At this moment, everything between me and her seemed to have solidified. I lowered my head and dared not look at her, and she stopped talking.
After a while, I suddenly felt a sense of guilt and guilt. I hurriedly raised my head to look at her, and immediately found that she was also turning her face sideways and looking at me. I immediately said something to her.
: "You haven't slept all night. Now take a good rest."
And while I was talking, she actually said to me: "It's nothing. I know this is the result we have."
I didn't expect that the two of us would suddenly speak at the same time, but our words were completely different. Mine was a kind of concern for her, but she was a kind of tolerance for me. I suddenly felt even more guilty.
, couldn't help but stretched out his hands to put on her shoulders, and then said to her softly: "Xiao Dan, I'm sorry."
But she just shook her head slightly and sighed.
I continued to say to her softly: "You rest first, I will come over at noon, then we will go to dinner together, and then I will accompany you to go shopping."
Her gloomy face suddenly became alive, and she immediately asked me: "Are you free today?"
I nodded, "I'll leave the whole day to you."
She immediately said to me: "Then let's go to the temple. I want to ask for a fortune."
I suddenly felt embarrassed: It is not appropriate for me to go to the temple with my status now, and it would be inappropriate to ask for a signature. If someone who knows me sees it, it may have a bad impact after the rumor gets out.
.But I couldn't bear to refuse her, so I immediately asked her: "Which temple do you want to go to?"
She said: "I want to go to the Buddha Temple."
I was stunned for a moment, "That place is dozens of kilometers away from the provincial capital, and it's not a highway. If we go there in the afternoon, they'll be closed when we get there."
She said: "Then let's set off now? I can sleep in the car. That place is far away from the provincial capital, and there shouldn't be anyone who knows you. Besides, I also want to go out for a walk."
Her words made me feel even more guilty. How could I not agree to her? I immediately said: "Xiao Dan, you are so understanding. Okay, let's go now. You wash up first, and I'll go back and drive right away."
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I left immediately. Because it was the weekend, the traffic jam on the road was not very serious, so I quickly drove the car to the downstairs of her residence. Before arriving, I called her to make sure I had the right time.
It was just right. When I drove the car to her downstairs, she just came out of it.
She had already washed herself and had a shower, and her wet hair told me this. Today she was wearing a pair of jeans and a white shirt, and she was holding two coats, one in her hands.
One is hers, and one is mine.
When she saw me looking at her in surprise, she immediately smiled and said to me: "It's a little cold on the mountain, so I brought them with me just in case."
The look in my eyes suddenly softened when I looked at her. At this moment, I began to ask myself: Is it not okay for such a woman to be my wife?
The first thing she did after driving out of the city was to fill up the car with gas. She did not start sleeping as soon as she got in the car. I felt that she was in a state of excitement inside.
She looked at the gas gauge and then asked me: "Your car seems to be almost out of gas. Why don't you fill it up before you come to pick me up? What if it stalls in the city?"
I said, "I guess the oil in this can drive the car out of the city. And I don't want you to wait too long. I know you haven't slept all night and it's uncomfortable to wait for someone."
When I said these words, I immediately shut up, because I found that my words took me into my pocket: Wasn't she beside me always waiting for my promise to her? In her heart
The kind of misery is worse than this.
She sighed, and after a while she said to me quietly: "Why do you have to be so nice to me? But why don't you accept me?"
At this time, my car had just entered the gas station and had just stopped, and my cell phone rang at this moment. I looked at it and found that it was Lin Yu calling. But I didn’t dare to go to the gas station.
To answer the phone inside, I could only let it call there.
However, I also took this opportunity to get out of the car to avoid answering Zhu Dan's two questions just now.
While the gas station staff was refueling my car, I went outside the gas station. At this time, Lin Yu had already hung up the phone. I called her back.
The call was dialed quickly, and I hurriedly said: "Sister, I was at the gas station just now, so I couldn't answer your call."
She asked in surprise: "Where are you going this weekend?"
I hesitated for a moment and immediately answered her: "I'm going to inspect a project. I'm on my way."
She said: "Oh. That's it. It's okay. I just asked you where you are. Then you should pay attention to safety on the road. By the way, when will you come back?"
I felt guilty and felt that I shouldn't have deceived her. I hurriedly said: "Tomorrow morning."
She said: "Then let's have a meal together at noon tomorrow. Come to my house. I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time."
I agreed to her immediately. She didn't say anything else to me and immediately hung up the phone.
I returned to the gas station and found that Zhu Dan had fallen asleep in the car. She was wearing a seat belt and was sleeping softly in the passenger seat. She looked really beautiful.
But at this moment, I was sighing in my heart: After all, the marriage of my dreams is still impossible. No matter how good Zhu Dan is, she can't be her wife. Unless I have the heart to hurt her.
I gently adjusted her seat to a reclining position, and then drove out of the gas station.
I drove in silence along the way, but my heart was filled with endless guilt and helplessness. I kept thinking: Since it is impossible for you and her to be a couple, you should give up on your own initiative. After all, she is still so young.
Zhu Dan didn't sleep for long. She woke up when our car entered the mountainous area, and her first words after waking up were, "We haven't arrived yet?"
I immediately laughed, "It's still early. We've only been out for less than thirty kilometers."
She immediately laughed too, "Why do I feel like I've been sleeping for a long time?"
I said: "This means that you have not entered deep sleep. You can continue to sleep, it is still early. I will call you when you are about to arrive."
She shook her head and said: "I won't sleep anymore. I find the scenery outside is very beautiful."
The scenery here is indeed beautiful. When I drove the car to the foot of the mountain, I noticed the lush forests in front of me, the strange rocks everywhere, the gurgling streams, and the wind blowing in from the car window made people feel a kind of
It was cool. The sun peeked out from the thin clouds in the sky. Looking at everything in front of me, the depressed emotions in my heart suddenly relaxed a lot.
It is now the end of late autumn and approaching the beginning of early winter, and the scenery in the mountains is also particularly charming.
As the road winds upward, the layers of the scenery gradually become clearer. The colorful leaves trace the mountains, red, yellow, green, light yellow, withered yellow. Leaves of various colors are densely clustered, piled up and swaying.
, come across the sky, but each is reserved, charming in every way, but not enchanting.
The side of the road is covered with soft weeds. Looking over it, you can see the continuous mountains nestled layer by layer. The beauty between the foothills is intoxicating. The sycamore leaves and red maple leaves on the ground are as red as fire and seem to tell the story of the season.
The branches of the tall pine trees were broken in last year's blizzard, but they are still crisp and green. The tenacity of life is clearly reflected in the majestic appearance of the trees.
I drove up the winding mountain road. Along the way, the mountain streams were surging with wind and clouds, the mist was misty, the mountains were phantom, the shadows of the trees were whirling, and the grass was miserable. Various trees on the mountain grew together, complementing each other with the still green pines and cypresses, forming a picture.
A natural oil painting with breathtaking scenery.
From this mountain, you can see the creek and farmhouses below. Everything in front of you is so beautiful under the warm sunshine.
I didn't dare to focus too much on admiring the scenery outside the car window, but Zhu Dan seemed to be intoxicated. I drove silently and didn't want to disturb her enjoyment of the beautiful scenery. It would be cruel to disturb her at this time. (Unfinished)