I felt lonely in my heart, and nodded slowly: "Okay. I hope you can keep doing this. One thing you should know is that the leader's reputation is more important than anything else, so please remember one thing, that is, no
Don't say what you should say casually. As a person around the leader, you must understand one truth: Only by protecting the leader can you have the future you want. If there is a problem with the leader, all our years of hard work will be in vain.
You may even lose your reputation because of it. Dongmei, I hope you will remember my words firmly."
She thought for a while and nodded: "I understand."
I continued: "Dongmei, once you choose to continue doing it, don't change it. Because this is your own voluntary choice, no one forces you. I will not tell anyone about this matter, just treat it as such.
It's like this never happened."
She said: "Well, thank you, Teacher Feng."
At this time, I suddenly thought of a question, "Dongmei, what are you going to tell your boyfriend?"
Her expression turned gloomy again, "I don't know, I'll think about it before I say..."
I sighed in my heart, because I understood: Maybe she can no longer really let go. I looked at her, "He is very good, isn't he? You are thinking in your heart: Maybe you will never meet such a good man again from now on."
.right?"
Her expression was sad again, she nodded, and then slowly started to shake her head, "I don't know...but I only know one thing now, I must let my mother and myself live a good life,
I must not let my mother, myself, and my children in the future be bullied by others. I want to earn a lot of money and take my children to live abroad with my mother in the future. I don’t want to stay in this country anymore. This is
My ideal. So, I think I can give up everything I currently have."
I noticed that she talked about her mother and her future children who do not exist now, but she did not talk about her future husband. Maybe she really no longer believes in love.
No, it was me who shattered her fantasy of love. At this moment, I realized that I had done something truly cruel.
I looked out the window because I didn't dare to look directly into her eyes anymore. I said, "Dongmei, now I wonder if I really did something wrong. I feel like I destroyed you."
.Originally, I have always felt that I should be helping you, and at the same time, I am helping myself. But now, I feel that I am really wrong. So, I hope you think about it again, and think about it again."
"Teacher Feng..." But then I heard her calling me softly, and her call contained a different kind of emotion.
I turned back to look at her, looking at her with questioning eyes.
She blushed, lowered her head and said to me: "Teacher Feng, you, please take me to the hotel now. Can you?"
I was stunned for a moment, but after a moment I understood: she was doing this to allow herself to make up her mind. Now that she has believed in love again, she wants to destroy it again in this way.
At this moment, I felt extremely embarrassed: Can I agree to her?
Now she is Governor Huang's woman. If I have sex with her again, what will happen if Governor Huang finds out? Furthermore, if I have sex with her again tonight
If she did, it would completely and completely destroy her faith in love that she had finally regained.
However, she is so delicate and beautiful in front of me at this moment, and the exquisite and beautiful feeling she once gave me suddenly emerged in my mind, making me unable to help myself. What's more, if I now
If we don't help her completely cut off her thoughts about love, she is likely to be shaken again. If that's the case, I don't know what kind of consequences will happen to me and her in the future.
After I hesitated for a while, I finally chose to waver because I didn't dare to gamble on this matter unless she chose not to continue.
I drove her to the countryside. I had to be extra careful because I didn't want anyone to catch evidence that I was with her.
Along the way, I looked at the rearview mirror of the off-road vehicle from time to time because I was worried that someone was following us. It seemed that I was paranoid, because in this dark night, it was easy to spot the stalker in the scattered car lights in the countryside, and
Several times I deliberately stopped the car and let the car behind me pass us for a while before continuing to drive forward.
Later, I found a trail beside the road, and immediately drove the car towards the trail. After climbing over two hills, I stopped at a flat place.
Udonmei didn't speak a word along the way, nor did she ask me a word. She just sat silently in the passenger seat and let me take her wherever I wanted.
I was still not at ease. After I parked the car, I ran back to the hill I had crossed just now to take a look. My eyes were filled with darkness...
I waited for a while, and it was still like this. Then I felt relieved immediately, and then returned to the car door and said, "Dongmei, sit in the back."
I turned off the lights and engine, then opened the back door and got in. She came immediately. She opened the door and fumbled to get in. I reached out and held her hand, and she got in.
When we got to the car, she immediately snuggled into my arms. Her body was so gentle, and she curled up into my arms like a kitten. I immediately felt that her body was so familiar, but it was
There is another strange feeling.
She was in my arms, and I started to kiss her forehead. Her body moved, and then I heard her seductive voice floating in my ears, "Teacher Feng, kiss me, kiss me.
.....”
I seem to understand: Kissing is a way that women value more than physical #physical contact. Kissing requires emotion to obtain true happiness. A woman's dedication to her kiss itself represents love.
But at this moment, when she asked me like this, it was not that she had fallen in love with me, but that she wanted me to destroy the yearning for love deep in her heart.
I went, and my lips were in close contact with hers. Her lips were slightly open and trembling. My tongue reached into her lips, where was the tip of her tongue that was trembling slightly, and I started to tease it.
, let it dance with my tongue.
It came, hers and mine started to touch, and after a few times they began to entangle, and then madly, our tongues entwined tightly, she let me go to her lips, and then back to mine.
.....
In this deserted night in the suburbs, in this small space, this place has become a world unique to the two of us, but our desires have already risen outside the car and spread in the surrounding air.
The buzzing of the surrounding insects has stopped, and they have all burrowed into the soil to hide. The air in the night has stopped flowing, and they are wrapping us tightly. The moon in the sky must have also gotten into the clouds, right? It must not be able to bear it.
Our joy at the moment is disturbed...
At this moment, I just want us to be able to last longer, and I also hope that today’s night can stay dark forever...
When everything calmed down, she curled up and nestled in my arms again. She said softly to me: "Teacher Feng, I feel that falling in love is so tiring. This is best."
I understood what she said - it is really tiring for people to have true love, but indulgence is always easy and can even be unscrupulous.
I feel the same way, but she doesn’t know that this is what hurts me the most. (To be continued)