He didn't know how much he earned. He was a person who didn't care about money and worked outside all year round, so his salary card was kept at home and Lin Yan took care of it.
In addition to his salary, Lao Tan also has management fees. The management fees are in a separate card. This card is enough for Lao Tan to cover his own expenses, and there is still some leftover.
Lin Yan's salary has been higher since she became the sales manager, so she doesn't touch Lao Tan's salary card. Their company is big, and their business covers the entire northeastern region. The company is large and small, and they hardly do the delivery business, and transfer it all to Guanxi.
Better small logistics companies can do it.
Small logistics companies generally do not have cold storage, and they ship orders quickly after receiving orders.
Lin Yan is a business manager, has resources in hand, and naturally has a good relationship with small logistics companies. Sometimes Lin Yan also takes some small orders and cooperates with them, and can earn thousands or eight hundred each time.
As time went by, I got to know the small logistics company well. Sometimes she would put money in front of the small logistics company when it couldn't make enough money, and then pay it back to her when the money was paid back. We both trusted each other.
In early October, a small logistics company that often cooperated with Lin Yan ran out of funds again. This time the amount was a bit larger, 200,000.
Lin Yan was not going to borrow it because she didn't have the money. If she borrowed it, she would have to use Lao Tan's salary card. She had already used part of the money in Lao Tan's salary card to lend it to Dadi to buy a truck. Dadi was planning to do long-distance work.
transportation.
But I have been cooperating with this company for a long time and have a good reputation. The boss was sincere and promised that the money will be paid back immediately.
Lin Yan hesitated and borrowed the money.
It turns out that the money is like a meat bun beating a dog - it will never come back.
Here's the thing.
This was a batch of quick-frozen seafood that was shipped from Qingdao to Harbin. As a result, there was a car accident on the highway. Not only the car and the goods were scrapped, but unfortunately the small logistics boss was also in the car and he was killed on the spot.
Lin Yan got angry, her mouth was full of bubbles, and she couldn't sleep for several nights.
No matter what Lin Yan's attitude towards Lao Tan is, she has done a good job in managing the household and living a good life. Speaking as a common people, she is a person who lives a daily life. In our common understanding, all women who are called people who live a daily life love to control money.
Once money is in your hands, it is difficult to take it out.
Two hundred thousand is not a small amount. For Lin Yan, who is diligent and thrifty in her job, can she not feel distressed?
There's nothing I can do about feeling distressed. The boss is dead and I won't come back.
She thought of Lao Tan, her legal husband.
The money belongs to Lao Tan, and of course it belongs to the family. If the money is used properly to live a normal life, she will not feel bad and will not count it up. Even if Lao Tan asks, she will feel confident.
But the money was lent to me privately, and it was something that I would never get back, which made me feel distressed and guilty at the same time.
When I borrowed the money from my eldest brother, I felt a little guilty because I didn't discuss it with Lao Tan. After all, it was not a small amount, and I knew very well that it would not be certain when it would happen. But after all, he was his brother, so I could accept it even if he didn't pay it back.
.To put it bluntly, Lao Tan asked about it one day, and he had something to say - Can't I lend it to your brother-in-law?
But not this time.
She also knew that even if Lao Tan knew about it, he wouldn't blame her. At most, he would just say no and it would be fine.
They have been married for twenty years and she knows her husband well.
Although they get together less often and stay apart more often, and they sleep in separate rooms when they get together, and there is no husband and wife life, they are still husband and wife after all.
She understands her husband's character, temperament, her husband's tone of voice and his way of doing things, and her husband's living habits and tastes and hobbies. She knows all these, but in these years she has been focusing on her son and neglecting her husband.
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Ignore, ignore?
she asked herself.
It seems that it is not only ignored, but also hurt.
Over the years, no matter what Lao Tan did outside, whether he had a woman or not, at least this family didn't care. He earned a lot of money and never asked how much he spent or where he spent it.
How to spend it.
Of course, I didn’t spend money recklessly.
Having said that, although men should earn money to support their families, there are not many who can do it like Lao Tan. This must be admitted.
Lao Tan is pretty good.
Thinking carefully about what I have done in recent years, I have gone too far. I have always told the truth, and I have not discussed anything with Lao Tan. It seems that this person does not exist. I have never given Lao Tan the tenderness of his wife, nor a good look, nor even a soft word.
No words at all------
But what about Lao Tan? Is he afraid of himself? A joke, can he be afraid?
Lao Tan seemed to have never been angry. Even if he was angry, he would not take it out on himself. At most, he would hide out and drink. Otherwise, he would pack up his things and go to other places, and would not come back until a few months later.
To be honest, she was angry with Lao Tan for not saying anything and always leaving. Where would he go? Where would he live? There were people outside who had a place to live, otherwise they wouldn't have taken him away.
Is this what a man does when he just walks away and leaves his home and children to himself? I really don’t know what I want a man to do.
But now that I think about it, isn't all this caused by myself? If I had been nicer to him and fulfilled my obligations as a wife, this wouldn't be the case.
This is the first time Lin Yan has reflected on herself in these years.
She knew that Lao Tan was in poor health, had high blood pressure, bronchiectasis, and frequently vomited blood.
As a wife, I never said a word of concern or did anything to care about him. I didn’t even visit him when he was sick and recuperating, let alone take care of him------
Now he has lost all his money-------
It hurt Lao Tan a little.
No matter how good-tempered a person is, it won't hurt if he gets hurt. It would be good if he doesn't get divorced.
With Lin Yan thinking like this, she naturally transitioned from reflecting on herself to reflecting on her marriage and family over the years.
She felt like a failure. She could live a good life, but her life was in a mess.
How did it end up like this?
She could feel Lao Tan's disappointment, frustration and helplessness towards her. She used to feel relieved by Lao Tan's reactions, as if she had won something, but had she really won anything?
Now that I think about it, I was very stupid. Not only did I not win anything, I actually lost.
I didn’t tell Lao Tan about the money in advance. If I mess up, I will be responsible for it. I will take more orders in the future and slowly add it to the card.
I'm sorry for Lao Tan these years. Let's have a good talk with him when he comes back. If it doesn't work, we'll leave.
Lin Yan thought about divorce. She felt that these years had not only been bad to Lao Tan, but also dragged him down. Maybe divorce was the best choice.
I couldn't sleep even more when I thought about the divorce. I told Lao Tan before that the divorce was due to temperament, and I felt that I could live a good life raising the children by myself. At that time, I was centered on myself and didn't consider others.
Now it seems to be atonement.
She thought that she had negotiated with Lao Tan before the divorce. She could not let go of the house, but her son must stay with her. Lao Tan might not agree, but she had no choice but to live without her son.
Also, tell him when you go to lend money, since you have already decided not to own the house anyway, so just treat it as if you don't owe him anything.
Also, son------
Will his son agree to their divorce?
What should I tell my son?
Do you still ask your son like you did when he was a child: If I divorce your dad, will you stay with me or your dad?
She remembered that her son cried for a long time that time. While crying, she twitched the corners of her mouth and said, "I don't want you two to divorce. I don't want you two to divorce------"