Jiang Chenxi pulled away from his thoughts, not wanting to dwell on those emotional issues anymore, so he changed the subject: "I thought the girl last time was pretty good. Didn't you spend one night with her?"
"Which one?"
He rolled his eyes and forgot about the person so quickly? "That woman with big eyes, short hair, and a very energetic look last time. Well, didn't you have sex with her in the box? By the way, she seemed to be called
Qin Xiaolan."
"Damn Ah Rong!" Nie Yunfeng cursed in a low voice, and Jiang Chenxi laughed out loud. It was indeed Ah Rong who told him. Ah Rong has a problem. He can't hide things. It is said that Qin Xiaolan even made a fuss that day.
There was quite a bit of movement, and finally ran into Yun Feng's exclusive box on the second floor. It was normal for a man and a woman to have thunder and fire in a confined space. He asked with interest: "Tell me, what happened to you that night?"
How many times did you have sex in the box?"
"Fuck you!" Nie Yunfeng pretended to be angry and pushed Jiang Chenxi with his shoulder, but a stubborn face appeared in his mind. He shook his head and said: "They are all the same kind of people, and they cannot be played casually. Besides,
There is someone in her heart..."
They? Jiang Chenxi accurately found out the key point in the words. Who was Qin Xiaolan talking about? The woman he fell in love with for the first time?
Suddenly something flashed through my mind. Not long ago, when Nie Yunfeng accompanied Yan Jianjian to go abroad in a high-profile manner, and he was solely responsible for Ye Weiyang's affairs, he saw a sketch in the drawer of the office on the second floor. On the paper, there was a sketch of a person with picturesque features.
, a girl with two contradictory expressions of purity and delicateness, youthfulness and immaturity are still on her face.
He never knew that Nie Yunfeng could actually draw, and that he could draw so well. The girl looked so vivid on the paper, and he didn't know what kind of person she would be in reality. But judging from that painting, the girl and Qin Xiaolan were completely different.
They have nothing in common with each other, either in appearance or temperament. I don’t know where Yun Feng’s statement that “they are all the same kind of people” comes from.
Jiang Chenxi felt that the atmosphere had become solemn again, and her heart felt depressed. In her ears, Nie Yunfeng asked softly: "Chen Xi, have you and Ye Ziqi... ever regretted it?" He took a suffocating breath, filled with bitterness.
From the bottom of his heart, he slowly said: "I have only done one thing in my life that I regret, which is meeting her. I would rather never know her again."
His words were like a saw tooth pulling hard through Nie Yunfeng's heart. He felt nothing at first, and then pain and blood spurted out together. Yes, I also have something that I regret for the rest of my life, but I will not regret meeting her.
I fell in love, and I only regretted making her cry so sadly when we finally parted. But if time could come back again, I would still choose to meet and fall in love with her.
Like a thirsty traveler, he will drink the dove wine in one gulp even though he knows it is highly poisonous.
He is a psychological counselor during the day, and he clearly understands that this mentality in psychology is actually a kind of pathology, a kind of paranoia and madness that cannot be obtained. He wants to be freed from it, but who can tell him why she committed suicide?
After that, he would never love again; why did her appearance become clearer as time passed, as if it was engraved in his mind; why did he always dream of that night when she said in his ear: "Nie Yunfeng"
,I love you."
That dream was so real that it made him wake up painfully again and again, only to be filled with loneliness and emptiness.
Many years have passed. Whenever I see a similar figure on the road, I will stand there for a long time and stare deeply, imagining that if she turns around, it will be...his summer!
"There are so many women in the world, why do you only love her?" I can't remember who asked him such a question. It might be Jiang Chenxi or someone else. He replied at the time: "I forgot!"
In fact, he was lying. He had not forgotten why he found her in the first place, nor why he fell in love with her. Even now when he recalled the moments they had been together, even though it hurt, he couldn't help but smile.
Falling in love with summer is not love at first sight. People often cannot remember what they have, but they can always remember what they don’t have. Therefore, blind people yearn for light and color the most, while people in the darkness most admire the fiery sunshine of summer.
So...when he saw her, his heart beat faster inexplicably and he felt warm. Even though he knew there would be no results, he still couldn't help but want to get closer to her, even closer!
Counting on the fingers, it has been seven years. He broke up with her for seven years and lived alone in a city without her for seven years.
Who said: No matter how deep the pain is, it only takes 7 years to heal. Because some scientists said that in 7 years, all the cells in our body can be replaced, and there will be no old cells left.
If this is the case, all his original cells should have been replaced, but why is his memory still as vivid as before? Seven years ago, he was the famous "Brother Feng" in the underworld. He could do anything, but he could not retain the most powerful person.
Love her.
Brother Feng... smiled bitterly as he chewed on this title that had been called by countless people. He was originally just a hooded boy. Due to the pressure of life, he slowly went underground, and finally fell into the torrent of the black market, unable to get up.
.Those old events are so long ago that my memory is a little blurry.
It must have been ** years ago, I just remember that confusing night, it was the first time he saw Mr. Hong.
Mr. Hong's name is Hong Jingtian. It is said that he has been involved in the black market in Roucheng for more than 20 years, and his position has never been shaken. He operates many nightclubs and underground casinos, and even runs a black market boxing gambling bureau in the basement of the nightclub. At that time, the background
Under such circumstances, with Mr. Hong's status and wealth, no one would dare to speak out against him.
There was a saying at that time that you don't have to hold the police in your mouth, but you can't offend Mr. Hong, because the most the police can do is arrest you and put you in jail, but Mr. Hong will kill you. This is an unwritten rule in the black market in Roucheng.
In fact, no matter what kind of city it is, developed or underdeveloped, there is such an underground dark world. It depends on how the people in power in the city control it. At that time, because of the pressure of life, he was introduced to Hong Ye's underground boxing ring.
Boxing inside.
Maybe it was because he boxed to win, and he was strong and ruthless enough, which attracted the attention of the person in charge of the boxing ring, and was eventually found by Mr. Hong. I remember when he was brought into the boxing ring office, there was a man sitting behind the desk.
He is about forty years old, with a kind smile on his face, but he is a shrewd and ruthless man. He is Mr. Hong.
I saw Mr. Hong winking at his men on both sides, and those people attacked him one after another without saying hello. He was also young and vigorous at that time, and he had the arrogance in his bones to refuse to admit defeat, even though he knew that this middle-aged man
Maybe he had bad intentions, but he still fought back, thinking of knocking down one by one.
Those people's moves were all hooligan-like, without any rules, so they were no match for him. However, within a few minutes, seven or eight of them had been beaten to the ground by him, unable to get up.
"Pa-pa-pa" came the applause. Turning around, I saw Mr. Hong clapping his hands with a smile and satisfaction in his eyes.
"Very professional free fighting. I didn't expect there to be such a master in my field." Master Hong paused and suddenly asked: "Do you know Xiang Junfan?" He looked at him indifferently and ignored him, but saw that Master Hong was also there.
Instead of being angry, he changed the subject with a smile: "If you box here, you will only get 500 yuan for a boxing win. I have 50,000 yuan here. Follow me from now on. If you are short of money, just take it from me. How about it?"
"
He was finally moved. He came to a place like this to box just to make money. Fifty thousand yuan was not a small amount of money. He would get 500 yuan for winning a fight, but it would take a hundred fights to earn it. Mr. Hong gave a
The money was still on the desk. After hesitating for a few seconds, he walked forward and took the money in his hand. He raised his eyes and whispered: "Master Hong."
Mr. Hong laughed loudly, then patted his shoulders and ordered a group of men: "Call Brother Feng!"
"Brother Feng!" everyone said in unison.
From then on, he became "Brother Feng" in the mouth of his younger brothers. No one would think about why he was always alone, why he wanted to box, why he was in the dark, and why he was short of money. Only he knew,
I went on this road of no return because of one person, one woman.
Her name is Luo Xia.
Master Hong would often say to him: From now on, this world belongs to him, Nie Yunfeng. After Hong Jingtian retires, he will hand over the place to him. The reason why Master Hong trusts him so much, for no other reason than that, is because he has taken his life time and time again.
Spelled back.
The dark world is not as bloodless as he thought, nor is it only about losing and winning like he did in black market boxing. If a person wants to stand firm and convince everyone to call you "Brother Feng", he has no strength.
With the support of forces, it is simply impossible to move forward.
Time and time again, whenever he was in danger, a figure would always appear in his mind: smooth and flowing long hair, a fair and pure face, a shy and timid smile, but charming. And she always liked to keep her name.
She calls him "Nie Yunfeng" with her last name, and her tone of voice is different from others, and she has a unique and unique Feng brother.
When he thinks of her, he will be fearless and tell himself for sure: He wants to live! It is with such a state of mind that every time he relies on his perseverance to risk his life and come back out of danger.
The severe pain in his fingertips pulled Nie Yunfeng away from the dark memories. He hadn't smoked for a long time, and it had burned his fingers, and his index finger was burnt black. But because the nerves were numbed by alcohol, even the onset of pain became an afterthought.
After sleeping, he drank another glass of wine. Feeling empty in his heart, he pressed the remaining cigarette butt on the table.
At the beginning, he was so determined to be with Xia Tian and fall in love with her, but in the end, he still lost her because of this road of no return.
Thinking back carefully, their story is measured by the data of time. Ten years is long but short.
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Not all dreams have time to come true, and not all words have time to tell you. Guilt and hatred will always be deeply rooted in the heart after parting, even though they say that everything in the world will eventually become empty. I didn’t intend to miss it, but
I have been doing this all the time, missing the flower-filled yesterday, and missing today.