When I woke up the next morning, my hair felt heavy, my throat felt uncomfortable, and I felt like I had a cold. When I was brushing my teeth and washing my face, I saw my eyes in the mirror were red, the circles under my eyes were dark, the crow's feet at the corners of my eyes were significantly increased, and bags under my eyes were looming.
She didn't believe that the person in the mirror was herself.
She stood still and looked at it for a long time.
Lin Yan is a strong person at heart. Looking at herself in the mirror, she feels that she can't be so listless. Isn't it just two hundred thousand yuan? It's not a big deal. Just treat it as two years of work in vain. What can I do? I won't survive.
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Do whatever you have to do.
When I thought about it this way, my heart became much brighter, and at the same time I discounted my decision to divorce Lao Tan last night - and I didn't want to think about it anymore.
I thought in my heart that I should scratch the floor first and think about it later. I was a little confused last night and couldn't wake up.
Next, I made breakfast for my son, told him to get up, then got dressed, packed up, and went downstairs to go to work.
November 11th, Double Eleven, Singles’ Day in the new era.
I have to admire the marketing methods of the merchants. What was originally a normal day was turned into a holiday just because the four numbers were sticks. The broad masses of the people loved and recognized it so much that all major sales platforms singled it out.
Daily sales have skyrocketed, exceeding a thousand, a trillion, and a billion.
This is a day for crazy shopping, and a day for single men and women to be full of passion. It is said that all hotel rooms in the country are full that day, but I don’t know whether it is true or not. I don’t dare to say, and I don’t dare to ask.
Double Eleven is also a good day for Yaru. She seriously accepted Zhao Min as her apprentice on this day.
Yaru doesn't like to make trouble, let alone those who are frivolous, so the apprenticeship ceremony is very simple.
After get off work that day, Yaru carried Zhao Min back to the courtyard and cooked a table of dishes in Lao Tan's house. The witnesses invited Lao Tan, Gu Yi, and Sister Wang.
Before moving his chopsticks, Zhao Min knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times to Yaru respectfully. He called "Master" and the apprentice was accepted.
What moved the three of them called Lao Tan, Gu Yi, and Sister Wang was that when Zhao Min raised his face after kowtow, the child's face was filled with tears, his voice was trembling, and the cry of "Master" made people touching, heartbroken, and tearful -
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Yaru's tears fell instantly, and she hurriedly stepped forward to lift Zhao Min up and hug her into her arms. Both master and apprentice had tears in their eyes.
Sister Wang couldn't bear this and kept wiping her tears. The two grown men, Lao Tan and Gu Yi, also had sore noses------
Yaru was in a good mood after accepting her apprentice. She let go of the alcohol she had suppressed for more than ten years and drank heavily with Lao Tan and the others until she was finally supported by her apprentice and went back to sleep.
After seeing off Gu Yi and Sister Wang, Lao Tan was about to go to bed, when Lin Yan called.
Lin Yan didn't talk about borrowing money on the phone. She first asked where Lao Tan was and how he was doing. Lao Tan answered and then asked when Lao Tan would return to the provincial capital. Lao Tan said that there would be a cooking competition on the 25th.
After that, we will go to Hohhot, then to Beijing, and finally back to the provincial capital to celebrate the New Year.
Lin Yan was silent for a moment on the other end of the phone, and then said: "I'm bankrupt."
Lao Tan was stunned, not understanding what Lin Yan meant when he said bankruptcy, and asked: "What is bankruptcy?"
"I'm laid off, I won't work there anymore," Lin Yan said.
This is what happened. Lin Yan and his company upgraded their management, and the boss hired a senior manager from Beijing to be the executive general manager. After the general manager took office, he made personnel adjustments, and Lin Yan was laid off today.
To be honest, this was a huge blow to Lin Yan. Two hundred thousand yuan had just gone down the drain, and she was laid off within a month. To put it bluntly, she was so unlucky that her farts hit her heels.
She originally planned to work hard, take a few orders every month to earn some extra money, and slowly build up the two hundred thousand. Who would have thought that this would happen.
When people are unlucky, they blame everything. If they don't blame heaven and earth, they blame themselves and others. It's also easy to think wrongly and make mistakes.
Lin Yan blamed her layoff on the new general manager. If the new manager didn't come, she wouldn't be laid off, nor would her financial path be cut off. Now Lao Tan is the one making money. In the past, she was still like that to Lao Tan -
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Thinking of Lao Tan, she had made a conspiracy again. She was treating him like that, in different rooms, different beds, and cold looks. Could he have someone outside? What if there was someone? Should we divorce him?
How about we say that people can't make blind calculations? Once they make blind calculations, they will reflect on what they think becomes true and take it seriously.
Zhang Li came to Lin Yan's mind when she thought about whether there would be anyone outside Old Tan. The scene when she went upstairs and met Zhang Li coming downstairs the year before last also appeared clearly in her mind.
This was a thorn in her heart.
Her heart was churning, and she temporarily forgot about being laid off.
After the turbulence in her heart subsided, she gradually calmed down and comforted herself: They are fine now. Zhang Li is already married and there is no way they can be together again.
But then I thought about Zhang Li, could there be Li Li, and where is Wang Li? And that Yaru, they were first loves.
He is surrounded by almost all women, and they are all beautiful. How can he be honest? How can there be a cat that doesn't like fishy things?
To be honest, Lin Yan had never thought about Lao Tan in such detail before. She felt that Lao Tan's bandit head was intimidating even if he didn't speak. He was also very thick and fat, and it was impossible for anyone to like him. It was purely an accident for Zhang Li.
Things are different now, I have changed my view on Lao Tan, and now I feel that everything is possible.
I was laid off, and my husband betrayed me by having a woman outside. No one could bear it. As I thought about it, I felt so angry that the word divorce suddenly popped out of my head.
She couldn't wait to take out her phone and dialed.
The moment after dialing it out, there was a loud bang in my head: This is all my guess——
She wanted to hang up, but it was over, the call was connected.
She asked in a panic where Lao Tan was and how he was doing. When Lao Tan answered, she calmed down and thought of her words.
Lao Tan didn't know about Lin Yan's psychological activities. When he heard that he was laid off, he comforted him: "It's okay. I'm quite tired after working for these years. It's good to be laid off. Take a good rest at home and don't get angry."
"Did you know that this new guy knows management, but is not good at logistics? He gave random orders when he came here, and even gave me orders. I didn't listen to him------" Lin Yan didn't say any more, meaning
Obviously, he was laid off because he didn't listen to others.
Lao Tan said: "There's no reason to get angry. Airborne soldiers like this usually don't last long. Your boss will have to look for you when the time comes."
"I'm just angry------"
"What are you doing with that anger? It's useless. Just stay at home, cook for your son, and go out for a walk if you have nothing to do."
"------Okay, I won't tell you anymore---I thought you could come back this month."
"If you can't go back, the soonest possible date will be the end of December."
"------Then you stay outside."
After Lin Yan finished speaking, she hung up the phone, obviously angry. Lao Tan didn't pay attention, thinking that she was in a bad mood after being laid off, so it was normal for her to hang up the phone, otherwise she wouldn't be able to say more than a few words on the phone, so this time it was considered a long one.
Lin Yan was dazed with her mobile phone in her hand. She intuitively felt that Lao Tan had a woman outside, otherwise he wouldn't have come back at the end of the year knowing that she was laid off.
Her thinking has now reached a dead end, and she is thinking about nothing else. She just thinks that Lao Tan has a woman outside and she can't stand it and must divorce.
Once an idea arises, it lingers in your mind, spinning back and forth in your head like a demon.
"Mom, can you help me take these shoes to the shoe shop downstairs tomorrow to have them repaired and have the glue opened?" When Lin Yan was still obsessed, her son pushed the door in with a pair of shoes in his hand.
"Oh, yeah? Okay." Lin Yan came to her senses and agreed.
"What's wrong, Mom, you're distracted. Don't forget, I really like these shoes."
"Well, I can't forget it. Put it on the shoe rack."
The son went out with his shoes. Lin Yan breathed a sigh of relief and shook her head dissatisfied with herself. Then she got off the bed and stood on the ground looking for slippers. She couldn't find them for a long time. She walked to the living room and saw that the slippers were placed next to the stool at the dining table.
I thought I forgot to wear it when I entered the bedroom.
I walked to the stool and put on my slippers, but couldn't remember what I wanted to do. I stood there in a daze for a long time, and finally went back to the bedroom.