That was the suburbs, and it was winter now. It was normal for that gust of wind to appear, but it was just a whirlwind, so it was normal for it to pick up the ash and float into the sky. What was abnormal was only our hearts, because our hearts
It’s just a kind of fear or awe for some things, and the emergence of this fear or awe does come from the guilt and guilt in our hearts. Then I thought like this.
When I arrived at the department, my colleagues all came to ask me concerned questions. I shook my head sadly, "It's okay, everyone is busy with their own business." Then I hurried to my office. On the way here, what worried me the most was actually this.
One point: What should I do when everyone comes to care about me? You know, what I am afraid of is not everyone’s concern, but that I cannot bear everyone’s concern.
Call the head nurse, "Please come here."
Of course I can't just hide in the office. I'm here to work, so I have to understand the basic situation of the department these days.
In fact, I really have nothing to do and take the initiative to find work, because the management in the department has already formed a system, and those systems have long been known to everyone and are implemented in an orderly manner every day, so except for emergencies, under normal circumstances, nothing will happen.
It's not a big deal. But I have to find something to do today, otherwise I will probably think about Chen Yuan again.
The head nurse came and said, "Director Feng, why don't you hold funeral arrangements? Everyone in the department was saying that you have done so many good things for us, and everyone wanted to take this opportunity to thank you. But it turned out that you have done so many good things for us."
You didn’t even give us a call. Director Feng, you’re making everyone have a problem with you.”
I couldn't laugh or cry. Of course, I knew what she meant, but there was a problem with the expression. I said, "Stop talking about that thing, I feel bad. How is it? Is there anything going on in the department recently?"
"No. Everything is fine," she said.
"Where's Director Qiao? Has anyone said anything bad about her behind her back lately?" I asked again.
"Her temper has gotten much better recently. It's really strange." She laughed.
I said, "What's weird? Everyone has an adaptation period."
She looked at me, as if she was hesitant to speak. I asked her, "If you have something to say, just say it. Why are you hesitating?"
"She came to me yesterday to discuss something. I wonder if Director Feng knows about it?" she said.
I laughed immediately, "If you don't tell me, how will I know? Really! Tell me quickly."
"That's right, Director Qiao said that he wants to introduce a company that specializes in baby products. For example, it can make fetal hair into brushes, leave handprints and footprints of the fetus as souvenirs, and diapers. Anyway, it is a specialized company.
Regarding doing business with pregnant women who gave birth to their babies in our hospital, I said, you must agree to this matter. She said that you will agree, and she will talk to you when she has time, but everyone in the department must agree first.
"said the head nurse.
I looked at her in astonishment, and then said in surprise: "This matter is okay. Those young parents who have just had children must be willing to spend such money. But... well, the key to this matter is to ask the hospital leaders
agree."
The head nurse said: "I told her the same thing at the time. I said that Director Feng would have to ask the hospital leaders for instructions before speaking."
I was a little confused, "Then what does Director Qiao say?"
I am indeed a little confused, because although this matter is considered a major matter in the department, Jordan should know me better, because under normal circumstances, I will carefully consider any of her suggestions, but why did she go directly to the nurse?
long?
"She said that if I and the people in our department think it can be done, we don't have to go through the approval of the hospital leaders. She said that after all, this is only a matter for our department." The head nurse replied.
My doubts were immediately solved: So that’s it.
I shook my head and said, "It's better to be on the safe side about this matter. If we don't tell the hospital leaders, something may go wrong."
The head nurse said: "Yes. That's what I said too. Director Qiao of the department said that if we consult the hospital leaders, this matter will definitely not be done. She also said that this matter is everyone's idea anyway. When the time comes,
You don’t have to take too much responsibility.”
"No. Head nurse, this matter cannot be done." I said immediately, suddenly finding myself a little excited, and then said to her: "Okay, that's it. I'll discuss it with Director Qiao when we come down."
The head nurse left, and I suddenly felt uncomfortable. Because what the head nurse just said made my heart feel like it was immersed in a hole in the ice. Now I can completely suspect that Jordan has bad intentions. Just imagine, if this matter goes according to her wishes
If it happens, once the hospital investigates it, it will be my responsibility. What everyone means is completely bullshit! I am the director of the department. If I am not responsible, who will be responsible? The last few days have been the days when Chen Yuan passed away. She may have thought that I was attending a funeral.
It takes a long time, and then half a month will pass if we deal with the housework. In this half month, we can complete the matter and be noticed by the hospital leaders, but the result is: I suffered
be punished, or be removed from the position of department director.
Isn't it right? Suddenly, I felt that there was something wrong with my analysis. Because you know, Jordan's department just asked for help. As a woman, she wouldn't retaliate like this, right? Even if she wanted to be the director of this department.
, it would be shameful for everyone if she adopted such a method.
So, what was her purpose? I suddenly became more confused, and this doubt made me restless. After thinking about it, I immediately went to our clinic.
There are still so many patients in the obstetrics and gynecology clinic, and there is still such a long queue outside the clinic. Here, patients are always weak. They can only endure the pain silently and endure the cold to queue up, even if they encounter
When it comes to a doctor with a bad attitude, he can only endure it and spend a lot of money on treatment. I am a doctor and I fully understand the helplessness and pain of patients, but I have no choice because my personal power is too limited.
, and I have to follow the rules of the hospital, because the doctors and nurses under me also have to buy a house, support their families, and take on the family responsibilities that everyone must bear, such as providing for their parents, giving their children a good education, etc.
etc. In addition, I must try my best to help everyone live a better life. Therefore, although I am often contradictory, I have to use such reasons to convince myself.
At the end of the day, it's all about money.
This society is already like this. Most people have been enslaved by the commercialized social status quo. Money has become an important criterion for measuring a person's success or failure. For me, I can't change this reality, but I
The only thing we can do is to try to provide the best medical environment for patients. Of course, this medical environment mainly refers to our service attitude, and we also try to distinguish between groups of people when it comes to medication.
Try to use low-cost, effective drugs and necessary examination methods for people from poor families. For patients from wealthy families who can pay their bills, I have hinted that doctors can appropriately increase the level of medication and relax examination items based on the patient's ability to bear it.
In the final analysis, the diagnosis of Western medicine is a method of elimination: it is suspected that a certain patient has a certain disease, but it may also be another possibility. The medical term is called "diagnosis and differential diagnosis". Therefore, in order to make a final diagnosis, all impossibility must be eliminated.
Therefore, there is a reason for the need to do various examinations. Even if individual patients raise questions, it does not matter, because it can completely explain why they should be done that way. In addition, sometimes a certain disease still cannot be clarified after various examinations.
There are also cases of diagnosis. In this case, a therapeutic diagnosis method will be adopted. That is to say, the suspected possible drug treatments are identified one by one. Which drug is effective will explain what it is.
Such disease. This is also medically acceptable.
Because the treatment method of Western medicine itself is like this, this is also one of the differences between the diagnosis and treatment of Chinese and Western medicine. For Chinese medicine, medicine is never used when the diagnosis is unclear. Even if the medicine is used, it is to show a certain physical sign.
To be more clear, we should consider treating the symptoms first and then consider treating the root cause. In the final analysis, Western medicine is a method that only treats the symptoms, that is: treating headaches, treating head and foot pain, and treating feet.
I originally wanted to go directly to Jordan's office, but when I saw so many patients, I felt emotional, so I went to each clinic and took a look. I wore a white coat, so the patients would not say anything, at most.
That is to say, patients who don't know me will be surprised or angry but dare not speak.
What I pay special attention to is the situation of intern doctors.
Fortunately, I found that the intern doctors were all supervising doctors with more seniority, and the prescriptions were carefully read and signed by the teachers. It seems that the effect of Jordan's rectification is quite good.
Then we went to Jordan's office.
When she entered, she was talking to the head nurse of the outpatient clinic. When the head nurse of the outpatient clinic saw me, she greeted me politely, "Director Feng, why are you here? We also said..."
I knew what she was going to say, so I immediately interrupted her, "Stop talking about that matter. You can go out first. Director Qiao and I will discuss something."
The head nurse of the outpatient clinic smiled apologetically at me and left. I went to sit on the sofa in Jordan's office and immediately crossed my legs. "The situation in the outpatient clinic is not bad. I just went to see it. It is indeed much better than before."
Director Qiao, your work is very effective."
I won't take the initiative to talk about what the head nurse told me today, because I hope she can take the initiative to tell me. If she doesn't tell me, I also decide not to ask, because it already means that she does have evil intentions towards me.
.I hope it’s not like that, otherwise this woman would be too scary. (To be continued)