I said: "Is it him?" Suddenly a heat surged in my chest. I nodded, and then said sharply: "Tell me, is it him?"
She seemed to be attracted to me, and her behavior made me feel cold to the extreme. I gritted my teeth, then shook my head and sneered, "I know, it's him. You didn't come out today to see me. You wanted to see him. You
I put on makeup and everything just to see her. I understand. I told you that, but you are not touched at all. If it weren't for him, how could you do this to me? I'm so fucking stupid, I'm such a fool, I
asshole-
-" I was as depressed as a child. The last seven-foot man was in extreme pain. I hated myself. I hated myself. A greater sadness surged from my heart to my forehead. I turned around suddenly and said: "Go find him and end it.
It's over, everything is over. Maybe these days, you have already lived with him in another world. That past, that past is just dead in the past. This is the last time, and it will never happen again!"
I didn't look at her, and just as I was about to leave, she said, "What are you doing?" I turned my back to her and sneered, "No need!" I walked out, feeling confused and confused.
Shivering.
After walking outside, she ran up and grabbed me and said, "What are you doing?" I turned around and yelled at her, "What did you say I did? What did you ask me to do? I can still do it.
What?" I gasped, jerked my hand away and said, "Are you still going to let me, let me -" I gritted my teeth and said, "I really want to -" She turned her head to the side, then turned back and said:
"I'm going to Yirou's house.
It was her father who made the call. I want to discuss the tourist island with him-" Before I could finish listening, I suddenly said: "He wants you to go? Why does he want you to go every night? What does he mean?
"I think I can offend anyone for my woman, regardless of feelings. If he wants to touch my woman, I will definitely fall out with him. It's not like he doesn't know that I like Bai Ling."
"Can you calm down? Calm down, okay? You're not a child anymore. You said you-"
I waved my hands and said: "Let me calm down? Am I a child? But in front of you, why am I childish like a child? Why? Let me tell you, Bai Ling, you must listen to me. Don't
Get close to him, this is not how business is negotiated. He wants me to do that project so much that he doesn’t talk to me every day.
, why did I call you again today and ask you to talk? What on earth are you talking about? "Although at this time, I had a fit, I think every man, a man who has loved a woman, will be like me at this time, you simply can't
Control yourself. Regardless of whether there is anything or other relationships, you will be extremely sensitive.
She raised her face and looked at the night sky quietly. Maybe she was dressed too beautifully this night, a little too heavy, like a fashionable woman. Women in nightclubs have a little bit of that feeling, but she would not dress like this.
Well, she should dress like a ###, a boss.
Like this, but she is dressed very young, as if she is young. Do you want to dress so young to meet that old man? He has no shortage of little girls in that person. If you are optimistic about her, it is because of her maturity and elegance.
.Why is she dressed like this? Who is it for? Who is it for?
She pursed her lips, looked forward slightly, bit her vivid lips gently with her white teeth, then narrowed her eyes and said, "Since I met you, I knew what I was doing. It's you."
I have changed, but, Xiaolin, I may not live the way you imagined me to be after all. My destiny may not be suitable for you. I am not womanly enough, I am not gentle enough, and I have too many tough things in my bones.
The night my father was arrested, I was no longer the same person. When he left this world, I was derailed from the world I once had. I am a child who is very attached to my father. I fell in love with you.
Because you resemble my father——"
I said sharply: "Stop talking, I look like your father. Did you fall in love with me because of your father? You have never understood what love is in your life, have you?"
"No, I understand, I don't understand, but you know that my father has always loved me since I was a child. You have never experienced my feelings. You cannot feel that my world has become a different place after losing my father. I
I can't go back to the past, but I don't look for men every day like you think. I don't, and that's not what I think about at all-" She cried to me, looking at me and said, the more she became
In this way, I hate her more.
I said: "Don't cry to me anymore, I tell you, you are really stupid, we can not have so much hatred, you know? When I lost you, I couldn't tolerate others bullying me, but if
I get you, I don't care about that at all, even if others bully me, I can be weak for you, I can also consider for you, and ensure my own safety for you, because you are the hope, compared with those hatreds,
That's not important!" When I said this, she closed her eyes and tears flowed down, and I saw that her body was slightly tilted. I turned my head to the side. I hated her for being so stubborn.
, I hate her for being so willful, and I also hate myself. If I had met her at the beginning, she was just a quiet woman, a woman without any character, a very well-behaved and obedient woman, would I have fallen in love with her? Maybe I wouldn’t, I am also very
Understanding myself, maybe it was fate that I fell in love with this stubborn woman, and everything that happened after that was inevitable.
I took out the cigarette, lit it and took a puff, then unbuttoned the top button of my shirt. The wind blew my hair, and I used one hand to smooth it back. Finally, I said to her: "Don't follow me.
Give me any reason, I understand everything, you love me, yes, I went to Iraq to find you, are you afraid that I will stay there, you treated me like that, told me to leave quickly, and when I left, you felt uncomfortable
, I regretted it, so I decided to come back, right? Really?" I think if you love someone to a certain extent, you can feel something. Although you can't confirm it 100%, this is the kind of thing that only
I don’t believe it’s an illusion that you only have when you love someone.
It no longer mattered whether she answered or not, I said: "No matter what happened in the past, this time, either you come with me, or you go to realize your ideals and go for your father, but you will never do it again in the future."
There is-" I want to change her idea. I want to use all my love to change her. I want to use it to coerce her, kidnap her, take her away, and live another life. I know that I am also taking risks. I
Knowing her character, maybe I am destined to fail, but fortunately, even if she never looks back and stubbornly completes everything she has done for so many years, I am looking forward to her answer.
I saw her turn her face to the other side after hearing my words, touch her eyes gently with her hands, and choked up. Her heart was still touched. Her tears could make me lose my bottom line again and again, and again
I cheered up again and again, wanting to protect her and accompany her.
I think no matter what other people say, no matter what I have experienced, I just want to tell you that this is a man’s truest feeling and the truest story. Men have desires, men have responsibilities, men will love women, this is how men are, maybe
It's the way you are born.
"If you listen to me, come here, come to me!"
She burst into tears, covered her face with her hands, and said, "Why are you torturing me like this? I just want to do it one last time, otherwise I will be uneasy for the rest of my life. What should I do? I can't change my character. I don't deserve this."
To love, I’m not worthy—”
"Stop crying, either leave or follow me!" I said coldly.
She stopped crying. After calming down, she remained silent. Then she explained: "I didn't do what you thought. I was just doing business. I want to do this. Don't force me. You are childish.
As long as I know, I have a clear conscience, I didn't hurt you, I will do it, I will do it, why should you care about me, isn't it good for Yirou? She is more suitable for you, younger, and loves you more, you and
How good she is. Even if I can be your mother, I will never be jealous or sad again. Why don't you understand that love? I just want to do something now. After this thing is over, no matter where I am, I
There will be no more entanglements——"
"Okay, then go, go!" I said suddenly: "Go, go, don't look back!"
"Then when you left, did I ask you to look back? When you abandoned me there, when you didn't want me, when I wanted to marry you, you married someone else and left me to bear it alone.
When you were in pain, did I ask you to look back?" Her expression was so exaggerated that I thought we both lost control.
It seems that we have never quarreled together, or I get angry, which I rarely do, and she doesn't say anything when she is angry, she just gives me a look to let me know.
But this night, we argued about this.
She suddenly looked at me with a particularly resentful look.