you get the good stuff, or anything else.
There's nothing wrong with that." Chan softened her tone and looked at Shi Yingxue who was already reflecting on herself. She felt uncomfortable again and gently held her in her arms. "Girl, your character is everything.
All are good. The success is that you are neither arrogant nor impetuous, gentle and indifferent, but the failure is that you blame yourself too much and care too much about what others think. Being considerate is right, but you must understand that you are not living for others in this world. Sometimes, although
It's not good for me to be reckless like that. Sometimes it's not a good thing to think too much about others. You have to make plans for yourself."
"For example, you have to understand that I will accept you as my adopted daughter. Obviously I like you and you are good enough to make me like you. I am willing to let you choose from all the good treasures in my hands.
, you will definitely not be someone who cares about things. You can take them as you like without feeling insecure."
"Hey, I said the same thing when I was joking, but I really don't know how to say these things. I don't know if you understand the meaning of being a mother." Chan was obviously not good at preaching, and he talked for a long time.
He couldn't think out what he was thinking, "Actually, it's just one sentence. If you feel aggrieved, especially with people close to you, if you feel something is wrong, you might as well say it directly. There is no need to hide it.
In your heart, there is no need to be afraid of saying something and hurting your feelings. If it is a really good relationship, you will never feel bored just because of one or two sentences. If you hide it in your heart, you will feel sad instead, and then your words and deeds will change.
The impact is really hurtful."
Shi Yingxue understood and nodded. She really felt that what Chan said was right and agreed: "Yes, listen to mother."
"Well, be good. You are still young now. Please pay more attention. Some things can still be changed over time." Chan gently let go of Shi Yingxue and pinched her nose. "I feel sorry for you too, Xiaoxiao.
You are wandering around alone at this age. Maybe it’s because I haven’t mastered Kung Fu yet. I can’t figure out what your past is like. I can only know the story of your beginning in Zangfeng Valley. I don’t know what kind of abuse you suffered before, so you are like this.
Insecure."
"Sometimes you can try to rely on others. You are not alone in this world. Friends and relatives are all your support. It does not make you overly dependent, but just lets you know that no matter when, there is someone behind you to support you.
You, you are the treasure in their hearts, just like my mother, I will always be your strongest support until you grow up."