Shi Jing looked at her severely swollen eyes, frowned for half a moment, and reached out to wipe away the tears that had inadvertently fallen from the corners of her eyes again, feeling pain in his heart.
Suddenly, Qian Qianqian cried loudly in front of him, "Wow-", "I'm sorry, Jing, I'm sorry... I am a bad woman, I am a bad woman...
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She cried loudly, and tears came out like a flood again.
"What's wrong?"
Shi Jing was confused by her crying. Seeing her crying so sadly, he felt anxious and painful, but he just listened to her say nothing and kept saying that she was a bad woman.
"Qianqian, be good, don't cry yet, tell me what's wrong with you?"
He held her cheek, which was a little hot from crying, and frowned deeper.
He saw the guilt and confusion in her eyes, and his heart tightened quietly. Faintly, he seemed to be able to guess something.
"Good boy, stop crying and tell me, why are you so bad?"
He coaxed Qian Qianqian like a child, but he saw her tears welling up more and more fiercely.
"I lost your child, how could I be like this...how could I be so careless..."
She began to murmur absently again, not as if she was talking to Shi Jing, but more as if she was talking to herself.
But when Shi Jing heard her whisper, his heart throbbed even more fiercely.
Qianqian, she knew? Who told her?
His eyes were a bit colder at this time. He had just guessed that she would be so sad, so he had ordered her to go down early and not let anyone tell her about it. Why would she still know?
Looking at Qian Qianqian's eyes filled with guilt, she felt very worried.
How could this stupid woman blame herself like this? Basically.
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All this is his fault.
It was him who trampled her under him without dignity and vented his ruthless accusations against her. It was his crazy behavior that night that made her childless. How could this silly girl do this?
Blame yourself for this.
She was not wrong, she shouldn't blame herself like this.
He held her in his arms distressedly and listened to her guilty apology again and again. It was obviously not her fault, but she attributed all the faults to herself.
Shi Jing frowned tightly, how could this silly girl be so stupid.
"Qianqian, it's none of your business, it's me..."
"No, no, it's me, it's really me."
Qian Qianqian was in his arms and quickly cut off his words, her choked voice filled with deep self-blame and apology, not only to him but also to the fetus who had not had time to see the world.
She raised her head from his arms with red eyes, and the apology in her eyes made Shi Jing's heart tighten even more.
Every time he saw such a look, he blamed himself even more for his animal-like behavior that night.
He didn't think too much, he just wanted to vent all the pain in his heart to her endlessly. At that moment, he didn't think about her at all.
In fact, he is the most selfish one, and their children were destroyed in his hands.
Guilt filled his heart, and he squatted on the ground, hugging Qian Qianqian tighter and tighter, thinking of the child who could have called him daddy, but turned into a pool of blood under his cruel revenge.