58. The fields are as soft as the landscape painting, which is changed for Ziyue Feifei
The significance of Zijie to me and to Xu Ziyang is something that no one else can understand.
As far as I am concerned, after the one and a half years of getting along with him after the car accident, I have already regarded him as a relative. This man always helped me at critical moments and never gave up on me. The word "success" is very heavy, if not
Without his help, Xu Ziyang and I wouldn't have been able to get where we are now.
For Xu Ziyang, it is much simpler. The brothers who grew up together are as if they are biological brothers even though they are not biological children. Their brotherhood has gone through changes, but it has never really harmed each other, just like a rope twisting.
Together. Their deep brotherly love once made me angry to the point of weakness, but I also lamented that it was because of their sincere love for each other that they became what they are today.
There is another unchangeable fact: their surname is Xu and they share the same blood.
When we hurried to the military hospital in that city, it was already dark, and our hearts were filled with anxiety when we saw Zijie's body covered with tubes and his eyes closed in the glass window, shattered into pieces of rubble.
The intensive care unit is in critical condition.
My breathing was so tight that I couldn't breathe. If I hadn't been rational, I might not have been able to hold my daughter in my arms. When I turned my head, I saw Xu Ziyang's face was full of pain, and his eyes were dark and condensed. I saw him when I lowered my eyes.
The fist hanging by his side was clenched very tightly, as if suppressing the pain and anger in his heart.
"Zi Yang." A soft call came from behind us. The two of them turned around at the same time, and saw a dignified and beautiful woman standing there, exuding a noble aura from the inside out, but there was a little hidden in her eyebrows.
Painful. I just heard the soft voice beside me suppressing my emotions: "Sister..." I immediately remembered who this woman was. She was Zijie's sister and Ziyang's cousin, Xu Qianrou.
Produced by the Xu family, there are naturally no exceptions. She is a very beautiful woman, especially her temperament is particularly ethereal, like a distant landscape or a soft painting. Although I have been with Xu Ziyang for so many years, I have very little interaction with her. Earlier,
I once heard that she studied painting and spent all year round sketching outside, chasing the free air.
At that time, I felt that she must be a very spiritual woman, and the Xu family was actually not that unkind, at least they were able to fulfill their children's dreams within an inch of land. Being famous is not as good as meeting her. It is true that she is as soft and beautiful as her name, but her eyebrows
Xu Qianrou turned her eyes to her younger brother lying inside, "He led an anti-terrorism drill, and the reserved explosives for the drill suddenly detonated in an unspecified time. At the critical moment, he stepped in and protected his team members, so he
Just lying there." Her tone was very soft, but it was not difficult to find the sadness hidden in it.
Her eyes turned to me, nodded to me, and then moved to her daughter in her arms. A tenderness flashed in her eyes, "Zi Yang, go and open a ward and arrange for mother and daughter to rest first." Xu Ziyang was silent.
He put his arm around my shoulders and walked aside. Soon the ward was opened. After he sat me down on the bed, he frowned and said, "Qianqian, I'm sorry, I asked you and your daughter to accompany me, but...
....”
I raised my hand and pressed his lips, "I understand, you go ask the doctor to see how Zijie is doing. I feel uncomfortable." Knowing that he was at a loss when he heard what happened to Zijie, if I wasn't here with him
Around him, he couldn't suppress his fear. In fact, I didn't want him to hide this from me, because like him, I was worried about Zijie.
After a while, he found a special caregiver to accompany me. He was afraid that I would be alone with my thoughts, and reassured me that the bomb used in the anti-terrorism exercise was not a real bomb, but a simulation with much less power. He told me not to worry.
But when he said this, the pain in his eyes was stronger than anyone else's. If it was nothing like what he said, how could Zijie be lying there.
After he left, I breastfed my daughter and lay with her for a while. Still unable to resist the worry in my heart, I quietly got up. This room is not far from the intensive care unit. When I opened the door, I could see Xu Ziyang.
The figure standing side by side with Xu Qianrou.
I whispered a few words to the nurse at the door and asked her to go in and take care of my daughter for me, fearing that she would cry if she woke up in the middle. Then I walked towards the figure, and when I got closer, I heard the conversation between the two.
"Sister, are there any notifications from uncle and aunt?
"I didn't dare to notify, because I was afraid that my parents wouldn't be able to bear the blow. Ziyang, you don't know, when I heard the news and rushed over, I cried on the spot when I saw Zijie like that. I was so scared that I couldn't describe it, but I couldn't help it.
If someone complains, I can only call you."
Xu Ziyang put his hand around her shoulders and said softly: "I know, when I heard you say it on the phone, I was actually... also very scared. But sister, believe him, he will definitely get through it."
Xu Qianrou tilted her head slightly, leaned on his shoulder, and said quietly: "Do you think Zijie's career will be..."
"Sister, don't say it! Don't say things that you can't verify easily."
Something strange flashed through my mind. Do they mean that Zijie's accident was not an accident, but man-made? Oh my god, what is this? Why is the world so terrifying? A low choking sound came from there, and I heard it in my heart.
Extremely sour.
After a while, I heard Xu Qianrou say in a hoarse voice: "Our Xu family, haven't we sacrificed enough? I am, Zijie is, you... when will the end be the end?" Heavy and helpless,
Sad and sad.
I quietly turned around without disturbing them. After returning to the ward, I sent away the nurse and sat down on the edge of the bed, staring at my daughter's sleeping face. If everyone could think as single-mindedly as a newborn baby,
How nice it would be to be carefree. Xu Qianrou said that everyone in the Xu family has made sacrifices, including her, Zijie, Xu Ziyang... and so on.
So, what sacrifices did Xu Ziyang make? I am thinking about this question, but I can’t figure it out.
Xu Ziyang didn't come back that night. I lay in bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep. My daughter woke up twice to drink milk and then mumbled back to sleep. In fact, the quality of sleep during this period was very poor. I had a baby bump that woke me up in the middle of the night.
It is even more difficult to fall asleep now that I have to take care of him and I am worried about something.
After freshening up in the morning, I put my daughter in the stroller, covered her with a quilt and walked out of the door. I was shocked when I saw the ICU area was busy, and I quickly pushed her daughter out and ran there, through the white crowd of medical staff.
I found Xu Ziyang, grabbed him and asked, "What happened?"
"Zijie suddenly repeated." He replied concisely, but his voice was unsteady. He felt like his heart was being strangled by something, and he could only watch Zijie being pushed into the emergency room, while Xu Qianrou's weak shoulders were shaking.
After an excruciating wait, when I was pushed out again, I felt that the face of the person on the gurney was as white as paper and still glowing with blue. The doctor said solemnly: "There can be no more repetitions. These twenty-four hours are the key. Your family
Keep an eye on me and tell me if there is anything unusual."
Everyone's heart sank to the bottom, this was tantamount to a critical illness notice. Xu Qianrou grabbed Xu Ziyang's hand and asked in a trembling voice: "Will Zijie..." He said firmly: "No, because he is
Xu Zijie."
Yes, he is Xu Zijie, and the person who promised to protect my safety throughout my life is my Xu Ruo's brother Xu Jie.
Twenty-four hours is very short, but for everyone sitting anxiously outside the intensive care unit, it is very long. Maybe the quiet atmosphere infected my daughter, and she started to cry. I was afraid that it would affect the mood of the two siblings.
I quickly hugged her and walked away to comfort her. When I raised my eyes, I saw a man and a woman walking over the corridor. It wasn’t that I had the mind to pay attention to other people, but the woman was wearing a military uniform, and her heroic look was the same as the one in my impression.
Individual figures overlap.
Isn't she the female captain Su Min that I saw when I went back to look for Zijie last time? And the man walking beside her, how should I put it, gave people an extremely deep feeling at first glance, from the corner of his eyes
The lines on his face showed that he must be in his forties, but this did not detract from his magnanimity. His eyes were extremely sharp and gave people an inexplicable feeling of coldness.
They didn't pay attention to me, they just passed me and walked towards the intensive care unit over there.
"Qianrou." The deep voice with a bit of a rustle came from that man. I looked over there, and Xu Qianrou turned around in panic. When her eyes focused on the man, countless emotions flashed through, and I could only decipher them.
One: fear.
Xu Ziyang's eyes swept over and stared at the man's face. He paused for five seconds before he said, "Hello, CEO Su." Because the man's back was turned to me, I couldn't see him.
His expression, but judging from his aura, was overwhelming Xu Ziyang at this time. I don't know how big the CEO is.
But what the man said surprised me. He said, "Don't be so outspoken. Just call me brother-in-law."
He is actually Xu Qianrou’s husband?!
I couldn't believe my ears. This man was about forty years old. Even if Xu Qianrou was Zijie's sister, she was at least thirty years old. There was at least a ten-year age difference between the two. I noticed that Xu Qianrou was mentioned by the man as brother-in-law.
She flinched when she heard the two words, and immediately lowered her eyes to look at no one. Lightning flashed in her mind, and she suddenly realized what sacrifice she was talking about last night.
It gives rise to an inexplicable sadness. The road to politics is so difficult. It looks beautiful on the surface, but is bloody and bloody behind the scenes. How many people’s happiness has been sacrificed to pave it? It is impossible to compare such a spiritual person like Xu Qianrou with those dark politics.
They were connected together, but she was so helpless in it. Could it be that the dreams of freedom she pursued had been annihilated?
Su Min took two steps forward and asked with difficulty, "Can you tell me how the instructor is doing?"
Xu Qianrou, who had lowered her eyes, suddenly raised her head and snorted coldly, and said with a cold face: "Can't you see how he is doing? If it weren't for you, he would be lying there uncertain about his life or death?" Su Min took a step back, body slightly
Trembling, "I don't know, I was too reckless at the time."
The man stepped forward and patted Su Min on the shoulder, but said to Xu Qianju: "Qianrou, you are too harsh on Xiao Min. You can't blame her for this. No one could have predicted the situation at that time, and Zijie, as the instructor,
He was responsible for leading the team and failing to avoid possible dangers as early as possible."
"Su Mu Nian!" Xu Qianrou shouted angrily. She raised her finger and pointed at the glass window, "The person you are talking about is my brother, my biological brother! Please don't use the word 'responsibility' for a person who is dying."
? He went to save your niece just for the so-called responsibility, and he was lying there. "
"Qianrou, can you be more sensible?"
"You want me to be rational? If she was injured by the bomb today, can you be rational?" Xu Qianrou roared and pointed at Su Min, her eyes widened, forming a confrontation with the man.
