Chapter 49 New Year
I often ask myself a question, if I could turn back time, would I go back and choose something again? I have played a game where players can decide the direction of the game's plot through their own choices, as if they become
You become the protagonist in the game and complete your own big adventure. It is very exciting. When you choose the wrong option, come to a dead end, or have an unpleasant ending, you can naturally go back, delete the save, and choose again.
, trying to achieve the results you most want.
How I wish life could be like this, that I could follow my own choices and see what the outcome would be like, and then make my best choice.
But then again, is this really good? Some people will say that life like this is meaningless. Knowing the answer in advance, there won’t be so many people using their own hard work and efforts to write legendary stories! But I
I don’t expect an extraordinary life! I just want to live a more ordinary and simple life. What’s wrong with that? Sometimes I envy those life forms in the five-dimensional space mentioned in science fiction movies. They exist in the form of consciousness.
, in their eyes, our life is like a long series of trajectories. This trajectory is like a cartoon. Every frame is still. When the browsing speed is faster, it starts to move. No matter how hard we struggle,
For them, everything has long been a foregone conclusion. Their casual move is a person's long life. But we can't feel anything, just like ants trapped in a painting, never knowing what is outside.
What's happening outside.
When a person is happy enough, he will not think about these things. Once he starts thinking about these mysteries of the universe, he is just looking for some solace.
Just like me, I live in the gap between reality and dreams every day, just like standing on the Prime Meridian, with darkness on one foot and dawn on the other. In my mind, I have imagined countless beautiful things.
, I imagined a blue mountain, an endless grassland, and a beautiful castle-like house standing at the junction of the grassland and the mountain. The clouds in the sky were so soft, kissing the mountainside of the mountain.
, the breeze gently caressed my face, blew away the dandelions on the grass, scattered into the distance, blew up my straw hat, and hung it on the banyan tree in front of the door. I did not chase it, because I was admiring the sunset in the distance.
, a golden look, shining on the gravel road in front of the door that extends into the mountains. I quickly moved out the chair, took out my beloved cello, faced the mountains and flowing water, and played a melody that only the mountains could understand...
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Life like this is enough! No matter how high-ranking officials, riches, glory, or bright future, the world is rolling, don’t pursue it.
, don’t look at it, don’t care about it, don’t ask about it! No matter whether I am hard-working or sloppy, I just want to live a free and easy life. This time, I will not live for others, only for myself!
Looking back, I saw the pedestrians on both sides of the road. I don’t know when it started to snow again in the sky. After I came back, I would wear headphones every night and walk in the streets and alleys of this city. I didn’t have to pay attention to the late roll call. No one was there.
They will blow the lights out whistle for me, and no one will ask me to get up at two o'clock in the middle of the night to stand guard. For me, this is the best gift that the real world can give me. To be honest, I also like it very much. Not long after
It's New Year's Day, and there are fewer and fewer people walking on the streets. Everyone is busy preparing New Year's goods and going to the village to visit the elderly at home. It's great to have a lively meal with the family on the New Year's Eve night.
It is also a good thing to have a reunion dinner and light the first fireworks in the New Year when the clock rings at twelve o'clock. I am also looking forward to the arrival of the New Year and being reunited with my family.
Finally, New Year's Eve came. Our family spends New Year's Eve at my aunt's house every year. It has been like this since I was a child, and this year is no exception. When I got up early in the morning, the road was bustling with cars, and there were people going there.
There are people who buy gift boxes in large and small bags in supermarkets, and there are also people who buy fruits in boxes at the entrance of the fruit market. The traffic policeman still sticks to his post to direct traffic on New Year's Eve. The old aunts selling vegetables are busy, but they can't hide.
Live the joy of making a fortune. Everyone is happy in their hearts. At this moment, I am no exception.
Many people come to my aunt's house every Spring Festival. My two brothers, sister-in-law, and their children call me uncle. Although they are not much younger than me, the generational hierarchy cannot be messed up. There are also sisters-in-law.
My family and relatives will also come. A house with three bedrooms and two living rooms will only become so crowded in the 30s every year. As soon as I entered the door, my aunt greeted me, especially when she saw me, she was even more happy.
She is the one who loves me the most, and now she is extremely happy to see that her future military officer nephew is back. After taking care of us, my sister-in-law and my mother went to prepare the New Year's Eve dinner and dumplings in the evening, and I just
Chatting with my little nieces and nephews.
There is such a custom every New Year's Eve dinner. We will wrap candies, coins, and chili peppers in dumplings. Eating candies means that the year will be sweet and sweet, coins mean making a fortune, and chili peppers mean new year.
The year has been booming. Every year I am lucky enough to eat every one of them. I don’t know whether it is booming or not, but at least the meaning is always good.
After the New Year's Eve dinner, the adults started an all-night activity that happens every year on the 30th - playing mahjong. As for me, I sat in front of the TV with the children and watched
Watching the Spring Festival Gala, I checked my mobile phone and sent greetings to friends I care about on WeChat. At midnight, we children went downstairs with firecrackers and fireworks. In the community, while looking at the clock, we were ready to light the fire at any time.
Prepare, this posture is like a rocket launch, accurate to the second. The bell rang and the firecrackers fired, which meant that the new year was noisy, vigorous and prosperous. I took out my mobile phone and looked at the dark sky.
I took a picture of the fireworks exploding in the night sky. They were so gorgeous. When I put down my phone, I realized that I could no longer take pictures for Jingxue to see like before. So, after the fireworks dispersed, I also rubbed them
He left in a hurry with his hands that were red from the cold.
To put it this way, since the severe winter last year, she and I have basically lost the holiday greetings and daily good mornings and good nights. Even during this New Year, I still haven’t received a letter from her. So I had to read through it.
While sending greetings to them in groups, they responded one by one to express their gratitude.
"Tick!" The message alert sounded on the mobile phone. To be honest, I was a little surprised. Logically speaking, after I replied to their group message, there was basically nothing left. I turned on the phone and saw that it was Qiu Yuyue's message. "
What are you doing?" Such a short sentence also made me feel a little incredible. Yes, since I added her WeChat, or since I met her, this is the first time she has opened it in this way.
A conversation. After chatting for a few words, we talked about the past.
She explained to me the reason why she stopped Fan Jingxue and I from sitting at the same table. She said that Jingxue came to her and said that I was a little clingy and annoying, which made Yuyue angrily stand up for her best friend and come to see me.
Ask me not to sit at the same table with Jingxue anymore. Because she also knows that I must like Jingxue, and she also wants to prevent me from delaying her. In fact, after hearing these words, I didn’t understand.
Why did everything that was in harmony suddenly annoy her? Just when I was still puzzled, she actually told me her story.
Mo Shangjunzi Wen Ruyu. When she came to high school, she fell in love with him, a person who was completely opposite to herself. He liked to play basketball and lively places, while she liked reading and quiet places;
His personality is cheerful, enthusiastic and generous, just like the bright sunshine under the blue sky in summer, while her personality is quiet, shy and reserved, just like the quiet sunset beside the sunset in autumn. However, this cannot stop the boy from being attracted to the girl.
Basketball, she was watching him on the edge of the basketball court. He played the guitar and sang songs. She sat on the grass not far away and looked at him and listened to him. It was such a beautiful life of chasing each other, each other.
Chapter completed!