Chapter 3149 Qin Yuxiang’s inner monologue

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While Zhang Tianhao was enjoying himself, Xu Jing, who was standing at the door, also slowly backed out. Although her task was to make dumplings, she still wanted to come over and ask.

But when she heard the noise in the room, she had to retreat. After all, if she went in, she would only be a little embarrassed.

Even though the door to the main house was open, she still didn't dare to go there. It was okay to listen, but once she actually ran through, it would be trouble.

Xu Jing also sighed, and then returned to the kitchen and started making dumplings. Among the three women, she was the only one who was the best at making dumplings.

Born in the north, she mainly eats pasta and has eaten quite a lot of dumplings, so naturally she also makes some.

Half an hour later, Zhang Tianhao was sitting in the bathtub, humming a ditty comfortably, and some later ditty came out in his mouth. Ma Xuanxuan and Chang Hui, who were standing aside, were rubbing their backs vigorously.

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While rubbing his face and neck, he was breathing heavily. At the same time, he also lamented that Zhang Tianhao’s skin was really good.

It felt soft and smooth. Although it was not as good as a newborn baby's, it was much better than their women's skin. Even the two women felt a little ashamed of themselves.

You must know that the skin of the two women is quite good, white and rosy. They are not at all like the women who grew up in the village, who were as thin as bamboo poles.

Although the two of them look a little thin, they still have very good figures.

"By the way, Master, the dumplings are ready. Could you please bring them in?"

At this time, Xu Jing's voice came from the door. Apparently she saw the two women coming in and knew that Zhang Tianhao is a person who knows how to enjoy. If they want to get more attention from Zhang Tianhao, the three of them must serve Zhang Tianhao well.

Otherwise, the consequences will be quite serious, unless he reveals his identity.

It's a pity that she doesn't know her identity, and it has already been completely exposed to Zhang Tianhao.

"Well, bring it in. I will also enjoy the royal enjoyment today!"

He responded, then asked Chang Hui to open the door and let Xu Jing bring the dumplings in.

"Xu Jing, please feed me one by one. It's not convenient for me to take a bath."

"OK!"

Seeing the three women doing this, Zhang Tianhao couldn't help but feel better. After all, it was rare to enjoy such a thing, and he was still very satisfied.

The three women who have received professional training can easily serve Zhang Tianhao well.

The only thing is that the three girls, except maybe Ma Xuanxuan, are all quite unhappy. After all, they have done such a job of serving others.



On the other side, Qin Yuxiang, who had returned home again, also had a bitter look on her face. Even her eyes were still full of sadness, and her eyes were still so red and swollen.

Even when she spoke, her voice was extremely hoarse. Today's incident taught her another deep lesson.

That firm belief has become even firmer.

You must know that she was a staunch party member and a strong fighter, otherwise she would not have put down her child less than six months after birth and directly followed the Red Army on the Long March.

In addition, she would never have imagined that Zhang Tianhao had already known her plan before her long march, and had prepared all the preparations for her, including close-fitting leather jackets, seemingly ordinary but quite warm cotton clothes, jackets, etc.

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It's a pity that Zhang Tianhao prepared a lot of things, and even prepared three people, Qin Yuxiang and two maids, but in the end one maid fell on the road of the Long March, only sixteen years old.

Lying on the bed, she slept with her clothes on, and she wasn't even in the mood to eat dinner. After all, the scene in the afternoon really kept her in mind.

Does she hate it?

Of course I hate it, I hate this old society, I hate the Japanese, and I hate all those who have caused suffering to the Chinese people.

But she was only one person, she was also a little tired, her heart was tired, and she needed a shoulder to lean on to let her breathe.

The work is difficult, that's for sure.

Sacrifice is inevitable, and she understands it, but she was still shocked when she saw this scene with her own eyes today.

If someone had been by his side, especially Zhang Tianhao, such a thing would never have happened, and he would never have made a fearless sacrifice.

But the person was gone, and it was not even known where Zhang Tianhao was. There was a certain sense of connection between the two, but that sense could not determine Zhang Tianhao's location.

This kind of induction can only determine whether one is alive or dead, and nothing else.

Does she hate Zhang Tianhao? She really hates him.

Ever since Xichang snatched her away, I have hated her.

She even tried to find him many times when she needed him most, but she couldn't find him. How could she not hate Zhang Tianhao for not showing up in time to help her.

But she also understood that it was difficult for Zhang Tianhao. A major general in the Central Military Commission had a very special status and had as many things to consider as him, and she had other things to do.

How is it possible to help her or stay by her side all day long?

Speaking of which, she didn't hate Zhang Tianhao. After all, how could she hate a person she almost poisoned to death, her so-called husband.

Ever since that poisoning failed to kill Zhang Tianhao, he had helped her, even she didn't know how many times he had helped her.

Now it is almost impossible to say that I hate him.

But to say that I don't hate him is also somewhat unreasonable.

Contradictions, her heart is full of endless contradictions. After all, no one comforts her when she is in pain, no one comforts her when she is lost, and no one comforts her when she is sad. Some may be disappointed again and again. What I heard

Disappointment again and again.

But how could she not understand these disappointments?

According to Zhang Tianhao, he also wants to live a good life with Qin Yuxiang, but is it really that easy? That can only be an imagination.

Why don't you think about things that are unrealistic.

She lay in the arms of other women again and again, got married again and again, and even gave birth to children. She didn't even know how many women the other woman had.

But what can she do? She can only endure it. What can she do if she can't bear it?

Every time, Zhang Tianhao explained to her, almost every time, he had to make the best choice. Otherwise, if he makes a wrong step, he may make a wrong step, and if he makes a wrong step, he may face a cliff ahead.

Qin Yuxiang lay on the bed, covering her head helplessly in the quilt, sobbing softly.

Many times, she didn't want others to know her inner pain, so she could only bear all kinds of pain and shed tears alone again and again, which had become a normal part of her life.

Once again I got under the covers and endured all this pain alone. I guess tonight will be another sleepless night. Or rather, I fell asleep in pain.

After all, when she wakes up again tomorrow, she will be a warrior full of energy. All the pain and sadness will be suppressed in her heart, and it will also make her stronger.

No one understands, and no one needs to understand.

And this is how she became stronger step by step, growing up slowly like other warriors.

However, now she really needs the comfort of her lover, which is what she wants most.

But she didn't know where the person she was thinking of was still.

"well!"

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

He cried softly again, but the sound was quite suppressed.


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