This night was very long for her, and she had no end to it. After drinking all that wine, she was not at all confused except that her body was hot. She was soberer than usual, and her thoughts were clearer.
She was a little envious of Yingzi. Although the scar affected her appearance, she lived a calm life, had a clean heart, and was happy. In Yingzi, she felt that happiness and joy were simple and not complicated at all.
It stands to reason that I am also happy, but no one else is pure.
Yingzi is happy from the bottom of her heart and cannot hide it.
This forced her to re-examine herself.
She wondered what it would be like if she were Yingzi and experienced what Yingzi went through, and whether she would still be alive.
She should be alive, she said to herself with certainty.
Not for anything else but for the children.
Being a mother means strength. I have experienced it myself and I know that when a child becomes everything in life and becomes the courage and hope to live, you will forget that you are a woman. You will no longer have timidity and fear. Even if you are afraid, you will face it without fear.
Although I was scared after the meeting, I would hold my child and cry, feeling aggrieved and sad.
She admitted that she was not as unlucky as Yingzi, but she was lucky in comparison. Her ex-husband was just gambling, looking for women outside, and did not cause any physical harm to herself.
When I was raising my children alone, I had my parents-in-law to help me, so I basically didn’t suffer any embarrassment. Unlike Yingzi, who had to do everything by herself, it was difficult.
Therefore, Yingzi can surround himself with happiness, simplicity and happiness - people are contented and contented and always happy.
And what about yourself? There is still desire. Although the desire is not obvious or strong, it does exist, otherwise there would not be a faint unwillingness and dissatisfaction.
It would be great if I could be like Yingzi, calm and calm, repaying kindness with gratitude, clear conscience and very courageous. Never be discouraged at any time, and always be the best.
My heart is fine and clean——
Zhu Debao has discernment, where can he find such a good woman——
Looking at the couple, life is a bit tight, but they live comfortably. The couple is in pain and fever, which is enviable.
Yaru's feet suddenly slipped while she was walking. After she staggered to her feet, she looked back and saw that there was ice where she walked, and she almost fell.
Having arrived at the community where she lived, she took out the door card and slid it on the monitor, and the door to the pedestrian passage opened automatically.
After entering the community and walking to the door of the unit building, I stamped my foot and the sensor light came on.
Yaru lives in the east door on the first floor.
This is an old-fashioned single room, 38 square meters, one bedroom and one living room.
Yanhua's house was used as a warehouse when the old store opened. Later, a central kitchen was built and the place became free.
Han Jun lived here when he was the manager of the old store, but no one stayed there after he left. Yaru originally lived in the dormitory after being transferred back to the provincial capital, but Yanhua refused and asked her to live here.
When I entered the house and turned on the light, a wave of hot air hit my face.
Yaru took off her down jacket and hung it up, then went into the kitchen to boil the water. After staying with Lao Tan for a long time, she also got into the habit of drinking tea.
The room had floor heating, and the temperature was above 23 degrees, which was very hot. Yaru took off her sweater and cotton trousers and changed into pajamas, walked barefoot on the floor, and filled the teapot with tea.
After a while, the electric kettle in the kitchen made a "sizzling" alarm sound and the water boiled.
Yaru went to the kitchen to get the electric kettle and came back to make tea, then sat on the sofa.
Just as she took her first sip of tea, the phone rang, and bad news came - her old father had died suddenly of a cerebral infarction.
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The time has arrived in January 2021.
It's snowing in Beijing, very hard.
People thought that snow could kill the virus, but they didn't know that the low-temperature environment was more suitable for it to survive, and it became more and more rampant.
No matter how violent it is, it can't defeat the great and strong Chinese people. People are guarding it tightly and encircling and suppressing it at all levels. Its end is coming soon. However, the impact of the epidemic on all walks of life is disastrous, especially the catering industry, which is worse than Luoxue.
The winter is still cold. This is the cold winter for the catering industry. Throughout the 20th
Ah Qiao's profit in 2000 was zero.
"This year is like this. I don't know what it will be like during the New Year." Wang Shulan said worriedly.
"It's estimated to be about the same as this year --- but the profit is certain, it's just a question of how much." Lao Tan said.
Lao Tan arrived in Beijing the day before yesterday. He went to the old Chinese doctor for a review and prescribed some conditioning medicine. Today he was going to take the afternoon flight to Hohhot. He had to visit various districts before.
"Are you sure?"
Lao Tan nodded and said: "I have confidence in our family. Even though we didn't make any money this year, we didn't lose money either. It's good to be able to do this. As I said at yesterday's meeting, if you don't lose money, you win.
In terms of people’s hearts and popularity.”
"I'm still a little worried------"
"It's normal. To be honest, I'm worried too. But I'm worried that I won't die if I get dizzy." Lao Tan continued with a smile: "It will be difficult for the hotel to return to normal until the epidemic is over. No matter if our family is like this, other people's families will be like this too.
But our advantage is that we have a good reputation and are recognized by the people. Under the same circumstances, we are competitive, which ensures a basic customer base and guarantees capital preservation."
"What if the city is closed again?" Wang Shulan raised the core question.
"Then we will do the same as this year, unconditionally obey - close the store. At the same time, contact the community and ask employees to become volunteers. If not, we will make lunches to support the front line.
It’s still the same sentence, say what you say at what time, and take off your shoes when you cross the river. When the epidemic comes, we fight the epidemic. In the past, we made dumplings and walked with the Tao."
"You are quite optimistic."
"What can I do if I'm not optimistic? I can't be as gloomy as you. At this time, I have to stand up and cheer up. I won't fall down."
"What if Gu Yi, Huang Lijuan, Qiao Shan and others don't agree? I guess they are upset and can't do it if they can't celebrate the New Year."
"Won't."
"Everything is uncertain." Wang Shulan took a sip of tea and said, "Xiaomei called the day before yesterday, and what she meant was that Zhang Yu and his wife didn't want to do anything anymore and wanted to smoke stocks."
"Can't it?" Lao Tan asked, he thought it was impossible.
"There's nothing he can't do. Zhang Yu is now engaged in the health industry and can make money faster than restaurants."
"They are all deceiving old men and women." Lao Tan said: "The richest people now are those old men and women who are retired and have nothing to do. Their pensions are increasing every year. When they have spare money, they start to maintain their health and buy health products.
How useful are those health care products? It’s not an exaggeration to say that they are selling fake medicines, they just won’t kill people.”
"But people believe it -" Wang Shulan said: "Last month, an old sister in our hospital recommended it to me. It is a small molecule peptide. It can treat all kinds of diseases and delay cell aging. Eating it is better than applying cosmetics for beauty."
.”
"That's a lie, specifically to deceive those of you who love beauty."
"Who among women doesn't love beauty? She doesn't love listening to you talk."
"you bought?"
"Listen to me." Wang Shulan concealed, "I can't believe it. She saw that I didn't believe it, so she dragged me to attend the class and said it didn't matter if I didn't buy it. Listen to the class and listen to what the teacher said. You won't lose anything by attending the class.
Besides, you still have to take care of the food, just use it as a feast.
When I heard that this was the case, I followed him."
"Then you let others brainwash you?"
"Hey——" Wang Shulan said with embarrassment and regret: "Not only did I buy it, but I also stupidly signed up for membership and spent 18,000 yuan in one go------"