The doctor opened the door to the operating room with a look of sadness and regret and walked out. He looked at Huang Zezhong, shook his head, and took off his mask, "We tried our best, but the patient had myocardial infarction and was brought too late..."
The doctor looked regretful and turned around to leave.
Zhao Guobang and Zheng Meizhi ran out of breath and stood in front of Huang Zezhong and asked with a choked voice: "How is Nannan? Have you been rescued? We brought money, and we will save as much as we can."
Huang Zezhong looked at her parents with a sad expression, as if there was a lump in her throat, but she didn't know how to express it.
Huang Yuying reached out and hugged Zheng Meizhi's neck, threw herself over and cried loudly: "Grandma, what does the doctor mean when he said he tried his best? My mother is gone. I want my mother, I want my mother...".
Looking at her old parents howling and crying at the door of the emergency room, Zhao Tianqin stretched out her arms to hug them but could only pass through her and couldn't touch them. She was so unwilling to let her open her eyes and wake up...
Zhao Tianqin cried loudly, "I'm not dead, I'm here, here..." Her parents, Huang Zezhong and the children couldn't see her. She turned into A Piao who no one could see or hear!
I turned around and rushed into my body, but still passed through it, trying tirelessly again and again.
three days later
funeral parlor
The elderly parents and children howled and cried, and the brother-in-law supported his grieving sister. Huang Zezhong held her hand and looked at her with red eyes unblinking as she shed tears, with an expression of extreme despair...
Zhao Tianqin lay in her body in a daze and watched as they cleaned her body, put her into a light yellow sleeveless dress, and was finally pushed into the incinerator. The flames soared into the sky and drowned her. Her soul was in intense pain and then went dark. "It hurts so much," Zhao Tianqin said.
Is this a dream? Will she still be alive and well when she wakes up? She wants to live..."
Huang Zezhong felt a sharp pain in his soul, and his whole body was so painful that he couldn't breathe. His soul kept feeling burning pain. Was she crying to herself about the pain?
“The family members came to collect the ashes.”
Huang Zezhong walked over in confusion, picked up a small shovel and shoveled a pile of white ashes into a white jar. His wife was only 30 years old. They had known each other for 14 years, been in love for 4 years, and had been married for only 10 years.
Then she left him. She really left her behind...
Huang Zezhong picked up a round light yellow bead about the size of his thumb from the ashes, put it into his white shirt pocket, pressed it on his chest and felt a sharp pain. She was gone. She had really left him. She couldn't hold on.
Freed, but what should he do, why did he leave him...
Zhao Guobang, who was holding his grandson and Zheng Meizhi, who was holding his granddaughter, pulled Huang Zezhong, who was holding the urn, back to the car and pushed him into the car. He looked hopeless and they couldn't say anything to blame. He didn't take good care of his daughter, so she was
It was her 30th birthday, but she was so thin that only bones were left. They had to cleanse her and change her clothes, which made her heartache. She was not this thin even when she was at her thinnest...
No matter she went, she was completely free. They should be happy for her. With such a heavy body, she should have died long ago but she still worked hard to live for so many years. Only she knew how tired and painful she was. But they still
I'm still very sad. I knew this day would come, but I never thought it would be so soon...
Zhao Guobang and Zheng Meizhi asked for leave for Huang Zezhong and took him back to his home in Jincamelli Community in Jiangzhou City. The couple took leave and took turns guarding Huang Zezhong 24 hours a day. He was hopeless and immersed in his own world. They promised their daughter not to let him
Let her go and let him take care of the child and grow up.
The couple Zhao Guobang and Zheng Meizhi guarded him for a month. Huang Zezhong only ate a little every day like a puppet, and even took a knife to commit suicide. They were frightened. The two children had no mother, would they also lose their father?
Zhao Guobang slapped Huang Zezhong in the face angrily, "Are you going to abandon the child? Nannan will hate you. She said that if you don't take good care of the child, she won't see you if you die..."
Huang Zezhong suddenly recalled what she said, 'If I am no longer here, and you love me, take care of your children and live a good life for my sake. If you dare to leave your children and come to me, I will hate you and will never forgive you.
You, I will never see you, I will never be with you'
Zheng Meizhi put the two children in Huang Zezhong's arms, "Look at the two children for yourself. They don't have a mother. Do they still have a father? Nannan is a child who survived a narrow escape. Do you know how bad her health is?
, how difficult it is to give birth to a child, she will never forgive you if you leave the child, you make your own choice." After Zheng Meizhi said this, she pulled Zhao Guobang out of the room and closed the door, but stood at the door and did not dare to leave.
The two of them stood at the door, extremely sad. After enduring it day by day, she finally couldn't bear it and left them. She was only 30 years old...
Huang Zezhong looked at the two children who looked very much like his wife, especially the son who was almost carved out of the same mold. She had been very alienated from him in the past few years. She loved herself so little, and she would never forgive herself if he died.
See him for what he is, she said that he would take good care of his children and grow up, and she would always wait for him if he didn't apologize.
She has never lied to him and should be waiting for him. If he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a husband and as a father, will she really stop appearing in front of him?
He opened the door and carried the two children out, "Mom and Dad, I will not seek death. I will take good care of the children. Please take care of the children for a few days. I will go back and hire a nanny and then pick them up..."
"We have taken leave and will go to Nantong with you to take care of the child for a few months. After your job is stable and the child has found a nanny..." Zhao Guobang said uneasily. He had to watch him to fulfill his daughter's wish.
.
He was very afraid that Huang Zezhong would fall in love again when he returned home and give up on living. Without the child, the mother could no longer live without a father. A daughter likes children so much. A child born after a narrow escape...
Huang Zezhong returned home and looked at the familiar furnishings. He could no longer smell a trace of her fragrance in the house. She had really left him. He cleaned all her clothes, shoes and other items and planned to dry them.
Put it back to where it was.
Lying on the bed without her fragrant milk fragrance, his heart was filled with sadness. He carefully recalled their every moment bit by bit. He suddenly hated himself. She said to accompany her again and again.
He didn't accompany her and take good care of her, it was him who neglected her. He didn't even control his emotions well and went home in a work-related mood...
He sat up and packed away her belongings. He looked at them bit by bit. He opened the dresser drawer and saw a thick stack of physical examination and blood test reports. He looked down from top to bottom and only read a little bit. He shook himself vigorously.
After a few slaps, I fell on the table and cried sadly...
When he cleaned her body and sent her away, she was so thin that only bones were left. He didn't know how her frail body could take care of a child who still needed to be fed, take Yingying to and from school, and cook rice and vegetables.
Her body was already in bad shape, with hormones and postpartum depression. No wonder she was even more alienated from him. He didn't know anything. He only knew how to work all day long, and he didn't notice her poor health or her postpartum pregnancy.
Depression.
He clearly knew that she was unhappy, but he didn't accompany her well, and he still worked hard to move up. They were not short of money at all, and she never needed it. She just wanted to accompany her well. She felt too lonely and tired, and she couldn't support it.