But Zhang Xiaoyun never dared to tell them about the situation she was facing now, including her divorce. She just expressed her attitude and position calmly: no matter what, she must be transferred.
Zhang Haotian knows his daughter very well, and knows that once Zhang Xiaoyun makes a decision, there is really no way she can get her back. Maybe this is the sad part of being a parent. In fact, no matter how much effort you have to make, it doesn't matter, as long as there is mutual support.
They understand each other and accompany each other, but the reality is that we often encounter such helpless moments.
In the end, no matter how much Zhang Xiaoyun's mother cried and fussed, the matter that Zhang Xiaoyun mobilized was ironclad and unchangeable.
Zhang Xiaoyun made her words very clear: "I know that at worst, you can go to the director and get my application approved and revised. After all, dad still has certain powers, and he has never used any privileges in these years.
When he does things for himself, he won’t say that someone won’t give him face this time, not to mention that it’s not a big deal.”
"But I really made up my mind to go, so even if you really object, the worst thing I can do is resign from here and go directly. Even after I get there, I won't even enter the criminal investigation system, and just work as an ordinary person.
As a human being, to do what I want to do and to persist in my desires.”
"You can't possibly say that you will imprison me, tie me up and prevent me from going out, right?" Zhang Xiaoyun said calmly, "If you don't agree, then I will have to take such an extreme method."
Now not only Zhang Xiaoyun's mother, but also Zhang Haotian was anxious: "Are you crazy? Do you really have to go?"
He is also an old criminal investigator. Of course he knows that although the occupational risks in this line of work are very high, there is still some protection. The minimum equipment can protect oneself at any time. But as an ordinary person, the minimum
It is illegal to hold a gun, so how can you still do what the police do? If you encounter a criminal, it is basically a dead end.
Zhang Xiaoyun just nodded calmly: "Yes, I have to go, Dad, Mom, I know this is very difficult, but I still hope you can accept my decision."
Her mother was already crying so much that she finally said harshly: "Just pretend that I never gave birth to a daughter like you."
Zhang Xiaoyun herself was actually in pain, but staying would only make her more miserable, so she preferred to leave alone and go to such a far away place full of unknown dangers.
Zhang Xiaoyun finally had a serious talk with Zhang Haotian and told him not to go to Wang Xudong. She understood very well that both Zhang Haotian and her mother were trying to help them save their marriage, and they both hoped that Wang Xudong could keep her, but
Zhang Xiaoyun said decisively: "I don't want to see him now. Nothing he says or does will be of any use. If he can shake my determination, I will never make this decision and leave."
"If you really want me and him to have any chance, let us separate for the time being, calm down for a while, and see which life is better for each other, and then make a more rational decision.
choose."
She is also helpless. Nothing that has happened to her so far has been good. They are all things that parents least want to see happen to their children. If Zhang Haotian and her mother know at this time that she has divorced Wang Xudong
, then they will only be more sad and even less willing for her to leave.
She could only make this move. She couldn't say that she would give them constant blows and make them sad. It was also to get them to agree to her leaving, so she could only choose to hide it temporarily.
Zhang Xiaoyun's current situation can be said to be very painful, and Wang Xudong is not having an easy time at home, especially when he drove back to the empty villa alone, only to find that it could no longer be called a home.
The mistress left him alone, as if he were alone.
It turns out that no matter how big a villa is, it can only be called a house, not a home. Only when a family lives in the house and they have laughter and laughter, can it be a real home.
Wang Xudong was sitting alone on the sofa in a daze. He inevitably recalled the scene where he and Zhang Xiaoyun were in there before. The two of them leaned closely together, imagining that in the future, the family would be happy when the child was born.
We are together heart and soul, and then we will have a second or third child...
But now, everything is in vain, leaving only the emptiness and pain after all the beautiful dreams were shattered. Only then did Wang Xudong understand deeply that the most painful thing was not that he had never got it, but that he almost had everything but failed.
Missed it at the last moment.
Wang Xudong lit a cigarette, letting the smoke linger but not inhaling. At this moment, he seemed to have had a lot of things taken away, but he didn't know what he had lost. This was another emotional setback for him.
He himself didn't know why he invested so much time, energy and sincerity into his relationship, but what he got in return was loss again and again.
He thought of the question Zhang Xiaoyun asked him, asking him whether he had ever loved her. In fact, he really didn't know the answer. The only thing he was sure of was that he had completely different feelings towards Zhang Xiaoyun and towards Su Wanqi.
Wang Xudong sat blankly for a long time, until it was completely dark, then he got up and turned on the light. He had no intention of eating. After thinking about it, he could only clean up the house. In fact, he was working hard during this period.
They worked all day, and Zhang Xiaoyun never came back, so the place had not been cleaned and was dirty and messy.
Wang Xudong tidied up the room, actually wanting to sort out his mood and calm down to face the reality that he was divorced. However, when he saw anything, he still inevitably thought of the time when he was with Zhang Xiaoyun.
scene.
Maybe, he does not love Zhang Xiaoyun that much, not as much as he loves Su Wanqi, but at least they get along day and night, and he is completely devoted to this marriage. Some things have gradually become habits, and now he has to change them all over again.
Habit.
Wang Xudong briefly sorted it out, and found that Zhang Xiaoyun did not have many things. She had always been a very simple person, and she was not as fond of beauty as ordinary girls. She had clothes and cosmetics piled all over the house, and she didn't have many in total.
Wang Xudong collected some clothes, shoes and daily necessities and put them all in the room where she lived.
He told Zhang Xiaoyun that he would wait for her, so he kept these things. If Zhang Xiaoyun changes her mind in the future, this will still be her original home.
Now Wang Xudong no longer had any worries, his home was gone, and he was back to being alone. He could only devote all his energy to work, go back very late, and then directly wash up and go to bed.
Only in this way will he not feel lonely all the time in that empty villa. (To be continued)