I wanted to tell you, but you stopped me and said: "I know you feel it, but don't say it. We will just live together for a while and I will protect you. Don't worry."
At that time, I really wanted to say: "There is no possibility of a father's love and mother's love, so don't expect it."
Such strong malice and hatred are like the two desperadoes who pried open our door, and will not give you a chance to survive.
And they only have a trace of malice towards me, but they treat me like this even with this trace of malice.
Huang Zebao was very malicious towards me at the first meeting. Do you know what would happen if I met such a person? He wouldn't give me a chance to live! Why do you think I was close to death so many times!
You said you would live for a while, but it turned out to be three years. You said you would protect me, but where were you when I was being tortured by them?
Later you said you wanted to get rid of them all at once, but sometimes I suspected that you just wanted them to hurt me and get rid of them all at once after they died!
Otherwise why did you wait so long?
If I don't force you, will you leave them?
You know how many times you have threatened them, and I feel it clearly too. Even if we move out, they don't dare to do anything to us!
You may want to say that you didn't know how to solve such a problem at the beginning, but why didn't you tell me or my parents? The reason is that you don't trust me or my parents at all.
Or is it because of your pride that you feel embarrassed to tell me?
We are husband and wife, let’s lose face together, okay?
If I say that they hurt me on purpose, and that I deliberately did not avoid it, because they always verbally insult me, what do you think of me now? Do you think I am vicious?
Your adoptive father snatched my bag to get money countless times. I didn't avoid it on purpose and let him get into trouble. Your adoptive mother knew that I bruise easily so she bumped into me on purpose. I also didn't avoid it on purpose and let her hit me!
When you came to pick me up and I told you about this, you breathed a sigh of relief. Why? They breathed a sigh of relief when it was finally solved?
If you want them to hurt me and let them die, just say a word and I can do it for you.
Are you afraid that I will think you are vicious? But you are not vicious if you threaten them countless times? Do you think you can hide it from me?
We live alone and you are always working. I want to ask you, are we husband and wife? Do we need to be so clear about our separation? You always let me spend your money, but you are not willing to spend mine!
Would I be happy if you put everything in the house in my name alone? Aren’t the husband and wife together? If you treat me badly, you can still get a share of the house with the money you paid for the house during the divorce.
At that time, Zhong Suni had not joined the Construction Bureau, so Green Spirit had no influence on you! It was you who had always been indifferent to me and said nothing to me!
You clearly know that I can feel your mood changes, but you haven't put it away since you got married. Before you got married, you put away all your thoughts. After you got married, you let out all your bad things!
Although you said that there is no pressure when you are with me, just be with me, but if there is no pressure, why are you working so hard? I said that just stay with me, you can rise up slowly, but what about you? In just a short time
It takes eight years to complete the journey, while others will leave in 20 or 30 years.
You obviously know that I am not in good health, but you try hard to persevere every day. I have been close to death four times since I married you, and you still don’t know how to accompany me.
Do you know why the children dislike you? Because they can't see you. How many times have you hugged them and accompanied them? All we want is your company!
Instead of working at home all the time, your life in your previous life revolved around work!
What's the use of earning so much money? We can't spend much, and you want to give us better things, but we don't need them. All we want is for you to be by our side!
Why are you clinging to me like this now? After losing, are you afraid of losing again?
I am no longer an ordinary person, but I also tell you that no one is immortal! Death is also rebirth and the beginning of a new round!"
Lin Zezhong looked at Zhao Tianqin with mixed emotions. After a moment, he stretched out his hand to hold her little hand. He was relieved that she did not struggle or throw away his hand: "Qinqin, I..."
After a pause, Lin Zezhong didn't know what to say to her.
"If you have something to say, just say it. You can hide some things from me, but you'd better answer me when I ask you something, otherwise the misunderstanding will be caused by yourself.
The reason I left in the eighth life was not that I didn’t believe what you told me, that you could only touch one of my women, but that there might be exceptions, and I was not an exception.
I don’t think there’s anything between you and An Meiwei, because An Meiwei doesn’t like you. She came over looking awkward and uneasy, and looked a little disgusted by you. Even if you are good-looking, not all women will like you!
I don't understand what you want to do, but my health is getting worse and worse. I don't want to explore and I can't stay with you for long.
I'm waiting at the gate of the military area just to know how much you know about me. If you come out to find me, I will go back with you.
I will leave you once and then treat it as a lifelong relationship between husband and wife.
And I will still leave earlier, so that you can come out earlier, meet others earlier, get married and have children earlier.
Although you are forty-five years old, you are so healthy and strong that no twenty-year-old man is as good as you, but after all, you are too old to afford to delay.
You know everything about me. I have a firm temperament in my life and will never change my determination."
Her temperament has always been that things will not change unless she feels it is worth changing.
Lin Zezhong suddenly hugged Zhao Tianqin with a guilty look, held her little head against his shoulder, and relaxed his mood before saying: "It's my fault, I didn't understand you well, I didn't communicate with you well, I shouldn't have
Everything is hidden from you.
I love you too much and worry too much about gains and losses. You are so simple and beautiful, but at that time I always felt that you didn't understand love because you were deceived by me.
I'm afraid that you will dislike me and hate me even more when you see my despicable and vicious look. I thought that if I don't think about it, you won't be able to feel or see it. But I forgot that you can't see me and you can still see my adoptive parents. You are like this
You can't guess what you are smart about.
I thought Huang Zebao was in jail and they would see the goodness in me. I saw your parents doting on you sisters so much, so they always looked forward to father's love and mother's love, so you were abused by them.
I never wanted them to hurt you and die. They are not worth it, and they are not as important as your hair. I warned them countless times just to hope that they would not hurt you.
I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you and your parents, and I felt too embarrassed to tell you.
And with a body like yours, I don’t want you to feel nervous. I hope you can be happy every day.
When my infertility was discovered, I have been thinking about the best way to solve it. I am not willing to let the land my grandma gave me and the house I built with my scholarship be cheaper for them. I am also afraid that you and grandma will think I am heartless. I am even more afraid of giving it to them.
, they will come to bother us again and again like blood-sucking leeches.