Zhao Yu's throat rolled, and for a moment he thought it was Qin Zhao sitting under the lamp, waiting for him to return.
He stared blankly, as if petrified.
Yueqing sensed Zhao Yu's gaze and found that he was looking at her. To be precise, he was actually looking at another noble woman through her.
That person was the person Zhao Yu longed for in his life. He could only find a substitute to hide the darkest desire in his heart.
Even the substitute he found couldn't even resemble that person in facial features. How sad is this?
"Young Master is back?" Yue Qing's voice was gentle, and she suddenly felt that Zhao Yu was very pitiful.
He clearly once owned Qin Zhao, but he also let Qin Zhao go with his own hands.
She had heard about what happened to Qin Zhao in the Zhao Mansion.
I heard that when Qin Zhao was in Zhao Mansion, Zhao Yu looked down upon Qin Zhao and did not consummate their marriage even after two years of marriage.
How did Zhao Yu fall in love with a woman who was obviously dismissive of her?
Is this love true love from the heart, or is it the reluctance to let go after getting it?
Yue Qing has no answer for this, and perhaps only Zhao Yu himself knows the answer.
Zhao Yu dragged his painful legs and sat down next to Yue Qing. Although he had not eaten all day, he was not hungry at all.
He lowered his eyes and looked at Yue Qing, his eyes focused: "Are you feeling better?"
"Sir, I was thinking about something just now, but I couldn't figure it out." Yue Qing met Zhao Yu's cold eyebrows, leaned into Zhao Yu's arms, and answered the question.
"What's the matter?" Zhao Yu was also a little distracted.
Yue Qing whispered almost silently: "Are I really similar to the imperial concubine? I'm obviously not as beautiful as that person. What if..."
Before Yue Qing finished speaking, she felt Zhao Yu's chest become stiff in an instant.
"I know everything. But I don't hate her at all. On the contrary, I feel very honored. I just can't understand why the young master ignored her before we left, and why he couldn't forget her later?
"Yueqing is completely confused.
Zhao Yu was in a daze for a moment, and finally someone asked him about it, and he suddenly felt the desire to talk.
"I didn't care at first, but one day when I was on my way to Changzhou, she suddenly appeared on my carriage. I was so caught off guard. She was already the Crown Prince Liangdi at that time..."
Although so much time has passed, he still remembers all the details clearly.
"In the two years when she married into the Zhao family, I looked down on her. She was the daughter of a merchant, so I thought she was a philistine and vulgar. It was only on that trip to Changzhou that I knew she valued love and righteousness. In her case
With the help of her, the South Dam burst and blocked; later, a child drowned and was about to die, but she tried her best to save her. When I spent time with her day and night, I could always discover her unknown side.
Even when I argue with her, I feel very happy..."
Yueqing listened with rapt attention, and when Zhao Yu stopped talking, she asked curiously: "What happened next?"
"Later, the emperor chased her to Changzhou and took her away one morning without my knowledge. I didn't feel anything strange the first day she left Changzhou, but at night, I couldn't sleep, so I went to the Dongji Room where she lived.
, stood there all night. I knew this was wrong, and I also knew that she was already the emperor's. My dark thoughts that could not see the light should be stopped in time. Until one day I met you, and I found out that you had a relationship with me.
She has a similar side, so she brought you into the house by accident." Zhao Yu's tone was normal but also sad.
It was because he trapped himself in a cocoon that everything happened later.
"Yueqing, I'm sorry for you." After a long while, Zhao Yu whispered: "I shouldn't have looked for her shadow in you, and I shouldn't have indulged myself..."
"Young Master's words are serious. I am lucky enough to become a Young Master because of my good fortune. I only regret that I can't be the person that Young Master really wants." Yue Qing hugged Zhao Yu's neck and pressed his lips deeply.
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Zhao Yu pushed Yue Qing away and said, "You are not in good health. Please take good care of yourself."
Yue Qing's beautiful eyes were like water, and she leaned into Zhao Yu's arms: "It's been so many years, Master, still can't you forget her?"
Knowing that he will never have any interaction with Qin Zhao again in this life, why is the young master still suffering in pain?
Zhao Yu looked at the dancing candlelight not far away, "I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it either."
"Master, have you ever thought that in fact, the master's attachment to her is just because of regret and unwillingness to miss out? Just like when the wife was not with the master, the master couldn't let go of the wife?" Yue Qing whispered silently.
Maybe this is just the bad nature of men. This is not affection, but just sentimentality.
"I have thought about it, but I still think about her day and night. Even when the emperor punished me today, I felt better. I felt that I deserved to be punished, because I knew that I had indeed blasphemed her.
." Zhao Yu closed his eyes in pain.
He likes to be with Yue Qing. Whenever he is closest to Yue Qing, he will think of her as Qin Zhao, as if this way he can get the woman he will never get.
He didn't feel anything about Wu Xiyu, except for the time when they first got married, and now he was tired of seeing Wu Xiyu's face.
How long does it take to go from love to disgust? It was only a few years, and his heart would never return to Wu Xiyu.
"Young master, you must know that this will not benefit her. You must let her go, otherwise it will only harm her." Yue Qing said sternly.
How could Zhao Yu not know that Yue Qing's words were right? But if he could do it, he wouldn't be in such pain as he is today.
"Perhaps this way, the young master can take in a few more concubines, so as to eliminate the emperor's doubts." Yue Qing suddenly felt that this was a good idea.
Zhao Yu didn't expect Yue Qing to make such a proposal, and he looked at Yue Qing with complicated eyes.
Yue Qing only said that he did not want to take a concubine, but she still advised: "As long as there are a few new people in the house, the emperor's suspicion of the young master will naturally be reduced. I am afraid that the emperor will embarrass the young master again, and something like what happened in Taihe will happen again."
Things like being punished by kneeling down in the palace..."
Yue Qing said something else, but Zhao Yu didn't listen to a word.
In fact, he had murderous intentions towards Yue Qing. Just because he had a guilty conscience, he couldn't let Xiao Ce discover his most dark secret.
As my grandfather said, only when Yue Qing dies will this matter be settled.
He stayed in Lihuayuan every night just to arouse Wu Xiyu's resentment and let Wu Xiyu attack Yue Qing, so that he could be unaware of it.
Yue Qing had no idea of his scheming, and this woman was still trying to help him cover it up.
"Let's put this matter aside for now, don't worry, you can take a good rest." Zhao Yu put Yue Qing back to her original position.
Yueqing saw Zhao Yu's slightly gloomy eyes and said that he was in a bad mood because he had been punished to kneel for a whole day, so she didn't think much about it.
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