This is the first time a child has consciously called out to me. {Free novel}
Once upon a time, when I was still in college, when I saw those young couples happily together with their children, I would always fantasize about one thing in my mind: What will my child look like in the future? Will it be a boy or a girl?
It would be great if they were twins, even better... At that time, I was very strange. I always fantasized about children first and then started to further think about what kind of woman my future wife would be.
I was like that at that time, and my fantasies were so unrealistic.
Later, after Zhao Menglei and I got married, when I learned that she was infertile, although I felt some regret in my heart, the regret was not very strong because I didn't really feel it at that time.
to the joy and happiness of being a father. But to be honest, I really don’t care much about her infertility problem, I just feel sorry for it. But I didn’t expect that the regret in my heart would cause such a big mistake, and it still makes me sad to this day.
I feel uneasy. In my heart, her death seems to be directly related to me. This feeling makes me unable to let go for a long time, and the guilt in my heart lingers for a long time.[
It was Chen Yuan who gave me a child. However, she paid so much.
We had our child, and he was beautiful and cute. Although he was born prematurely, his body developed like a normal child. He was born thin and skinny and gradually turned into a tiger-like head and a cute look, especially the rosy spots on his face.
Those obvious traces of my inheritance made me truly feel the joy of the continuation of my life. I truly felt the happiness and satisfaction of being a father.
Since the child was six months old, he has clearly shown his curiosity about the world: he is learning words "yah" and looking at everything around him with so much curiosity. Not long ago, I found that he began to learn to use a spoon to eat.
He thought happily: The child has finally changed - according to Marx's theory, learning to use tools is one of the differences between humans and animals.
And today, when I heard the child clearly calling out the word "Daddy", exciting emotions such as surprise, excitement, joy, satisfaction, happiness, joy, etc. suddenly hit my heart violently!
The child calls me "Dad"!
All along, I have always imagined the day when the child can grow up to speak, and now, this day has finally arrived. I imagine, I hope, that Chen Yuan can wake up to the sound of the child's call. Because I firmly believe in one thing
: The hearts of mother and child are connected, and the call of the child will definitely wake up Chen Yuan!
"Son, call mom, hurry up, call mom!" So, I couldn't help shouting to the child excitedly, and at the same time, I carried the child to Chen Yuan on the hospital bed.
However, the child did not call out the sound I hoped for, and he burst into tears suddenly.
Then I suddenly remembered a fact: most children are called "Dad" first. According to superstition, whoever the child calls first will have the hardest work, fatigue and even misery in the future, but I know that this is not the case in reality.
, most children call "Dad" first because the sound "Dad" is easier to pronounce than "Mom".
I was too impatient, so I could only face disappointment again. At the same time, I felt guilty for my children and Chen Yuan. Haste makes waste, so long time has passed, why do I care now?
?I said to myself in my heart, and at the same time, my inner expectations became stronger. I still believe that when the child can call "Mom", when that day really comes, Chen Yuan will definitely wake up.
I firmly believe it.
I must firmly believe in this, otherwise, the last straw deep in my heart will break. I dare not imagine such a terrible result and possibility.
When Zhuang Qing came to Jiangnan, Lin Yu and I, as well as a deputy director of the Provincial Department of Culture, personally went to pick her up at the airport. Of course, Shangguan Qin also went with us, because Zhuang Qing didn’t eat well after arriving in Jiangnan.
Accommodation and transportation will be arranged by her.
When Zhuang Qing came out of the airport exit, I saw her at first sight. I thought it was a little funny because it was night but she was wearing a pair of big sunglasses. But to be honest, she looked very beautiful with her sunglasses on.
She has the temperament of a star. Today she is wearing a set of white clothes and pants. Her hair is black and straight, and she looks pure and lovely.
She also saw us, but I felt that her smile was only directed at me, because I could clearly see the smile in her eyes showing a kind of tenderness to me.
Lin Yi's brows were still frowning, and he said to Shangguan Qin: "Go and bring her out. Look at her agent. He has no basic experience!"
Only then did I remember that there was a woman traveling with Zhuang Qing just now. I guess she was her manager. I originally wanted to go with Shangguanqin, but after hesitating for a while I gave up the idea. I didn’t want others to
Know my relationship with her.
Fortunately, this was just an accident, so there were not many people surrounding Zhuang Qing. Except for a few people who were approaching her, most of them were just watching, so Shangguanqin quickly brought Zhuang Qing out and joined us.
Everyone got in the car together.
What Lin Yi drove here today was his stretched Lincoln sedan.
"I didn't arrange for reporters to report on your return to Jiangnan today because I want you to go directly to the groundbreaking ceremony tomorrow. We have discussed it with the leaders of the provincial government and you will attend with them." Lin Yi said to Zhuang after getting in the car.
Qing said.
"Yes. We mainly considered this to be more grand, and the leaders also agreed." The deputy director also said.
Zhuang Qing smiled lightly, "Okay, I will follow your arrangements."
I found that Zhuang Qing has changed a lot now. At least she has this calm temperament that she didn't have before. Her calmness shows a kind of elegance and gives people a sense of aloofness. After all, she really has it now.
It has a kind of magnanimity unique to stars.
I felt so ashamed that I suddenly felt a sense of distance between myself and her.
She didn't come to see me specifically, and I was just observing her with the corner of my eyes. But I could feel that she was deliberately avoiding me.
Of course I understand her. Now, nothing is more important to her than fame. Because the audience has regarded her as a pure image. It is not easy for her to get to where she is now. I don’t want to affect her because of myself.
The future and the future.
As long as a man and a woman have each other's hearts, that's all. That's what I really think.
Shangguan Qin arranged for Zhuang Qing to stay at a well-known five-star hotel in our city. The deputy director, Lin Yi and I sent Zhuang Qing to the hotel room together.
"Miss Zhuang, do you need some midnight snack?" Lin Yi asked her politely.
Zhuang Qing shook her head and said, "No, I feel a little tired today. I want to rest early after taking a shower."
Lin Yi smiled and nodded: "Okay. You can go to bed early. After all, there are important things tomorrow."
Immediately, a group of us left the hotel. I don’t know why, but I felt a little awkward: Why did Lin Yi call me to pick her up? It was unnecessary.
After leaving the hotel, Lin Yi had already arranged for several cars to wait outside. He smiled and said to me: "Shangguan, let's take you home. If you are free tomorrow, come to the groundbreaking ceremony."
I shook my head, "I won't go to such an event. It doesn't matter whether I go or not anyway. Besides, I have two surgeries tomorrow."
"Forget it, you decide for yourself. I've thought about it recently and found that you are really not suitable to continue doing business, unless you don't want to be a doctor. Now you have two projects in hand. After completion, you will have enough money for whatever you want.
It's time to spend it. Business is not your specialty. If you don't do it well, you will probably lose all your money. This is just like gambling, you have to learn to accept it when it's good." He immediately said to me.[
I immediately fell silent because I didn't agree with his words. Although I also felt that I was not suitable for business, in my heart, the process of making money was more important than the nature of money. Moreover, as far as the current situation is concerned, although I
I also encountered many difficulties in the operation of the project, but in the end I solved them one by one. If there were no such difficulties, I would definitely not feel that much fun. Doing business can be addictive.
, especially when you see money entering your account one after another.
However, since he said this, I didn’t have much to say. I was thinking in my heart: It doesn’t matter if you don’t plan to give me the Peking Opera Troupe project. From now on, I will slowly find the next project myself.
Seeing that I was silent, he immediately said: "Feng Xiao, you may not really understand what I mean. I have always believed that your future path will still develop in the administrative field. I have never doubted this.
Therefore, I think it is best for you to leave the business field as early as possible and make your resume clean."
I was immediately surprised, "Why do you say that? I really didn't think about doing that kind of job in the future. Now I am the director of the department and I only agreed to do it for the sake of Principal Zhang."
He smiled faintly, "It is difficult for a person to know himself. It is clear to the outside world. Feng Xiao, maybe you don't believe what I just said now, but we can use time to prove it. Feng Xiao, you should know who I am.
Tell me, when have I ever made a mistake in judgment?"
His words really made me say it. It was indeed the case. In my impression, he never seemed to make a mistake in judgment.
He suddenly laughed, "Since you believe in my judgment, you should follow the advice I just gave you. I always believe that only clean politicians can last for a long time. Some things cannot be left to chance.
Not to mention gambling."
I was confused in my heart, but I still nodded. Because I believed in his judgment of the future, and because I now fully believe that he is a prophetic person.
Afterwards, Shangguanqin drove me home. As soon as she got in the car and sat down, she turned to look at me and then started laughing.
I asked her in surprise: "Why are you laughing?"
"Nothing." She was still smiling, but did not answer my question.
So I ignored her. I thought: She must have thought of my relationship with Zhuang Qing, and she must have found it a bit funny that Zhuang Qing and I deliberately avoided the scene tonight.
"Hehe!" After a while she laughed again.
I suddenly became anxious, "Shangguan, what are you laughing at?"
"Nothing." she said.
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and I was very crazy. But I knew that the more I showed that I wanted to know, the more she would refuse to tell me why she was laughing, so I remained silent again.
Sure enough, after a while she finally spoke, "Brother Feng, let me give you a suggestion."
I pretended to be calm and said: "Okay. Let's talk."
"You'd better not take a shower and go to bed right after you get home later," she said.
I was very surprised. Her words made me curious, "Why?"
"No reason." She turned to me and smiled sweetly.
But I already understood the meaning of her words: she was definitely reminding me that Zhuang Qing would call me later and ask me to go out and meet her or something.
My silence again made Shangguanqin unbearable. She said, "Zhuang Qing has been hungry for a long time. She will call you in a while. It's not that she doesn't want to eat midnight snacks, it's just that she doesn't want to be with other people."
"How do you know she was hungry already?" I was surprised again.
"Because she didn't have dinner today, that is, she ate a hamburger on the plane. We contacted her before she left today," she said.
Now I completely understood, so I smiled lightly and said: "If she really wants to have a midnight snack, I will just go with her. This kind of thing should be my responsibility, right? After all, she and I are good friends
.”
"I didn't say you shouldn't accompany her." She stopped laughing and her tone became calmer, "Brother Feng, have you ever thought about it? Is it possible that your relationship with her will last in the long term?"
I said: "The relationship between friends itself needs to be tested by time. There is no interest relationship between me and her, it is entirely a kind of emotion that maintains it."
"I believe it." She sighed softly after being startled, and then said: "Brother Feng, I want to ask you a question, but I'm worried that you will be angry if I ask it."
I shook my head and said, "How could I be angry with you? Just ask."
"Brother Feng, I want to ask you, if one day your wife... you should understand what I mean, right? If that day really comes, will you marry Zhuang Qing?" She asked
Tao, but the sentences are intermittent.
I was stunned immediately.
To be honest, I have thought about this question of hers, and I have thought about it more than once, but every time I just think of this matter, it will be cut off from my brain and I will not let myself continue.
Think about it. This question is too cruel and immoral.
But now, Shangguanqin asked me this question directly. Of course, I don't have to answer her, but I feel that it is no longer necessary to avoid such questions, because I feel that she has new questions waiting for me later.
.
So, after thinking for a moment, I replied: "If that day really comes, it will be impossible for Zhuang Qing and I to be together. Now, the distance between me and her is getting farther and farther. We as
Friends are very appropriate, because friends can understand each other and tolerate each other's shortcomings, but husband and wife cannot, because husband and wife can't do that. So I think her and I are only meant to be friends in this life.
.”
"I think so too." She nodded slightly, "But Brother Feng, have you thought about another question? If you get married again, will your future wife tolerate you continuing to date her like that?"
I was stunned again, and then sighed: "Actually, I am completely disappointed with my marriage. Now I doubt that I am destined to kill my wife. Therefore, if that day comes, I will definitely not get married."
I've resigned myself to my fate and just spend my life with my children like this."
She looked stunned, and then sighed softly: "Brother Feng, I didn't expect you to be so superstitious. It is unrealistic for you not to get married in the future. First, your life cannot be without a woman, because such a life is incomplete.
Also, your child also needs maternal love."
I suddenly felt the pain and hurriedly waved my hands: "Shangguan, please stop talking. I don't want to talk about this matter anymore. I firmly believe that Chen Yuan will wake up."
"Hey..." She let out a long sigh.
Shangguanqin's prediction was really accurate. Just when she parked the car downstairs, my cell phone rang, and I saw the word "Zhuang Qing" clearly jumping on the caller ID on my cell phone.
After hesitating for a moment, I still answered the call. I asked softly into the phone: "You haven't rested yet?"
"I'm hungry, would you like to accompany me to eat pickled pepper rabbit? My mouth is watering just thinking about the taste of pickled pepper rabbit." She said to me with a smile on the phone.
"Okay. I'll drive over right away." I said without any hesitation.
Immediately, I jumped out of Shangguanqin's car and heard her laughter behind me.
The author's digression:
Today's "Promotion is Right: The Growth of Municipal Party Secretary" Peng Changyi, a farmer's son, originally thought he would be a teacher for the rest of his life. He never thought that his father's words would change his destiny, let alone that he would later become a powerful prefecture-level municipal party committee.
secretary.
In the reshuffle of power, in the intertwining of love, friendship and interests, what kind of game trajectory did he follow? How did he get promoted from a small civil servant, and what kind of promotion method does this coincide with?
It all starts with that mysterious mission...
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