I didn't say anything and started eating. I was eating and drinking at the same time. My head was dizzy. I hugged Sister Qing's tombstone and hugged the quilt. I drank a whole bottle of white wine and started talking dizzy.
Nonsense. At night, in a daze, I felt like someone was covering me with a quilt. My head felt dizzy and uncomfortable. I couldn't care about that much. I curled up my body. At night, I slept here. It was very cold. It was true.
It was cold. Even though I covered myself tightly and the quilt was thick, I still woke up several times in a daze due to the cold.
I opened my eyes for the last time in a daze. It was already dawn. There was mineral water next to me. I was very thirsty. I drank the mineral water in one breath, closed my eyes, and fell asleep again.
At noon, the weather was very nice. I leaned up and rubbed my eyes. I saw Lin Ran digging a small hole and slowly burning paper. There were a lot of paper money, paper houses, and paper cars beside him. I leaned up.
After getting up, Lin Ran turned around and smiled, "Are you up?"
"kindness."
"I really admire you. You are not afraid of catching a cold."
I shook my head, "It's okay. Where did these paper money come from?"
"I bought it from the village in the morning. There is something for sale in the village. I finally got here, so let's burn something for my sister. Look, there are also newly bought clothes, a car, and a house."
I stretched out my hand and said, "Don't burn that man."
"This is a servant, not a husband." Lin Ran glanced at me, "How about it, are you feeling better?"
"It's much better, but I just can't accept it."
"You have to accept it even if you can't accept it. No matter what happens, no matter whether you can't get through it, you have to get through it. If you can't walk, run, if you can't run, jump, if you can't jump, crawl, and if you can't crawl, go around." Lin Ran looked at it.
I said, "As long as you believe in yourself, nothing is impossible."
"That's easy to say."
"When my mother left, I was a hundred times sadder than you." Lin Ran's voice suddenly became softer. "When she left, I was alone. Do you know how I survived those days? If not
Anli stayed with me during that most difficult time and depended on me, but I don't know what will happen now."
I stood up, walked to Lin Ran, and helped Lin Ran burn paper together. I saw the dark circles around Lin Ran's eyes, "You didn't sleep last night, okay? Just take care of me."
"You are just a big kid. Sometimes you know everything, and sometimes you let others worry about everything. You don't know how to take care of yourself. Do you feel uncomfortable if you drink too much? Can this solve the problem?"
"Okay, stop talking about this. Thank you for yesterday." I said calmly and picked up the paper money from the side. "Sister, don't worry, I will do everything you said." Then I took yesterday's letter from inside my clothes.
I came out, followed the paper money, and lit them all. "Don't worry, I can do it all." I repeated.
"There are still some things I don't know whether I should say."
"Say it."
Lin Ran looked at me, "When I was chatting with my aunt yesterday, I heard her say that before Sister Qing committed suicide, some strangers appeared. They also had a quarrel with Sister Qing. Sister Qing was very excited at the time, but with these
I know him, Sister Qing knows me, but Auntie doesn’t."
"What did you say!" I stood up immediately. "What did you say!"
"Don't get excited, can you listen to me first?"
"Okay, okay, I'm not excited, just tell me."
"Later, Sister Qing went out with these people for a whole day and night. There was no news, and the family was also worried. When she came back, she seemed to be a different person. First she didn't eat for two days, and then she became very happy and bought things for this person.
, I didn’t think much about buying something for that person at the time, and within two days, I wrote three letters, which can be regarded as a will, one to his parents, one to her grandparents, and one to "Lin"
Ran paused and said, "Here you go. Then he left. He walked very peacefully. He locked himself in the room, took a box of sleeping pills, and put the letter aside. This is what my aunt told me."
"Do you know who those people are?"
"I don't know, but what I do know is that there were four people here, driving Audis. They all wore big sunglasses and were dressed similarly. The one in the head was quite thin, with a medium build and big eyes." Lin Ran thought for a moment, "It seems to be Bo
Long, but if you think about it carefully, it shouldn't be Bo Long. First of all, he shouldn't know where Sister Qing's home is. Secondly, Sister Qing has left there, why is he still here? But maybe Qiang Wu asked Bo Long to do it.
A strong five can do anything."
"Is it Bolong again?" I said calmly, "Is it Bolong?"
Lin Ran shook his head, "I don't know either. But, don't get excited."
I stood there, looking at Sister Qing's tombstone, thinking for a long time, turned around, and smiled at Lin Ran, "I'm leaving. I'm going home. It's the New Year, so give yourself a good mood. If you don't want others to know,
Unless you do nothing, there will be a result sooner or later."
"As long as you can be open-minded, I hope you can get over this hurdle."
I took a deep breath and stopped talking. Lin Ran and I finished burning the paper. We returned to Sister Qing's grandma's house. I exchanged a few polite words with Sister Qing's mother, then took Shen Lin and her mother back home.
After I sent Sister Qing's mother home, I took a deep breath and said, "Auntie, if you have anything to do in the future, just tell me. I'll be here when you call me."
Sister Qing's mother smiled and reached out to touch my face.
"Auntie, from today on, I am your nephew. Don't worry, I will treat you as my own aunt."
Sister Qing's mother was a little moved and nodded. She wanted to stay with us to eat there in the evening. I was really not in the mood to eat. I wanted to leave this place quickly.
When we had dinner in the evening, when we arrived at our house, my mother had prepared a meal.
As soon as he entered the house, the old man smiled and took out a bottle of Wuliangye, "Come on, son, let's drink this tonight."
I washed my hands, sat down, and drank with my dad without saying a word. My dad felt happy after drinking it, but I felt sick after drinking it. I was so sick that I didn’t sleep all night. I didn’t say anything and my stomach hurt terribly.
, I rarely drink like this since I graduated. Those people are not around, and I can’t get the feeling I had when I drank. I just regained my stomach, and just like that, I vomited blood again. This time, the old man was also frightened.
, my mother was so angry that she quarreled with my father. I couldn't get over the energy at night. In the end, I had no choice but to go straight to the hospital and was put on a sling. I suffered from alcohol poisoning. I also had a cold and a fever, and I felt like I wanted to die.
feeling.
For three days in a row, I still couldn't calm down. I felt so regretful that my intestines felt so uncomfortable.
My mother still has to work and won't have a break until New Year's Eve. My father doesn't know what he is busy with these days and won't tell me. Fortunately, Lin Ran is around, otherwise I will truly become a nobody.
She is in charge of the children. Shen Lin often comes to help.
These days, it is also thanks to their care.
I stayed in the hospital until the 29th of the Lunar New Year, and I almost felt better. I got off work in the evening, picked me up from the hospital, and cleaned me up. In order to thank Lin Ran and Shen Lin, I invited them to have dinner at one of the most luxurious restaurants here. It felt like , which can be considered quite comfortable.
Before I was discharged from the hospital, the doctor did not forget to tell me that if I drank like this, I might not be able to save myself. I don’t know if he was really trying to scare me. I felt like I didn’t drink much. In short, from this incident on, I basically It means that I have given up drinking. If I can stop drinking, I will definitely stop drinking. I have a shadow and am afraid.
Shen Lin spent the Chinese New Year at our house. During the Chinese New Year, she just made a phone call to her parents. On the first day of the new year, Chen Yang called me. It was a very warm feeling. The two gentlemen actually chatted for three times. For many hours, this has never happened before in my life dictionary, Wang Yue. Bullets never dared to trouble Chen Yang again. Chen Yang’s life at school was much better. I asked for his bank card. , I transferred 5,000 yuan to his card and asked him to help bring it to Baldy's parents. I just told him that I had something to do and couldn't go. As for not daring to go back, I still didn't have the courage to say these words to Chen Yang. Think about it. , He also understood that he understood my personality and did not shirk it. He called Qin Xuan, Brother Feng, Tianwu, Shaochen, and everyone chatted for a while. He also didn’t forget to call Du Yue. Brother Piaoyi, morning. They all forgot about what they wanted to fight me for, and started making trouble with me. I originally wanted to call Tutu, but it turned out that Tutu’s business card on the phone seemed to have been deleted by Lin Ran. After thinking about it, I decided to forget it.
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Chen Yang called me and saw Xiao Chao at Bald Zi’s house. Xiao Chao took Xi Yu with him. He also bought a lot of things, and Xiao Chao also gave me a lot of money. He also gave me a lot of money. After chatting with Xiyu for a long time, Xiyu said that they were ordinary friends. Xiaochao also said the same, but Xiaochao stayed with Xiyang and often met Xiyu. As for the sensitive issues between us, Chenyang didn't say a word about it. He didn't mention it, he just told me that he felt a little far away from Xiaochao, but Xiaochao usually took care of the bald man's parents, and Xiaochao basically went there every week. This was what Zhao Qianya told Chen Yang .I asked Chenyang how Xiaochao’s physical condition was, and Chenyang said it was very good, which made me feel relieved. Chenyang asked me, what would I think if Xiaochao was really with Xiyu, he said We were together every day, and sooner or later we would have feelings for each other. I was quite calm at the time, and I told Chen Yang, "I will be his best man. I promised him many years ago when we were just eating a steamed bun." "Chen Yang was not talking about this issue. He talked about Lin Yifei, Huixu, and Yuanyuan. Fei Ge seemed to have disappeared, with no news at all. He also left a message on Fei Ge's QQ. Brother never came back. Chenyang went to Huixu's house but couldn't find Huixu. Huixu's father said that Huixu hadn't been back for a long time. When he called Huixu, he couldn't get through. He called Fatty Tao. The phone call came and he was fine now. He and his mother both worked in Dongge’s father’s company. After the Chinese New Year, Dongge will be sent to the United States for treatment. Dongge is still in a vegetative state, which is what their family said. The family is rich, and an ordinary family cannot even maintain it. When Brother Dong and his father were chatting with Fatty Tao, he had already told Fatty Tao that if he wanted to shuffle the cards one day, let Fatty Tao notify Qin Xuan and me. And Bo Long, let Dong Ge’s little brother leave there. When I asked him why Bo Long was included, Fatty Tao told me, “I don’t know either, no one can influence Dong Ge’s father’s thoughts. I wanted to send some more money to Fatty Tao, but he sternly refused. He refused to ask for anything. In the end, I had no choice but to give it up. I called Nuannuan and wished her happiness. She was also quite calm. Thank me. Xiyu thought about it and didn’t call her. If she and I can’t be lovers, we are destined to not even be friends.”
