Chapter 808: Confident and calm look is really handsome
But you don't want to talk to me and ignore me. I don't know what you think. I don't know whether you want to stay in Nantong City or go back to Jiangzhou City to work. I was studying for a Ph.D. and working at the same time, and the pressure of work and study was too much.
It’s big, so I was a little confused at that time and kind of just muddle along.
I thought that if I didn't touch you or hurt you, you wouldn't leave me.
Later, I planned to ask you properly during the Spring Festival holiday, and I would follow you in whatever decision you made. However, you left me and returned to Jiangzhou City before the Spring Festival.
I went to pick you up not because I was relieved because I solved them, but because I thought you were only slightly injured. In my heart, your well-being is the most important, so don’t give others the chance to hurt you.
None of it is worth it.
I used to live too poor. I love you and don’t want you to live worse than at home, so I work hard to climb up and take orders. I don’t want to be inferior to you and let others laugh at you for marrying such a bad man.
I say I love you but I haven't really gotten to know you. I only want to get you and keep you close to me, but I always ignore you and what you want.
We don't study the same major. I just study my own major and surrounding it. I'm not as knowledgeable as you by reading all kinds of books. It's always easy for me to be at a loss for words when communicating with you, so
If you have too low self-esteem, you will gradually stop wanting to talk and feel that you are not worthy of you.
That’s why I want to make more money so that you can live a better life. This is all I can do for you, but I have forgotten my original intention. I have forgotten that I pursued you in order to accompany you, take care of you, and make you happy.
Happiness makes me happy too.
It's because I didn't get to know you well, and I didn't communicate with you and listen to your opinions. It's because I didn't accompany you and the children well. It's because I made too many mistakes. It's because I didn't trust you.
If you have anything to say, tell me directly. I will listen to your opinions and suggestions in the future. I really know that I have made various mistakes in the past. I will not keep everything in my heart without telling you. I will change it.
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It was because he failed to trust her and was unwilling to tell her anything. Why didn't he know that she was so unique and smart? He treated her like this and chilled her heart, so she became farther and farther away from him.
So until now she still only loves herself a little bit.
Zhao Tianqin put her arms around his broad back and said, "I never thought you were bad, despicable or vicious. If it weren't for my parents and your dad, I wouldn't be as powerful as you.
When you defended your master's degree and doctor's degree on the stage, you looked very confident, calm, elegant and handsome. You were always confident and calm when walking with your friends and colleagues. No matter who you faced, you were always confident and calm. Why are you in front of me?
Are you so unsure of me?
You asked me if I love you, and I told you for sure. I have never been a fool. Do you think you can coax me if I don’t like or love you? If you can coax, it depends on whether I give you a chance! And why should I?
Don’t give others a chance but only give it to you?
Even if I don't tell you how much pain I feel, you know that I am in pain. If I can bear the bruises and pain all over my body and give you pleasure, will you not love you?
Before you got pregnant with Yingying, it was because Huang Zebao almost insulted me, so I became more afraid of love affairs. In addition, it made me sick to go to nightclubs or bars with dirty smells, so I rejected you.
You know that I am not in good health but with such a constitution, I can only refuse you during pregnancy.
After I recovered from Yingying, no matter how bad my health was, I never refused you. The last time we were together was that night in the guest room. Your real spirit sneaked in and fused to hurt me so badly. I had only vomited blood during the day and was weak, but I still didn't refuse you. This way
I was badly bruised and I didn't even say a word to you the next day.
If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t endure this!
Although I always think you look like a beauty, your words and deeds are very manly! So handsome!
Your smile is so warm!
For the first time in my life, I felt your voice moved me. Although I forgot about you later, the second time you held an umbrella for me, even though you were shy and shy, your smile was so warm that it warmed my heart.
The heart and the sound also make me feel very moved.
Although I was only sixteen years old at that time, I knew what it was like to like you, so I was willing to go to dinner with you.
In the eighth life, you know why I saved you and even dared to sleep with you that night. It wasn't because I knew you wouldn't do anything wrong to me because of my ability, nor because I knew you couldn't do anything to me because of my incredible strength.
But I have never liked anyone at the age of thirty-one. You are the first person I have a crush on. I am even very sure that I like you, so I fell in love with you.
Although you hit me with eggs, your smile that day is something I will never forget in my life. I threw broken eggs and a towel full of egg whites at you. You were not angry but still very happy. Even though I was still young, you were still very happy.
I will deeply remember your warm smile that day.
You walked through the plank road and came to the path in front of the cave covered in mud and blood. I didn't recognize you at first, so I told you to get lost. But you didn't get angry at all in the face of my evil words, and you even showed your face and the first name to me.
The same smile on your face reminded me of you, so I was willing to save you and give you my lunch.
My ability felt that you fell in love with me at first sight. You were full of joy and admiration, which made me feel that it would be nice to have a companion. But in that life, my mind was too firm due to my experiences at a young age, and my body was too bruised and painful. I knew and understood me very well.
I can't bear the life of a couple, so I reject you and simply sleep together.
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Aze, you are really good, so you don’t have to be so cautious when facing me. You are really handsome when you are confident and calm." She suddenly felt that this man is always easy to worry about because of her.
He didn't love her much, he felt like she would leave him, and the sense of security she gave him might not be enough!
Hearing her say that he was handsome with his confident and calm look, Lin Zezhong couldn't help but smile. He chuckled and turned his face to her ear and asked hoarsely: "You really think I'm handsome, not a beauty? You're not comforting me, are you?"
The slightly hoarse, clear and magnetic voice carries an indescribable meaning.
Looking at the small, white and crystal clear earlobes, he couldn't help but kiss them lightly.
In an instant, Zhao Tianqin pushed him away, her face instantly turned red, and she glared at him angrily: "Not handsome at all, she is a beautiful beauty."
After saying that, he quickly turned around and took a glass of water on the table and drank it before he felt the heat on his face dissipate.
"Yeah! She's a beauty!" Lin Zezhong smiled happily, with a bit of teasing and tolerance in his expression.
She must have kissed her earlobe because she was angry. Her various reactions always made her very happy.