"You are stupid. If you say you don't do such a good job, you won't do it?"

On the day I resigned, Da Ben scolded me like this.

During that period, Da Benz was repairing broken cars three times a week, so I envied my work.

I answered him: "If you like to do it, then you do it."

I had a very unpleasant fight with Da Ben that day, and we didn't contact each other for the next month.

There were many things worth remembering that day. One of them made me understand one thing: Never treat your boss as a fool, otherwise you will find that you are the biggest fool in the end.

When I went to hand over my resignation letter, Brother Yun, who was as fond of words as gold, had a rare long sentence: "Mr. Huang is because I have no consideration for that matter. We just need not report it. You don't need to leave."

I was very moved at that time, and when I was moved, I told the truth: "Brother Yun, I don't want to hide it from you anymore. Actually, my diploma is fake."

Brother Yun was very calm and always cherished his words like gold: "I know."

I was scared to the spot: "How did you know?"

Brother Yun's expression at that time was as evil as the protagonist of the novel: "When I was in your position, I followed up and interviewed the case of fictitious certificates in this city. At that time, I had the same ideals as you. After working hard for half a month, all the materials were useless because they could not be reported. I know much more about the twists and turns in the certificate application industry. As soon as I look at your graduation certificate, I know it is fake."

I asked, "Then why do you still use me?"

Brother Yun: "Before you, there were several real undergraduate students who came to apply for the job, but I was not satisfied. When you came to apply for the job, I originally wanted to expose you, but deliberately said that I was also a graduate of the Journalism Department of Sichuan University. I didn't expect that your child was brave and so calm, which made me appreciate you a little. Later, after hearing that you talked so much, I had an idea - why not let this young man try it."

I don’t know how to take over the conversation. Before this, I always thought I was the director of this live-action job search drama and Brother Yun was just a supporting role. In the end, I found out that Brother Yun was always the director and I was the supporting role.

Brother Yun said again: "In the past six months, you have gone from a naughty young man who knows nothing to an old man. It is not easy for the newspaper to train a newcomer, so don't leave. I'm about to go up. If you have some experience, I will be yours sooner or later."

In the end, I decided to leave.

When I left my job, I never bid farewell to my former colleague, nor did I have any nostalgia for my original unit. Having said that, is anyone who misses the place where I wash dishes?

This newspaper was the place where I felt belonging for the first time and I was nostalgic when I left. Moreover, on the day I left, I felt warmth from my colleagues for the first time in my life.

When he left, Brother Ma helped me pack my things and sent me out of the door. When he was about to leave, he said an ambiguous sentence: "In the past, I only thought you were brave. Those with barefoot were not afraid of those who wore shoes. Now I think you have the courage than me."

I was puzzled: "What does this mean?"

Brother Xiao Ma said, "I understand why you want to leave. I have thought about leaving before. The farther away from this journey, the better. But we live in a very realistic world. If you are hungry, you have to eat. I have struggled for a long time but still can't bear to leave this job. Haha, I've been like this in my life, and I've been wandering around with my camera and still have money to take. If I don't do this, what else can I do?"

I said, "You shouldn't have left at first, and there is no need to look down on yourself like this. Photography is a dream you have had since childhood. People who pursue dreams are always respectable. I still don't know where my dream is."

Brother Ma was silent for a while, then patted my shoulder and said, "Boy, remember to come back and see it often."

At this point, I became a jobless vagrant again.

At the same time, I also became a eunuch online writer.

When I was drinking with Brother Ma, I felt that I was quite strong. When I was free alone, I found that I couldn’t be strong at all. When I was alone in the house, my mind would always be filled with sad memories.

During those days, I didn’t know what strength I had to live, and I couldn’t find the motivation to write.

I chose to leave and go far away.

The above words seem poetic at first glance. People who can say such words are definitely wandering prodigals. The reality is that I don’t know where to go.

I just don't want to stay in this city anymore.

When I returned to Chengdu from afar, I wrote a passage lyrically in my QQ information: I finally returned to the city I miss, but it’s a pity that you are no longer in this city.

Now, I have to go from Chengdu to the unknown distance again, so I can only express my feelings alone as lonely as snow: I finally left this city, regardless of whether you are still there in this city.

A person who is unemployed for too long has a characteristic. He is called a decadent face and a naughty face.

The day I left, Yuanyuan came to see me off, and he said, "Can you not look bad?"

I didn't even feel like I was talking back, but I still felt a little warmth in my heart.

When a person is particularly empty, lonely, cold and helpless, having a friend by his side will make you feel much better. Friends may not necessarily bring you actual benefits. They just make you realize that you still have friends, you are not alone, you will never walk alone.

Many of my friends like to hurt each other and expose each other's scars when they get together. Yuanyuan used to do the same. Later, he learned to consider other people's feelings. When he was leaving, he said an inspirational saying that touched me: "People cannot decline for the rest of their lives. I believe you will make a name for themselves. Next time you come back, don't let me see you live in the five major gardens."

I told him: "If I come back and live in the five major gardens, I will never come back in my life!"
Chapter completed!