That day, several colleagues and I were helping An's family move. The girl from An's family fell down the stairs, and someone else pushed me over to catch her.
She came over the next day to explain things clearly to you.
I didn't go out to An's house, I just wanted to see if you would be angry and come out to find out the truth.
I later went to the Li family. The eldest brother’s daughter-in-law had a stomachache and wanted to go to the hospital to give birth. I just helped and drove them to the hospital.”
He really shouldn't test her. Originally, he was waiting at the door to see how she would react and whether she would really leave him. Unexpectedly, the eldest brother of the Li family was trembling and afraid that his legs would be weak and he could not drive. With his life at stake, he had no choice but to go.
help.
He sent them to the hospital and rushed back immediately. He thought she was just angry and went out, but she completely abandoned him without asking or understanding the truth.
Zhao Tianqin's face turned cold for a moment, and he left his arms and sat away from him. He wiped away his tears before calmly saying: "You didn't trust me in the first place. You testing me is a sign of distrust.
You clearly knew that I could tell the truth from falsehood, but you deceived me and concealed it. This was the first time you didn't trust me. If you didn't tell the truth when I asked you, this was the second time you didn't trust me. She came to explain, but you still walked out with her and didn't come back.
, this is the third time of distrust.
I waited for you at home for an hour and you didn't come back before I left. But I was in the dessert shop at the entrance of the military area. I watched you come back and sat in the shop waiting for more than three hours and you didn't come out to look for me.
I went to the train station at two o'clock. Before I got on the train, I kept looking at the gate. I was thinking about your appearance, thinking that you were not dirty and I could forgive you.
I had planned to be your real wife on the night you cheated on me. Otherwise, why do you think I was wearing red pajamas, and why do you think all the pillows and quilts were changed to red!
You asked me if I could always hold you to sleep. Before I asked you if you had anything to confess to me? You said no!
After I turned thirty-five, every time we slept together, you asked me: ‘Can you hold me while you sleep?’ I never refused you.
Occasionally you can't help but hug me while you sleep, but I haven't said a word to you.
I never refused you a kiss on my forehead or face, even with my eyes closed.
The few times you put your hand on my chest, I never said anything to you!
Yes, I have always been indifferent, but that’s my temperament, but I smile at you occasionally, can’t you see it?
I have been very lonely since I was a child. I lacked food and clothing before I was eight years old. I didn't get better until I went to Gu Qi's place. But Gu Qi didn't raise me as my daughter, but as a spy.
With a physique like my own, you know how painful it would be for me to learn boxing, kicking, swordsmanship, and marksmanship.
Can't you see the bruises on my body? I told you I'm really hurting. Why do I sleep so much? It's because I'm so tired.
Aze! It was you who pushed me away first! How blind are you that you can’t see this?
Do you know that in that life, my mind was too strong and Green Spirit could not affect me in the slightest, Green Spirit could only absorb my luck and energy."
Lin Zezhong felt guilty and collapsed when he recalled the last time she was about to leave in the eighth life. He was really wrong.
It was because he didn't trust her in the first place. He tested her like this three times in a row and didn't go out to find her in time, thinking that she would go home on her own because she was upset. He completely lost her.
Just like in the previous life, he knew clearly that she was in pain but still couldn't bear it, knew that she wanted his company, but she said it again and again and he did it even harder, disappointing her so much that she stopped talking to him.
No matter how much Green Ling influences him, it can't represent his thoughts. If he doesn't have such thoughts, Green Ling can't influence him.
Lin Zezhong looked up at Zhao Tianqin, a little afraid to touch her. He didn't know if it was right for him to seek answers to the questions in every life. He just wanted to let her know how much he loved her. But he found that he loved her, but he didn't treat her properly.
her, and trust her.
Although she doesn't love him, she trusts him, otherwise she wouldn't be so intimate with him. How blind is he!
Thinking back to the night before she left, the house had a completely new look. The pillows and quilts in the room were changed to bright red, but the red candles were not lit.
He tested her like this, and she changed into red pajamas before going to bed.
She asked him gently and calmly if he had anything to confess, and he wanted to see her jealous and said no.
She originally slept very close to him, but after he said no, she turned her back to him, pulled her against the wall and covered her with the quilt so that she wouldn't share the quilt with him. He thought she was jealous and didn't explain.
When he woke up in the middle of the night, he happened to see her taking off her red pajamas and putting on her usual pajamas. He still had no explanation and felt that she was being agitated. It wasn't the first time he saw her being angry, and she acted in such an extremely cold manner.
Look at him.
She prepared breakfast in the morning. She looked up at him many times, but he still didn't explain, and her expression became more and more indifferent.
It was originally planned to go to Xiangshan for two days on Saturday and Sunday, but he didn't pack his luggage until he and the girl from the An family walked out of the door. He looked back at her and looked at him with an extremely indifferent expression. There was no warmth at all, only endless coldness.
, just like seeing her for the first time.
At noon, he prepared lunch and ate it before she came back. He also thought it was such a trivial matter that he didn't go home for dinner. He didn't go to see what was missing from the wardrobe until three o'clock.
There were only three sets of clothes missing from the wardrobe. He thought she was in a mood to go on a trip, so he checked the drawer and found that she didn't even take her wallet and only fifty yuan was missing.
All the bankbooks are still there, and the ring he gave her before was taken off and put back in the box, and even the earrings and necklace were taken off and put back in the box.
Only then did he realize the seriousness of the matter. She had really left everything behind and left.
Zhao Tianqin turned his head and looked at him coldly: "Aze, when can you trust me? You love me, but have you ever trusted me? You always think this or that is good, but have you told me? Do you miss me?
What do I see, think, and feel?
Yes, I know I don't love you enough, but are you worth it? I am so small-minded and rational because I don't want to push myself into the abyss.
Nothing happens for no reason!
Do you know why in my previous life I talked a lot when I first met you, but then I talked less and less? Because I disturbed you by talking to you, and you were unhappy.
And when I talk to you, you always say "um" or "um", or don't even answer.
It's because you didn't talk to me in the first place. It's because you don't want to talk that I don't know how to communicate with you.
When I went to your house for the first time, your adoptive parents hated you so much that I wanted to tell you at that time that they were probably not your biological parents. No one hates their children so much. Why not throw them away if they hate you so much?