If all that causes us pain were removed, what would be left? - Babisak
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"Xiaochuan, I have a request." After Qin Bei came back from the doctor, he wanted to go in and see his wife, but there were some things he had to say to Xiaochuan.
"It's confidential, right?" Xiaochuan blurted out, Qin Bei nodded, "Just the two of us know."
"I'm afraid it won't be easy to hide it from Qin Nan, because it may require surgery." Xiaochuan said thoughtfully.
"Hide it for a while. I'll try to persuade her. She's in a very serious mood right now. If she can't come out, her condition may get worse." Qin Bei frowned deeply, worried. Although the disease doesn't seem that dangerous now,
But now Qin Nan's mood is not conducive to the improvement of his condition. This is why heart disease is difficult to treat.
Xiaochuan nodded, "Where is Ruoruo..."
"Keep it secret for me, too." Qin Bei said, "Well, I think so too." Xiaochuan took it and was thinking about what method to use. Neither mother nor daughter is that easy to deceive.
"Then let's do this for now. I'll accompany you to have a look at your waist."
Xiaochuan waved his hand, "You go in and take a look at Nannan. Don't worry, Ruoruo. I'm fine. Just go there by yourself. You can walk, so there's no big problem."
Qin Bei sighed, "Then I'll go in first."
"Bei..." Xiaochuan stopped talking.
"Um?"
"I'm sorry, everything will be fine. The most important thing now is Nannan's illness. I will take care of the rest." Xiaochuan is also very conflicted now, but he and Ruoruo must put aside the matter for the time being. As for the rest,
He didn't dare to think about what the future would be like, and how to appease Ruochu was also a problem.
Qin Bei glanced at Xiaochuan and said, "Thank you." After saying that, he walked directly into Qin Nan's ward. He was actually very fragile now.
Qin Bei had just entered when Xiaochuan showed a painful expression and moved forward step by step while holding on to the wall. Fortunately, his waist problem was not serious. Xiaochuan was very fortunate that he had a ready excuse to keep Ruochu by his side.
Yes, but this period of life may be inconvenient.
Qin Bei returned to Qin Nan's ward. In this hospital, his mother and his wife lived in different rooms. Qin Bei suddenly felt that the burden on his shoulders suddenly became heavier, even making it difficult for him to breathe.
It turns out that the reason why he has been able to do what he wants to do without any worries for so many years is because Qin Nan has shouldered a lot for him, including his family and the Qin family, and shouldn't these be his share? Hope
Looking at the bloodless Qin Nan, a feeling of guilt and regret deeply gripped Qin Bei. He sat beside her bed, held her soft, boneless hand, and looked at her quietly, looking carefully.
, it turns out that there are fine lines at the corners of her eyes. Qin Bei feels that he is stupid. Does he really think that he has not aged since his appearance has not changed?
She is also aging like him, she is also fighting against the same age, and she is no longer the girl who can squander her life just because she is young. Even though she never said she was tired, he really didn't go
Put yourself in her shoes? Shouldn't he take the initiative to shoulder some of the burden for her because she never complains?
Qin Bei couldn't bear it when he thought that his wife was still reviewing documents late at night for Qin's sake, spending a lot of time on the literary website, and taking care of her sick mother. She had to personally attend every gathering and deal with official matters afterward.
He blamed himself severely, and always thought that he loved her enough, but he never thought about sharing anything for her. Sometimes even if he felt distressed, as long as Qin Nan smiled and said he was not tired, he would really treat her as if she was not tired...
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"Did Xiaochuan send me here?" Qin Nan opened his eyes and saw Qin Bei with a worried expression as if he were mourning for his heir. He thought for a moment and realized that he was talking to Xiaochuan just now. He knew where this place was now without having to guess.
She struggled to get up and frowned slightly. Why did Xiaochuan send her here and find Qin Bei?
"Lie down." Qin Bei was about to reply, but when he saw Qin Nan getting up, he quickly held her down with his hands.
"What are you doing? I have something else to do?" How can Qin Nan lie down at this time? Working is not because of dedication, but because it can make her temporarily forget her worries and feel better. Lying like this will make people despair.
"Nothing is as important as your body. Qin, you don't have to worry about it." Qin Bei said categorically that he would not let her go into battle anymore. She had done enough, and he would let her live every day in the future.
They were all in good health easily. If possible, Qin Bei couldn't help but feel frightened when he thought about the consequences that he didn't know whether they were benign or malignant.
Qin Nan knew Qin Bei's temper and carefully observed his expression, "Bei, am I sick?" she asked tentatively, because Qin Bei's appearance really made her feel unsure.
"Ah, of course. You don't eat well and don't sleep. It would be strange if you don't get sick. The low pressure is less than 40. Just give me a good rest and don't think about anything." Qin Bei turned his eyes to the bedside.
Pretending to be relaxed, he could not lie looking into Qin Nan's eyes.
"What about Xiaochuan?" Qin Nan quite agreed with this statement, because she just felt a little dizzy, but had no other discomfort. She found that the back of one hand was being infused, which should be nutritional solution.
"I'll take you to the hospital and leave. Let me take good care of you. Don't think so much. Have a good sleep. When you get well and take a break from work, let's go on a trip." Qin Bei said sincerely.
Because he found that nothing was as important as the two of them being together now. He just wanted to stay with him and do nothing. When Qin Nan didn't wake up just now, he was even considering resigning.
Qin Nan rolled his eyes at him, "Don't say stupid things. I have a meeting in the afternoon. You can send me to the company later."
Without saying a word, Qin Bei took out his mobile phone and dialed Qin Nan's secretary directly to inform him that the meeting was cancelled. It was too late for Qin Nan to stop him.
"Bei, you don't know that meeting is very important..." Qin Nan started to pant when he was anxious.
"Nothing is as important as your body. I told you, don't worry about anything about Qin from now on. Your body is more important."
"Unless you let the board of directors fire me..."
"I will."
"You..." Qin Nan was angry.
"Nannan, don't you want us to spend the rest of our lives together? We have wasted a lot of time, working hard for our jobs, our families, and our children, but what will happen in the end? Falling sick like you? Is it worth it? Anyway,
I won't allow it..." When Qin Nan didn't wake up just now, Qin Bei thought clearly, so he said it firmly.
Qin Nan wanted to shake his head, but gave up because of dizziness. He sighed softly, "Can we do it now?"
"Why not? When you get better, we will set off. You don't have to worry about anything anymore, you know?"
Qin Nan gently twitched the corner of his mouth, "What are you talking about? We haven't reached the age of retirement yet. What will happen to the company? What will happen to the mother? What will happen to the children? Can you send me to the company?" Qin Nan
What Bei said was not what she yearned for, but in her opinion, it was just Qin Bei's childish wishful thinking. She had never thought that one day she would be able to let go of everything. She was neither a queen nor a princess. She needed to continue to
She has unshirkable responsibilities, family and social.
"You can let it go if you want. I said you can't go to the company, so just give up." Qin Bei's face darkened. Qin Nan couldn't understand the pain and anxiety in his heart, but Qin Bei's expression was not a joke.
, "Okay, then I want to go home, is that okay? Or, can I go see my mother, okay?" Qin Nan asked tentatively.
Qin Bei's expression softened. "After you finish the infusion, I'll ask the doctor. If it's okay, we can go home." As he spoke, he unconsciously pushed away the broken hair on Qin Nan's forehead with his hands.
Qingrou, Qin Nan wanted to say something, but did not say it. Qin Bei's behavior was very abnormal, but she could also understand that he was too nervous about himself. After what happened with Sun Miao, Qin Nan felt that he had not been like this for a long time.
I care about myself, but for a moment I can’t describe how it feels.
Xiaochuan got help from his subordinates at the magazine and returned home smoothly. Ruochu was anxiously waiting for the results at home. She really hoped that her father could convince her mother, although she knew that this hope was still slim at the moment. At the same time, for her father himself
When I went to see my mother, I felt a little uncomfortable. After all, the two of them had another relationship. Ruochu also tried his best to persuade herself not to be so narrow-minded and selfish, but as a girl, she felt a little uncomfortable about her lover meeting his old lover.
It was unrealistic to even mind, especially after seeing how much Xiaochuan cared about Qin Nan, Ruochu unconsciously felt a hidden worry in her heart. The specific reason was unknown, so she had to tell herself that she must
Persevere, but she has no idea how long or to what extent she will persist.
"Humbert, what are you..." The door opened quickly as soon as it rang. Ruochu was still wondering why Xiaochuan didn't open the door himself when he had the key. He saw Xiaochuan being held up by an employee of "Mirror". Ruochu knew that person.
, just because I had been away for a while and couldn't remember the name for a while, and the employee was also surprised when he saw Ruochu. This was a formal announcement to the "mirror" that the two were living together, but Ruochu didn't mind either.
He greeted the colleague generously and opened the door to the two of them.
"Humbert, you?" The person who sent Xiaochuan back placed Xiaochuan on the sofa and left. Ruochu hurriedly continued to ask.
"It seems that I have been needing you to take care of me, an old, weak, sick and disabled person for a while. Look at me, I can hardly take care of myself. How about you just preview what I will be like when I get old?" Xiaochuan said with a smile, deliberately
He exaggerated the situation a bit. In fact, he could come back by himself. The reason for finding someone to send him off was to show his seriousness and to keep Ruochu by his side. Xiaochuan understood that Qin Bei didn't want Ruochu to know that it was not only for Qin Nan but also for Ruochu.
Chu, if Ruo Chu knew that Qin Nan was ill, she would definitely take all the responsibility on herself. Just look at Yuan Jingshu last time and he would know that. He didn't want to see her mentally burdened so much.
Ruochu glared at Xiaochuan fiercely, "Tell me how you did it, why were you so careless?"
"It's okay, I just accidentally twisted it and caused trouble for you, haha."
"So, have you met my mother?"
"How come you see me like this?" Xiaochuan lied.
"Have you ever seen a doctor?"
"Well, it's nothing serious. All the prescribed medicines are over there." Xiaochuan pointed to a big bag that he brought back with him. Ruochu felt relieved.
"You don't dislike me, do you?" Xiaochuan deliberately looked pitiful.
"What do you think? I won't leave. From today on, I will live here and take care of you until you get better." Ruochu said without any doubt.
Xiaochuan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but when he thought about Qin Nan's condition, his heart started to rise again.