[061] On the road
On the road.
These three words are the names of several books and are also the life situation of my life at a certain period.
No matter where I go, no matter how deeply I pretend to be so deep that I have escaped the haze of broken heart, in the dead of night, my mind will automatically replay the days I spent with Eve.
Life once again cannot stand the review. Looking back on my story with her, you can tell it clearly with two campus folk songs.
When I met her, it was a song "The Era of Floating White Clothes". Our beginning was like this: "When the autumn wind stopped at the tips of your hair, on the red sunset shoulders. You stared at the clear pulse of the leaves, she fell gracefully..."
When she and I ended, it was a song about the present and the future, and our ending was like this: "Unexpectedly, everything became pale. Unexpectedly, everything became pale..."
I was very sad along the way.
Such sadness is neither because of the end of a relationship nor because of Eve, which makes me even more sad.
What I am really sad is that before Eve started, I believe there is someone in this world waiting for me, so I am very happy every day. After Eve ended, I am not sure who will wait for me in this world. I have walked through many places and met many girls. I have never felt like I was waiting for me. I have never felt like I was waiting for me along the way. I can't see any hope.
Such hopelessness is the most sad.
The only thing I can do is not let myself stop and stay on the road forever.
I often think while walking, I think, is there anyone waiting for me in this world?
Chapter completed!