Huang Zezhong put down the knife for shredding the chicken, looked into Zhao Tianqin's eyes and said seriously, "Tianqin, although I know you may not want to hear what I am going to say, but I hope you will listen calmly.
Did you achieve trust between husband and wife in your previous life? Are you sure you really told me that you were in pain? Look at the pain every time you vomit blood and get injured, your face is obviously pale without a trace of blood, and you look weak and weak, or even about to die.
feeling. But your tone is always so flat, nothing is wrong, and even though there is no smile on your face, nothing is wrong.
Maybe I'm really lustful. I'm a very normal man. Isn't it normal to have such thoughts about the person I love? Do you know that you are so fragrant and beautiful that you attract me? I definitely know that you are not in good health, but I don't
It might be too much. If you keep acting like you don't feel any pain or itching, and if you are willing, I will really ignore it.
So you think all this is really my fault? If you made it clear that you were in pain and didn't want it, I couldn't hurt you regardless of your wishes. After all, a normal bruise only hurts for a moment and is not felt.
Whenever I think of the bruises and amplified pain, I feel regret, guilt, heartache, and self-blame... I bear no less burden than you. Because of my negligence, I hurt the person I love most, and maybe even my child, so I think of you all the time.
It gets to the point where you can't control yourself and get close to you.
Do you know how happy I am when I see you for the first time? I feel so happy and joyful all over my body. I just want to hug you..."
Huang Zezhong was immersed in the feeling of meeting Zhao Tianqin for the first time. It took him a while to recover and found that Zhao Tianqin still had no intention to speak. He spoke again: "Although you think I am being sentimental, I still want to say that you don't actually hate me that much.
There should be some good feelings. Otherwise, why would you be willing to go home with me the day we first met? If it weren't for me, would you tell him that you need help during your menstrual period? You slept in my arms several times because you believed that I wouldn't be unfaithful to you, right?
.
When you tell me your story, you don't just want to reject me, but you want to test my mentality a little bit. You were willing to date me before, although you couldn't see it in the light, but you were sincere and you were not playing with me.
You can see it.
It must be that something happened that I don't know about, so you don't want to continue dating. In fact, you always knew that I didn't stay away from you in those few months. I went to your school to see you, and I talked to you face to face countless times...
…
Let's... let's date. Just tell me what's wrong with me and I'll definitely change it. Maybe I was really bad in my previous life, but no one told me to correct me. Don't give me a chance to be bad. Just teach me a lesson if I'm wrong.
I……"
Zhao Tianqin did not answer any of Huang Zezhong's questions, and still looked at Huang Zezhong calmly. After a while, he said, "Dad Zhao and Mum Zheng told me that I have told you many times to accompany me and the children. But you still
It's still the same, and you even intensify your business trips to stay away from me and the children. In the last month of my death, you were promoted and took over the job, and you told my parents that you would not be so busy in the future and would stay with me and the children... Haha..."
Zhao Tianqin smiled sarcastically and added disdainfully, "They also said that you were the cause of my sudden death from myocardial infarction, but they didn't know exactly what happened. But after I died, you didn't eat or drink, and you looked like you wanted to commit suicide.
It's ridiculous. Do you know how much harm your actions have done to your two children? They were abandoned by their father who had been neglecting them before they even got over the shock of their mother's death from illness..."
Huang Zezhong sighed, holding back the regret and guilt in his heart before replying, "I don't know this, and I don't know how to explain it. You should understand all the truth and remember everything before speaking. Otherwise, what should I do if you misunderstand me? You can let go of everything.
No one knows what you think in your heart. It is not a good behavior to turn away when you are angry. If you have any doubts, you can ask me. It is better to hit me and scold me if you are really angry than to ignore me. Don't treat me coldly or violently..."
"Hurry up and cook the noodles, take your time and make me hungry." Zhao Tianqin closed his eyes directly and didn't want to talk anymore.
"Okay" Huang Zezhong quickly cut the chicken into shreds, marinated it with seasonings, washed the spinach and set aside, peeled off the skin of the tomatoes and quickly cut them into thin slices, took the fresh bamboo shoots and cut them into thin strips.
Put two cleaned pots on the stove, boil water in one to cook the noodles, and fry the shredded chicken in the other and set aside.
Put the cleaned pot back on the stove, use hot oil to fragrant the shredded ginger, add the fresh bamboo shoots and stir-fry for a while, then add the tomatoes and stir-fry for a few seconds, then pour in the broth, beat two poached eggs when the soup is boiling, and finally add
spinach.
Huang Zezhong took the chopsticks and picked up the noodles. He took a look and found that the noodles were cooked. He took them out, filtered the water, and poured them into the boiling soup.
Turning off the stove, Huang Zezhong took the heat-proof gloves and placed the pot on the heat-proof mat on the table. He took a slightly larger bowl, washed it, took out the noodles, put the poached eggs and shredded chicken in the bowl, and pushed it in front of Zhao Tianqin.
"Tianqin... wash your hands and eat noodles." Huang Zezhong called softly, untying his apron and walking towards Zhao Tianqin. The little girl seemed to have fallen asleep again. She was a strange sleeper, always falling asleep easily and sleeping very deeply.
, and sometimes I still can’t wake up.
Huang Zezhong touched Zhao Tianqin's head and called him a few more times. Then Zhao Tianqin opened his eyes, which were full of hazy and confusion, and he yawned.
Intrigued by Zhao Tianqin's cute appearance, Huang Zezhong smiled and said softly, "Why do you fall asleep so quickly? Let's have lunch first. I don't know if it tastes good or not to your liking."
Zhao Tianqin sat upright, yawned again, and glanced at the marble countertop, "It's not delicious, and your cooking skills are extremely bad. With your cooking skills, it was really not easy for me to endure you for ten years in my previous life."
Zhao Tianqin took the chopsticks and ate the noodles without eating the food on the table.
Huang Zezhong, who was a little disappointed, couldn't help but asked, "Is it really not delicious? I have worked very hard. The chef said that I learned well, and my grandparents also said that my cooking skills are good...".
Thinking of Zhao Tianqin's cooking skills, Huang Zezhong only felt that his appearance was dull. There was indeed a huge gap. No one could match this little girl's cooking skills.
"It's edible and poisonous, but it's not up to the standards of a chef. Do you want me to praise you against your will? Do you really like others to flatter you? Does your chef dare to attack you? He doesn't have any fingers on his hands.
It’s rare for a young master to cook. Cooking for grandparents is a sign of love. Why would an old man attack you? I don’t know whether it tastes good or not..."
The noodles and soup are similar to those in the dream, but the taste is completely different. After all, what she cooked is more delicious than many others. Is she too demanding...
"Tianqin, can you cook it so that I can see the difference between you and me? Last time you said you wanted to eat noodles, I learned how to make noodles. I can also make noodles. The chef said that the noodles I cooked are quite delicious.
Can I start my apprenticeship?" Huang Zezhong took the bowl and chopsticks and tasted it. The taste was okay, but he didn't understand what Zhao Tianqin said was bad.
Zhao Tianqin ate less than half of the bowl and stood up when he didn't feel so hungry. After washing his hands, he took a portion of the ingredients, washed two pots and placed them on the stove. Put the soup stock into the pot and boil it for later use.
Quickly shred the chicken, rinse it with cold water and drain the water, then add seasonings and marinate. Shred the bamboo shoots, peel the tomatoes, and cut the spinach into two sections...
Ten minutes later, a pot of fragrant noodles was placed on the marble table.
Zhao Tianqin took the bowl, filled some noodles and handed it to Huang Zezhong, then stared at his handsome face expressionlessly.
The aroma of fragrant food filled his nostrils, and Huang Zezhong couldn't help but be impressed. The steps seemed to be similar, but the little girl's control of fire and time were obviously different from his, and the addition of seasonings was also different from his.
After taking a bite, Huang Zezhong raised his thumb and praised, "Okay, it's delicious, very delicious. Why are you so good at cooking? Who taught you?"
"You have no one to teach you. You are self-taught by reading cookbooks. How can you not fend for yourself and starve to death without anyone to take care of you?" Zhao Tianqin took the bowl and ate the noodles he had cooked, and his mood became worse and worse.
I couldn't help but think about my brothers and sisters. She went to help wash the vegetables, and her brothers and sisters followed suit. She learned to cook and stir-fry, and so did her brothers and sisters. She took care of them, and they imitated her.
Take care of and protect her...
Zhao Tianqin rubbed his eyes to prevent tears from spilling out, and ate noodles quietly with his mind at ease.