Before a man can reveal his feelings and thoughts casually in front of a woman, he must first study the woman thoroughly. - Balzac
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Qin Nan's test results came out and they were benign. This made Qin Bei feel as if he had saved half his life. He thanked the doctor repeatedly, as if he himself had been reborn. Because Qin's company would organize regular physical examinations for employees, so
Problems can still be detected early, and the doctor said that if you keep it well, you don’t need surgery for the time being. As long as you have regular check-ups and don’t let it grow bigger or become cancerous, it will be fine. In any case, this is a blessing among misfortunes.
Finally relaxed a little, Qin Bei left the doctor's office and went to Yuan Jingshu's ward. Through the glass window of the ward door, he saw Ruochu sitting by the bed talking to Yuan Jingshu. Yuan Jingshu looked at her with a smile, her eyes full of love, Qin Bei.
Bei felt sad when he saw this scene. She takes care of Yuan Jingshu in the hospital every day, and she also takes care of Xiaochuan when she returns home. She is just a child under 20 years old. Qin Bei thought about it and did not go in.
After leaving the hospital, Qin Bei told Xiaochuan the news. Xiaochuan was resting at home these days. Because Ruochu was not at home, he didn't have to hide his emotions. He also let out a long sigh on the phone, at least
No more nightmares.
He did not leave immediately and parked the car not far away. Qin Bei sat down in the flower bed near the entrance of the hospital and stared at the passers-by and the various people who came to the hospital. He was thinking about what he would do next.
what to do.
It has only been half a year since the last physical examination. It seems that Qin Nan has been under a lot of pressure in the past six months. He really ignored her because the disease did not develop overnight. Qin Nan has been depressed for a long time. Qin Bei can imagine
What he got was because of Yuan Jingshu's illness, but now it seems that it is not that simple, because after Yuan Jingshu's first stroke, even though she got a lot better, Qin Nan didn't relax much, as if he had been tightening a string.
Qin Bei understood that the current operating status of the company was very good and there would not be a lot of pressure. It stands to reason that Rousseau had kept the website in order. Besides, it had not seen any big storms in so many years.
Qin Bei began to think that these had his own reasons. Although Qin Bei didn't know much about medicine, he still knew a little bit about traditional Chinese medicine as a traditional culture, and he also formed some of his own opinions, so he thought about Qin Nan's illness.
After learning about her recent mental state, he wanted to find out the reason for her unhappiness, and the matter between Ruochu and Xiaochuan was definitely not the only one.
Everyone knows that the only place in the human body that does not have cancer is the heart. This is because blood flows in and out all the time there. As long as the blood can flow smoothly, tumors will not occur. And blood and Qi are closely related, and Qi is not smooth.
, the blood flow is blocked, and it is easy to get sick if the blood flow is blocked, and tumors should be one of them. Of course, Qi is related to people's emotions. If emotions are suppressed every day, why is it strange that Qi and blood can flow smoothly? This is Qin Bei
Of course, his own set of simple Chinese medicine theories has not been confirmed by experts, but Qin Bei stubbornly believes that the root of a person's disease is still in the heart. To cure the disease, he must find and solve the reasons that make Qin Nan unhappy.
, First of all, it’s the matter between Ruochu and Xiaochuan. As for the other things, he will slowly figure it out.
Qin Bei resolutely refused to let Qin Nan go out these days. He kept her in bed all the time and forced her to take supplements. If she didn't want to eat, he would feed her himself. Qin Nan always laughed helplessly and said that she was under house arrest. She asked to go to the hospital to see Yuan Jingshu, and Qin Bei asked her to go to the hospital to see Yuan Jingshu.
If Yuan Jingshu saw her current state, wouldn't she be more worried? Besides, if she was there every day, Qin Nan didn't insist. First, Yuan Jingshu had regained her consciousness now, and she didn't want her to worry about herself.
Secondly, she was afraid of being embarrassed when seeing Ruochu, so she gave up.
However, Qin Bei knew what she had been thinking about. If it was not what he expected, Qin Nan should have gone to the company by himself while he came to the hospital to see the doctor.
Qin Bei put down everything at school and stayed with Qin Nan at home for a few days. If he didn't need to come to the hospital to see the results today, he would continue to accompany her. Thinking of this, Qin Bei stood up and went to Qin's
, afraid that Qin Nan would start working and ignore him just after he got better.
Qin Bei walked directly into Qin Nan's office without any notification. He thought that this office was still his back then, but he saw Qin Nan sitting in front of the computer, reading the content on the screen and rubbing it with two fingers.
Qin Bei felt helpless and distressed at the side of his temple, "Didn't I just sneak out so soon?" He walked directly to Qin Nan's desk, turned off the desktop monitor, and opened the one next to him.
laptop screen closed.
"Bei, don't..." Qin Nan was caught off guard. Just as he was about to express his guilt, he was frustrated by Qin Bei's overbearing actions.
"Don't forget that you promised me that even if it's a work handover, you'll have to wait at least a week before coming back, right?" Qin Bei crossed his arms over his chest with an exaggerated look of dissatisfaction.
"Bei, I never said I wanted to resign. Besides, handover? With whom? Who can take over this stall?" Qin Nan said while going to press the button on the monitor. She was halfway through a report from the planning department because she was ill.
She had been dragging her away for several days, and Qin Bei quickly blocked her arm away with his quick hands and eyes.
"Anyway, there will always be someone to take over. If it doesn't work, why don't you still have me?" Qin Bei was like an unreasonable child at this time, and Qin Nan had nothing to do with him.
"You? Are you willing to give up your work, your research, and your classroom?" Qin Nan actually wanted to say about your young and beautiful students, but he swallowed the last sentence alive.
Qin Bei hesitated for a moment. In fact, he was really reluctant. Qin Nan smiled bitterly and turned on the monitor while Qin Bei was not paying attention. His eyes focused on the report again and ignored Qin Bei.
Qin Nan's attitude made Qin Bei feel a little hurt, "I will do anything for you." Qin Bei said suddenly. Qin Nan raised his head and glanced at him, his eyes softened, "No, I can do it, it's just a minor illness, nothing like that."
Seriously, please sit down for a moment and let's go have lunch later, or wait until I finish reading this report and you can order whatever you want to drink." After that, he focused on the report again.
Qin Bei turned off the screen again this time. Qin Nan frowned, "Nan Nan, let's talk." Qin Bei said solemnly.
Qin Nan had no choice but to stand up from the chair and hit his shoulder with one hand. He got tired easily recently, "Okay, let's go sit on the sofa."
The two sat down on the sofa. Qin Nan asked his secretary to bring in two cups of coffee. Qin Bei carefully relaxed Qin Nan's shoulders and neck. He saw her shoulder-beating action just now, so he carefully relaxed her.
, Qin Nan was a little embarrassed and worried about being seen, but Qin Bei didn't care.
"Is your mother okay? I want to see her later."
"Nan Nan, I think we need to change our living conditions." Qin Bei ignored Qin Nan's words and said to himself.
"how to change?"
"I think we should live for ourselves."
"Why do you say this suddenly?"
"A lot has happened recently, and escaping is not an option..."
"If you want to talk about Ruochu, I don't want to hear it." Qin Bei just started to speak, but was blocked by Qin Nan. This is the last thing she wants to touch now. How can Qin Bei not mention it?
Which pot.
"This is not only Ruochu's business, but also our business. I want you to be happy, but if this matter is not resolved, your heartache will never be cured." Qin Bei pulled Qin Nan's shoulder, and he hoped that she could face it.
And facing it bravely, it is not easy for Ruochu and Xiaochuan to drag on like this. Qin Bei has thought a lot recently and formed his own ideas, even if it is not for Ruochu and Xiaochuan, even for the happiness of him and Qin Nan.
If Qin Nan hadn't been ill, he wouldn't have been able to make a decision so quickly.
"You should go find them." Qin Nan's tone was stiff. In fact, it was an instinctive defense mechanism at work. If you have been injured because of the same thing, this reaction is normal.
"Nannan, the problem now is not with them, their attitude is very clear, but with us, and we need to make a gesture to come out."
"Isn't our attitude very clear? There is absolutely no room for change in this matter. Do we still want to bless them?" Qin Nan was still uncontrollably excited at this point.
Qin Bei became anxious when he saw Qin Nan's attitude. The doctor said that emotions are very important and cannot be suppressed or stimulated. Now he just mentioned it like this, and he reacted like this, "Nan, can we have a good talk about this matter?"
Let’s talk, now.”
Qin Nan barely controlled his tone, "I don't think there's anything to talk about."
"Nan Nan, we should think about it in a different way now. I don't think they are necessarily wrong." Qin Bei held Qin Nan's shoulders with both hands. When Qin Nan heard this, he turned his head awkwardly and looked at him in disbelief.
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"Of course, what they did was not completely right. They didn't consider us and the impact on society, and they were a bit idealistic..." Qin Bei spoke carefully. "To tell you the truth, I was very shocked and sad when I found out about this.
I was angry again, even stronger than your reaction, which is why I chose to hide it from you and not tell you. I even had two fights with Xiaochuan over this..."
Qin Nan turned his head and remained silent. At this time, the secretary brought the coffee in, and Qin Bei released his hand on Qin Nan's shoulder.
"Baby, think about us back then, if there hadn't been obstruction from all sides, we wouldn't have let Ruoruo..."
"It's all in the past. It's not your fault, it's my own fault." He mentioned that he touched Qin Nan's pain point again.
"No, on the surface it's for Zheng Fang. In fact, you don't want to conflict with your family. But the truth is, we just wasted so much time. If we fall in love, no one or anything can stop us, right?"
"Are you comparing our affairs with theirs? Bei, there is no comparison between the two things. They are not us..."
"But we can't have double standards..." When Qin Bei said this, he noticed that Qin Nan's face changed obviously. This was the first time they had a disagreement about one thing, and it was a very serious disagreement. No matter what happened in the past,
Qin Bei always gave in to Qin Nan, but now, he had to try to convince her, even though he had finally convinced himself.