Fairy Haoxi thought for a while, sighed, and said: "I can't say, but what I can say is that you and Immortal Wan Qi are both very important to me, so I can only settle for the second best.
Please forgive me, Immortal Lord..."
Looking at Fairy Haoxi with sadness in her eyes, I couldn't help but said: "Haoxi, follow me. No matter what you have done before or what you have done that is difficult to let go of, I won't mind, as long as you follow me sincerely."
I, I will create a future for you that you want."
"Immortal Lord... you don't need to give me such a guarantee. Why don't I think about what you said? But the fact is not what you think... I also admit that I am attracted to you and like you very much, but this cannot last long.
The person above and I are two different individuals, but we are the same individual. Can you understand? I can't change the ending that was set, and I can't change my own destiny. Just like the moment when Zun Ding was born,
I will fly away. At that time, do you think I will still exist? Will the one above still let me exist? I exist, but I don’t exist anymore, just like my good friend Qiu Hu, who was taken over by you
Killed, in fact, I am very angry with you, because she is dead here... She is dead, do you understand? Her fate here is over... Even if she reaches the top, do I still dare to recognize her origin? "
Fairy Haoxi asked me back, tears falling down.
"I seem to understand what you mean..." I couldn't help but sigh. When I killed Fairy Qiuhu, I really didn't think about it on a deeper level, and it was difficult for me to empathize with the woman in front of me. But now that I heard such words, I
Don't you think this is a tragedy: "I understand... you are reincarnated as an immortal, and you actually have a completely different experience from the person above, and you also have a different life. You are her, and she is you,
But you are just you but not her, right? So you think you like me, but the person above may not like me. As for Immortal Wanqi, he likes your origin as above, but also likes you now, and refuses to admit it.
You... that's because your origin is her, and she was one of the people who made the Nine Realm Suppressing Cauldron back then, that is, the being whose origin reached the eight extremes, is that right?"
Hao Xi shed tears silently, and then said: "Immortal Lord... I don't want to die, do you know?"
"I know, you are afraid that when you go up, you will no longer be yourself, and you can't be yourself, right?" I nodded. The origin and the reincarnated Son of Destiny are indeed from the same source, but they are not the same.
Tracing back to the source is the same, but in fact the reincarnated individuals experience different lives. One thought exists in the enlightenment world, and the other thought is different. Such an existence is indeed a contradiction, but not so contradictory, at least I am not
I have thought about dividing my thoughts into two, and even letting them have the same origin, because since I am me, I am definitely me.
If I separate one thought to come here, and the one thought of the creation of heaven is above, and the two go hand in hand in the world, it will eventually lead to the tragedy like Haoxi and Qiuhu now. This is also an unacceptable difference for me.
"Well... so I actually..." Fairy Haoxi shook her head, and then slowly approached me: "I said I like you, will you believe me, right..."
"If I didn't believe it before, I don't know the reason, but now I have to believe it, because even if I don't believe it, it doesn't cost me much. The thoughts merge into one, and you are no longer you.
She is no longer her, who are you, but Fairy Haoxi? Or another existence..." I sighed deeply, looking at the weak girl in front of me, my heart was naturally extremely complicated.
It is an indisputable fact that Fairy Haoxi cannot escape her own destiny.
She came close to me, stretched out her hands from my waist, gently pressed her cheek to my chest, and murmured: "At least I am still me now... Immortal Lord, can you let me be so gentle for a while...
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"Yes, yes." I responded softly, because even though the girl's light fragrance hit my nostrils, I felt like I was suffocated.
"Does the Immortal Lord know... In fact, before Hao Xi met you... he was deeply attracted by your resume... When your information fell into my hands... I couldn't move against you anymore.
Eyes, because you are alive to me... real and gentle. There has never been an overlord as real as you... So every time I want to design you, I always think of causing you some inexplicable consequences.
How much hurt... My heart is always tangled up like a tangled thread, and everything is in chaos..." Fairy Haoxi said quietly.
"Those suggestions will not do much real harm to me, right?" I couldn't help but feel a pity in my heart. Regardless of her origin, she is just a girl at best. It is her destiny to do all kinds of things against her will.
What can I blame her for?
I can't help myself, but that's what I said. The ending that I can't change is what I said.
"It would be great if I were not her, and I didn't have to bear the heavy fate... I also want to be like all the women around you, and let you pity me... But even just a little bit, to me, it doesn't matter.
It's not an extreme wish... I don't want to be like this, but I have to be like this... Immortal Lord, you must hate me sometimes, right? For example... when Qiu Hu rescued me, did you really want to
Kill me, right?" Haoxi raised his head, his affectionate eyes seemed like a simple little animal begging for food.
I hesitated for a moment and finally nodded: "At that time, I really wanted to kill you."
"Haoxi knows... He has done so many things that make you hateful. If you don't think so... it is really unreasonable, then does the Immortal still want to kill Haoxi now?" Haoxi looked at me seriously.
I shook my head and said: "It was our destiny and responsibility in the first place. You are not such a bad person after all. If I still want to kill you now, I'm afraid I can't avoid my own condemnation."
"But isn't it said that destiny and responsibility lie? Then after all, we have to be on the opposite side... or... or else the immortal will agree to Haoxi now and kill Haoxi?" Fairy Haoxi's eyes flashed.
With a hint of begging.
"You want me to kill you?" I took a deep breath and looked at the unworldly woman in front of me with my eyebrows raised in shock, and my heart couldn't help but turn upside down.
Even I have to admit that the murderous intention I had towards her before was gone with those soft words. Now, to me, she is just a weak woman trapped by fate and suffering from the outcome of reincarnation.
That's all, can I do it?
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