Sanmei'er asked in confusion: "What does it mean to come to the human world?"
I waved my hands feebly, but didn't want to say anything more. My heart was full of congestion, and I just thought that he still couldn't be my child after all...
The meaning of having a child to me is different from that of anyone else. He really grew up with me. I played with him when I was a child. When I grow up, his definition is more like a child that I want to cherish. Although,
He has always existed as a silent guardian of mine, but I always feel that my fate with having a son is destined by heaven and earth. He has grown up with me. Since I know that he has the opportunity to be reincarnated, I must raise him as an adult.
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Thinking of my little face of aggrieved child when I was trying my best to summon Rong Danfeng’s soul, he said he couldn’t wait any longer, but I hesitantly asked him to wait again and again, but how could he withstand the day of reincarnation?
After procrastinating again and again, I looked at the sky where fireworks were still blooming, but my mouth was full of bitterness. I could feel that my son had come into the world, but I didn’t know where he was thrown into. What kind of family he was in? He was so cute and beautiful.
A child must be cared for and cherished right from birth...
Behind the scenes, I suddenly thought of the baby products prepared by Zhuo Jing. I connected them back and forth, and opened my mouth slightly: "Is it Zhuo Jing's child? Are you going to be your big brother's child..."
"Jiaolong, what are you talking about?"
I looked up at the sky like a fool and opened my mouth: "Zhuo Jing is a father..."
Sanmei'er opened her eyes wide: "How could it be! Who is he with! It can't be...it can't be done! Mr. Zhuo can't do it! Are you sure!"
Of course I'm not sure, but why did I feel the birth of my son at this time, and why I saw Zhuo Jing preparing baby supplies at Xiao Gazi's place a few months ago? Isn't it God's will that told me and echoed back and forth?
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"I will go to the small store tomorrow to call Mr. Zhuo. I know his number. I must ask clearly!"
I came back to my senses blankly and looked at San Meier's indignant face: "How do you want to ask? Let's not talk about whether Zhuo Jing has changed his number. To him, you are just a strange child now.
, will he have the patience to listen to what you have to say..."
The third sister opened her mouth, but her throat was choked, and she looked at me without making a sound.
I shook my head, took a deep breath and forced myself to smile casually: "Forget it, it doesn't matter, this is good. At least, Zhuo Jing will arrange a good future for his son...
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"Jiaolong, you..."
A more serious matter suddenly occurred to my mind, and I turned to look at San Meier: "San Meier, I will kill the dark wizard and find a way to help you get the Rong family back, but there is one thing.
, I hope you promise me, that is the fake Rong Danfeng. If she has become Zhuo Jing’s wife and has a child with Zhuo Jing, and they are very happy, then I will not touch her.
Things are a little complicated, but I hope you can understand what I mean."
Sanmei'er shook her head: "No, Jiaolong, I simply won't believe that Zhuo always married that fake Rong Danfeng. I know that kind of man. Even if he forgets you, he will never forget me."
As Rong Danfeng was pregnant with Han Zheng's child, he has an emotional mysophobia, which means that he simply cannot accept that his wife has slept with other men, just slept with him, and even had a child! I
I should be happy now. I'm glad that Mr. Zhuo just forgot about you and not everything. He won't wake up like a fool and have his memories instilled in him. As long as his thoughts are his own, he will not accept that.
Fake Rong Danfeng!"
"But we have been away for two years. Who knows what happened to him! His impression of you as Rong Danfeng was not bad. Moreover, the person following him now is the dark wizard! If that dark wizard
After raising him, will he cast some aphrodisiac evil spell on Zhuo Jing? Maybe Zhuo Jing doesn’t love the fake Rong Danfeng and was deceived into having a child first. The child is his after all, he, he... he
That fake Rong Danfeng may not be a good husband, but he will definitely be a good father!"
San Mei'er was speechless. She didn't even understand why I was so sure that Zhuo Jing would have a child. Only I knew that children would not be randomly reincarnated. Either me or Zhuo Jing, he should have the right to choose for himself.
, and now there are not only thousands of miles of water and mountains between me and Zhuo Jing, we have no chance to be together. In addition, after waiting for so many years to have a child, he really can’t wait any longer...
That night, Sanmei'er and I were lying on the kang. Neither of us slept, but we actually completed a vigil in the true sense. I felt really uncomfortable at first, but after thinking about it, this choice of having a baby was really not a mistake.
Yes, there is no better choice for reincarnation than Zhuo Jing's. He was rimmed with gold when he was born. Zhuo Jing will definitely cherish him. I absolutely believe this.
I should be relieved. If I think too much about things that are beyond my reach, it will only hurt my nerves. Today, if I want to seek inner peace, I must learn to let go. I think I can do it.
San Meier hugged her knees and sat next to me. I don’t know how long it took, but the sound of firecrackers had completely quieted down. Then she spoke softly, "Jiaolong, if we go back, everything will really turn out the way you said."
That look, what are you going to do..."
"Um?"
I was startled and looked up at her, "What's wrong?"
Sanmei'er sighed, looked at me and shook her head: "I'm worried about you. In fact, now you have given me a lot of confidence and made me feel at ease. I know you will help me... but who will help you?"
ah……"
As she said that, she looked at me with red eyes, "Han Zheng, it was because of that Rong Danfeng that we were forced to break up. He was in pain and depression. He didn't know that the real me was actually here, but you and I
I'm different. Yes, Mr. Zhuo has forgotten your existence, but I think he will never forget the people around you. He will always think about why he has inexplicably interacted with these people. He can't get married.
Yes, he can't have children with others. In that case, I really look down on him... Jiaolong, what are you going to do? I will go find Han Zheng, but then I will have to leave you alone. Who
I can help you."
I looked at her face and smiled: "Don't worry, I will be fine. Don't forget, I am a gentleman, I will be very busy, I will..."
"But work is not life!"
San Meier's emotions suddenly became excited. She moved twice to hold my hand: "Jiaolong, I've been holding back some words for a long time. I'm trying to understand Mr. Zhuo. I also know that you are here."
He may not be able to find it here, but there are still Zong Bao and your relatives left there, so he can't give up easily!"
"You know, I suddenly feel that he is worthy of you! You lost so much for him! But what about him! I don't want to let myself feel this way, but I am just angry. Where was he when you were bullied! You
Where was he when he was beaten to the ground! Where was he when you followed Song Erhu and were surrounded and kicked by many people for a piece of clothing! Why did he have a child! Why did he live so freely! Without you!
He is long dead!!"
"Third sister!!"
I interrupted her with red eyes, and suddenly felt that my emotions were also fluctuating. I suppressed it for a moment and spoke softly: "This is of my own free will. In other words, there is no fairness in relationships. If Zhuo Jing can choose, he won't
He will choose to make me suffer. He will love me as much as I love him. When he has not forgotten me, I have this confidence. You are my friend now, so you think it is unfair, but now I ask
You, if you had replaced Zhuo Jing’s situation with Han Zheng! What would you choose? You would also let him be well. Since you have the ability to make him well, you want to see him well. Only when he is well will you feel at ease.
do you understand."
Sanmei'er cried and looked at me with tears in her eyes: "I understand, but I feel sorry for you. I don't want to see you alone... You don't want to be alone. I really feel sorry for you..."
My eyes were a little wet, so I raised my hands and hugged her, "I'm not alone, I still have you and my family... Sanmei'er, I'm different from you. You have no choice, but I,
I chose this result myself. I think you understand me. To truly love someone is to wish them well. You also wish Han Zhengzheng, right..."
"I hope Han is just happy, but I just want him to be good to me, and I can't accept being with others..."
The experiences are different, and the mood is naturally different. Sanmei'er doesn't understand what happened to Zhuo Jing and me during her resurrection. Only I know that the love between Zhuo Jing and me is far more difficult than that for her and Han Zheng.
I think Han Zheng will not marry another woman until he has completely let go of the lively Rong Danfeng in his heart. But as long as he is not married, San Meier will have a chance, and there will be no one around him.
No more obstacles.
But as for me, my obstacles are actually being reminded all the time. Even if I appear in the public eye again and my reputation is huge, I am still a hermaphrodite. Talking about my personal love life is nonsense, Zhuo
Yuncheng is no longer on my side, let alone Jiang Meiyuan, so I have no choice but to watch Zhuo Jing get married and have children. Although I feel uncomfortable, I can still say something hypocritical and feel relieved.
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Sanmei'er is right, we want the people we love to be happy, but who doesn't want to be happy with him? But if it's not, what else can you do? Some things can follow your heart, but some things
But it is very realistic. If you can't follow your heart, then think about reality. There will always be an end to give you comfort. (To be continued)