In that life, she just wanted to find a partner she could rely on, and she was getting older.
What's more, her body in that life was also abnormal, and she might have had "double incompetence".
She didn't menstruate. She saw a traditional Chinese medicine doctor when she was seventeen. The doctor said she would get menstruation after taking a set of medicine, but she ended up with a rash all over her body and stopped taking it.
She knew it was an allergic reaction, so with her constitution there was no need to think about getting married and having children, so she simply ignored it.
"Daughter-in-law, you are really capable. You just need to find a partner. I think I shouldn't be such a gentleman. What would you do if I kissed you on the mouth or acted more excessively?"
In the eleven years of being together, he had only kissed her on the forehead and cheek, and had not done any other intimate gestures. He felt inexplicably distressed that he could bear it.
Zhao Tianqin rolled his eyes at him before saying quietly: "Leave you and find a place to live in seclusion. If the plank road hadn't been destroyed by mudslides, I wouldn't have left at all. If my abilities weren't so shocking, I'm afraid you know you're afraid of me, so I'll just leave
Create a plank road." After saying this, her expression showed some indescribable pain.
"After the victory of the war, we lived well in Lu Yangcheng. Why did you suddenly leave me and go to Xueshan City? When I found out where you went, I chased you. After I got off the train, I didn't know where to look for you.
I asked many people but no one has seen you.
I was heartbroken in the hotel in Snow Mountain City. Later I looked at the map and discovered that the Wind Chime Forest is in nearby Wuhe County.
I rushed to the Wind Chime Forest and found the plank road according to my memory. When I saw that the plank road had been restored to its original state and the cave was exactly the same as before, I decided that you would come back here.
Although you have never said what abilities you have, I know that you have many abilities, just like a fairy.
I thought you were just going back to the cave, but I didn’t expect you to be lying quietly on the bed in the cave, parting forever without saying goodbye to me.”
Lin Zezhong felt sad when he thought of his worries and longing for her during the seven days after she left Luyang City.
Thinking that she had returned to the place where they first met, waiting for him to find her and marry him, he walked into the cave with joy and saw an eternal farewell.
She left him forever when she was only forty-one. She was a girl who would never grow up, with a delicate and beautiful face, and an appearance that would always remain underage. She saved him here and left him forever here.
"My health is getting worse and worse, and I feel like I am going to die soon. And although you are forty-five years old, your appearance is that of a thirty-year-old, upright, mature, and good-looking man!"
After the war is won, it is time to find a wife, have a few children, and live in peace and happiness.
We lived together for eleven years in that life. You also know that I don’t have my period, and I am physically unable to even have sex. Eleven years is enough for you, so I left.
I go back to the place where we first met. I hope I can have a healthy body in the next life. I hope I can meet you, marry you and have children!"
She trudged back to the cave with a set of clothes he had worn, put on the pink dress she first saw him wearing, and slept on the inside of the bed. She put his clothes on the outside and fell directly into the darkness.
"You know I can only touch you. In that life, I told you that I couldn't touch other women. They only gave me a disgusting feeling. Don't you believe me? Don't you know that you haven't seen me much?
Panic and fear.
I was so confused on the way to find you, how heartbroken I felt when you left in Snow Mountain City, how happy I was when I came to the Wind Chime Forest and saw the plank roads and caves restored to their original state. I thought you were here waiting for me to find you, so
Willing to be my real wife.
When I walked into the cave and saw you lying there peacefully, my heart ached so much that I couldn't breathe. We were apart for only seven days, and your face was so thin that only bones were left. I thought this was my dream and it was fake.
It's a fairy, this is the magic you cast.
But the mole on your body makes me believe that it is you. You are wearing the dress we first met, and you also put one of my clothes on the outside.
I put on the clothes you brought and held you tightly in my arms, and then my true spirit left my body and passed away. That was the first time I held you without your consent, but it was like this."
Lin Zezhong held Zhao Tianqin in his arms, just like when she left that day, he could hold her forever without her consent, and she would never leave him again.
Lin Zezhong held Zhao Tianqin for a long time before letting her go, looking at her big eyes full of tears and saying: "Baby, tell me everything from now on, trust me, okay?"
After such a long time, I have been chasing you hard, but you still haven't learned to trust me!"
His big hands gently wiped away her tears. He knew that she really didn't understand emotions and was learning bit by bit.
The warm hands on her face wiped her tears, which made her a little embarrassed. She looked into his eyes for a while and then said: "I'll try my best, but don't hide it from me. If you want me to trust you, you should make me trustworthy."
Behavior.
I didn't want to leave you so soon. I even thought about enduring the pain for you once in my limited life.
But you didn’t come back until almost ten o’clock that day, and you said, ‘I’ll get together with my colleagues.’
But you hid part of it. You went to help the An family in the innermost part of the military area move things. Your body was stained with An Meiwei's fragrance and breath. She hugged your neck and kissed you on the mouth.
Even if I don't say it explicitly, you should know over the years that I have a good sense of smell.
But I ask you: ‘Really?’.
You say 'hmm'
You didn't tell me the truth and just took your clothes and took a shower.
That night you asked me if I could hold you to sleep all the time. How did you want me to answer?
All I can say is: No!
The girl from Anjia comes again the next morning, and you still go with her to Anjia. What can I do? I can only leave to help you!
Don’t say that I didn’t tell you that I can tell the truth of other people’s words. I have been with you for so many years and I don’t believe that you don’t know!
Trust is equal, Aze!" She also wanted to trust him, but with her ability, should she trust him or him? She didn't know!
"I'm sorry, I know you can smell it, but I hid it. I also know that you can tell the truth of other people's words. I just wanted to see if you would be jealous.
You are always so nonchalant. I feel like I have no place in your heart. I need your consent even to hug you.
You are so young and beautiful, but I am getting older and older. When we go out, people always say that I am your father. I am very afraid that you will be snatched away by others, and I am afraid that I am not even qualified to accompany you like this.
How many times have I couldn't help but want to kiss you, but I didn't dare to do anything with your cold look, just for fear that you would be angry and leave me.
But you really left right away. I just left for an hour and didn’t see you when I came back. I didn’t wait for you for lunch. Later I went to look at the wardrobe and found that a luggage bag and three sets of clothes were missing. That’s when I realized you didn’t want me to leave.