"In the face of all the incomprehensions, I have no intention of explaining, so I just misunderstood."
"At that time, I was a little confused and couldn't find the meaning of life. My heart was too empty... No one understood me, and I was unwilling to open up my heart and say anything to others, as if this would make me a turtle shell.
It’s just as strong, and no one can hurt me, just living in such a muddle. In fact, that layer of turtle shell is so thin that it breaks into pieces when poked.”
"On my birthday, I received a call from him and he said he wanted to celebrate my birthday."
"Maybe it was because I still longed for it in my heart, so I agreed. Even though he didn't apologize, I still moved back after his request."
"His personality has not changed. He is still so warm-hearted. He helps anyone who comes to him. As for me, I just pretend I don't see it. He loves to help. I can't stop him anyway."
"Later, Mi Xiaohong contacted him again. She was seriously ill and needed a lot of money. Mi Shuangshuang, whom Mi Xiaohong raised with great care, was already married and had her own family at that time, and he had no intention of devoting all his efforts to treat her.
He was still ill. He still took care of Mi Xiaohong without hesitation and tried to raise money. He even planned to sell the old and shabby resettlement house. Unfortunately, no one bought it. It was too old and there was no possibility of demolition. Finally, he spoke to me.
.Perhaps, he really likes Mi Xiaohong, after all, he can give everything to her."
"At that time I asked him, if I get sick, this money can only save one person, who will he choose to save. He said that he is just borrowing it and will pay it back to me. Don't joke when saving lives like this. It's really naive to think about it now.
, that question makes no sense at all, he told me that many years ago."
"I'm not a good person, I'm not a magnanimous person. I can't use the money to save Mi Xiaohong. In my heart, I even wish she was not good and wish she died early."
"I donated the money and he left in anger."
"I really couldn't find the meaning to continue living. On his way to see Li Xiaohong, I slit my wrist."
"In the last remaining consciousness, there were several figures in white coats, sweating profusely, shaking their heads and regretting around me. There was also a female voice saying that this was a very gentle girl who donated all her money before she died.
She said to me, "Why can't such a gentle and kind person, such a beautiful life, not understand it? How beautiful this world is."
"I have always been given a bad label. Someone actually said that I am gentle, kind and beautiful. Such compliments made me happy and wanted to cry. I admit that at that time, I suddenly wanted to live and go to another place to see this.
Is the world really as beautiful as she said? Unfortunately, I have no chance."
"Please live a good life for me. I want to see what another life is like. I have been trapped in a confined space for so long and I haven't seen whether that world is really that beautiful."
"Also, ask him why he can only think of other people."
Although she didn't care that much anymore, she still wanted to know that this was her knot.
…
"Sister Yan, it has to be you." Gao Zhou stared at the computer excitedly, looking at the fighting scene on it.
"Sister Yan, go ahead and kill the guy on the opposite side. He's so annoying at the beginning. Go ahead and blow his head off." Lou Xiaofei shouted.
"No, Sister Yan, why did you die?" Gao Zhou made a confused voice.
Qian Yan looked at the gray color of the computer interface and was stunned for a moment. Her soul was so powerful that she could integrate the memory of the original owner in an instant.
This chapter has been completed!