I looked at her and suddenly felt restless in my heart, "Xiaoqin, I don't want to go out."
She looked at me in surprise, "Are you going out now?"
I shook my head, still looking at her, "Xiaoqin, I want you. I want you now."
Her face immediately turned red, "It's still early. Let's talk about it when you come back after you finish talking about it in the evening. Okay?"
I immediately walked towards her and hugged her tightly, "Xiaoqin, come here, I will carry you to the bed."
At this moment, her body suddenly went limp.
Her body is in my arms, her hands are on my chest, her eyes are slightly closed, and there is a slight smile on her face...
…
After everything was over, I began to fall into a deep sleep with extreme satisfaction, completely forgetting everything. It wasn't until my cell phone rang that I suddenly remembered that I had other things planned for tonight. I couldn't do that with her anymore.
I said to myself before I answered the phone.
I was still working on my original design. So, I lay there without moving.
"Smile, your cell phone." Shangguanqin woke up, she was reminding me.
I said lazily: "Let me sleep for a while."
She reminded me again: "Didn't you say you were going to talk about something? Answer the phone quickly. Don't delay your work."
I stretched out my soft hand towards her and said, "Give me my phone..."
She went to get my mobile phone, then pressed the answer button for me, and randomly put the mobile phone to my ear. I said lazily to the phone: "Who is it?"
The voice of the deputy director of the hospital office suddenly came over the phone, "Dean Feng, didn't you make an appointment with the leaders of the district government tonight?"
I said: "I know. Thank you."
I randomly hung up the phone. Then, I slowly got up and muttered at the same time: "Oh, now I finally understand why the ancient emperors stopped going to court early. It's so comfortable in this gentle country."
She kept laughing on the bed, "You hate it!"
I put on my clothes, combed my hair, shaved my beard and got ready to go out. But Shangguan Qin called me over and asked, "When will you be back?" Then she looked at me and smiled, "You are so well dressed, as if
It’s like going on a blind date.”
My heart suddenly tightened, and then I remembered that she was joking with me, so I smiled and said, "I'm here to talk about something, and this is also a way of respecting others. Don't you think so?"
She waved to me from under the quilt, "Go, go. I've been in bed. When you come back, just come in. It will be very warm."
My heart suddenly warmed up, I nodded to her randomly, and then quickly went out. After closing the door, I couldn't help cursing myself in my heart, and then I kept reminding myself: Feng Xiao, you can never be like before again.
Yeah...
Soon I arrived outside Lin Yu's villa. I very much hoped that she had not come back yet, and I even hoped that she would have something to do today and cancel the tryst with me. Therefore, I did not call her in advance.
However, when I got here, I found that there was already a light in her villa. I couldn't help but sigh: It would be better to end it this way, or it would be better to end it earlier. Then I went to knock on the door.
The door opened, and in front of me was her smiling face. I found that she seemed much older, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes were more obvious. However, she looked in good spirits, full of energy, and showed a genuine
The charm still exists.
She was smiling brightly at me, "Come in."
I immediately ducked in, and she closed the door immediately, and then called me from behind: "Feng Xiao..."
Her voice was full of warmth, and my whole body trembled suddenly, "Sister..."
We were staring at each other, I stood there without moving, but she walked towards me, and then hugged me gently, "Feng Xiao, you miss me so much."
I felt my back was stiff, and my hands went to her back, and then I hesitated whether I should touch her the way she touched me.
She immediately felt something strange about me, "What's wrong with you? You don't recognize me? Why have you become so tough?"
I sighed in my heart, and then I gently hugged her into my arms, "It's okay. We haven't been together for a long time."
She immediately laughed, "I'm telling you. Feng Xiao, take sister to bed..."
I hugged her immediately, but I found that my heart was as calm as water, calm, and there was no passion at all.
The air conditioner in her bedroom has already been turned on.
Her warm body immediately came to hug me, and we started kissing.
Suddenly, I felt an unpleasant smell in her mouth, like bad breath. I immediately felt nauseated and hurriedly moved my lips away from her.
She looked at me in shock, "What's wrong with you?"
I tried my best to suppress my nausea, "Sister, have you been drinking a lot lately? And you may also be eating spicy food from time to time."
She looked at me in surprise, "How do you know?"
I said: "Sister, I told you not to be angry?"
She looked at me and smiled charmingly, "Why would sister be angry with you? Tell me, what's going on?"
I then said to her: "Sister, your liver fire is a bit strong, and your lung heat is also relatively severe. Just now, I smelled that you have bad breath. Sister, you should take some medicine to clear your lung heat now, and try to
Drink less alcohol and avoid spicy food.”
She stopped talking immediately, and the smile on her face disappeared without a trace. I suddenly felt anxious, "Sister, are you angry?"
She smiled bitterly, "Feng Xiao, are you starting to get tired of me?"
I said duplicitously: "How could that be?"
Her hand slowly moved down... I also knew that I had no reaction at all.
"Look, you don't have any reaction at all. It seems like you really have no feelings for me anymore. I've been through this before, so I know everything."
I still refused to admit it, "Sister, that's not the case."
Her breathing suddenly became rapid, "But I really want it. Feng Xiao..."
I do not speak.
She looked at me, "Feng Xiao, are you in love?"
I didn't want to lie in front of her anymore, "Yeah."
She looked at me, her face suddenly turned sad, "You like her very much, don't you?"
I didn't dare to look into her eyes, "Yeah."
She was silent for a while, "But, weren't you able to do it before? Didn't you like your two wives before?"
I said, "Sister, I'm sorry. You said it was because I didn't understand before. But it's different now. I don't want to hurt the woman I like anymore. I was responsible for the death of my first two wives, and I feel very guilty now."
Sister, I'm sorry, I really can't do what I did before. I also know that I am very sorry for you, but I really can't do it anymore."
She was silent again, and then said to me after a while: "I know that this day will come sooner or later. But I didn't expect it to come so soon. Just use your hands to make me feel comfortable. Then you can leave.
"
I can't refuse her again.
When I left her bedroom, she was already asleep. I stood in front of the bed, looked at her who had fallen asleep, and said softly to her: "Sister, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, sister..."
She was still sleeping as before. At this moment, I suddenly burst into tears. I knew that she was actually a poor woman. (To be continued)