Jessica woke up from her trance and felt a coldness on her cheeks. She stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears with her sleeves, trying not to look at the concerned eyes of the other three people.
"Damn it, don't look at me like that, as if I'm a little girl who doesn't know what to do. You damn men, don't treat me as a weakling, and don't try to control me anymore!" Jessica shouted, but she quickly covered her face again.
He closed his face, spread the slit between his fingers, exposed his eyes and said, "Don't mind, I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about that damn sadistic purple man."
"It's okay." Riley gently put his arm around her shoulders and said, "You are a victim. It's normal to collapse and cry. We can understand it completely, and you don't have to hide it."
Jessica's expression became a little dazed again, as if she remembered something. Quil asked curiously: "Have you seen him?"
"Are you referring to the black sun?" Jessica pursed her lips, hesitated and said, "If you are referring to the illusions you see when you are asleep and dreaming, yes, I saw it."
"What did he say?"
"He didn't say anything, he didn't seem to be able to speak." Jessica shook her head and said with some confusion: "But I instinctively felt that he could be trusted, so I told him my story about...
…”
Jessica took a deep breath, but she still seemed unable to say this sentence well. This was once the pain buried deep in her heart.
"Everything about me being kidnapped, being psychologically and physically abused, and experiencing the apocalypse... I talked a lot, like a soccer mom praising their child, God, it's a good thing he can't speak,
Otherwise, how can you tolerate my complaints?"
Jessica covered her face and said as if she was blaming herself: "He's a bit like a tree hole in the traditional sense. Well, that's what I think. I hope he won't be offended."
"But I can tell my secret to a demon god, not my parents, right? Because my good or bad has nothing to do with a god. He may not listen at all, and he doesn't care, but my parents can't. If they know
It would be very sad to know what happened to me, so I can’t tell them.”
"Have you never tried praying to God before?" Quill asked, "Isn't the principle the same?"
"Actually, I tried." Jessica swallowed and said, "During the process of controlling me, I occasionally woke up, but I knew I couldn't move, so I said in my heart, God, come here
Please help me."
"But I know that God will not come. If he really loves me, he will not let me fall to this point. But I am actually very easy to deceive. If he lets me see something with wings and a halo,
Come, even if it is just an illusion of my trauma, I am willing to tell him everything."
"Perhaps, that black sun is a god using illusions to deal with humans, but even so, I am happy with it. After all, in the first dozen years of my life, people didn't even have the slightest patience to deal with me."
Jessica wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand and said, "Thank you for letting me find a way to talk, although I know it won't help the current situation. I may have wasted this opportunity."
"No, Jessica." Riley looked into her eyes and said, "You can give up your negative and self-destructive mentality, which is the greatest help to us. You don't realize how strong you are."
Jessica held the gun in her hand tightly, but Riley shook her head and said, "You don't need to use a gun at all. I told you to use your fists."
"You should try it, girl." Quill raised his chin at Jessica and said, "Punch him in the face, or something, and you'll know how capable you are."
Riley stood up, moved his wrists and ankles, and waved to Jessica. Jessica was still unwilling to put down the gun, but in the end she hesitated for a long time, threw the gun aside, and started to move her wrists.
Jessica punched Riley, but it wasn't on his face, but on his chest. She didn't use her full strength and didn't fly up, but Riley still flew out directly.
Of course, if Riley fought back, he should also be able to make Jessica fly out, but since he wanted to test his strength, he didn't fight back.
When Riley got up from the ground, he patted the dust on his body, coughed hard twice and said: "God, if you had used your fists earlier, you wouldn't have had so many problems. You are stronger than Kingpin."
Much more, and you can still fly."
Jessica muttered a few words, sat back by the campfire and said, "Maybe you are just too underweight, and you should eat more."
"My muscle and bone density are dozens of times that of ordinary people. You just punched a truck and knocked it away."
"Actually, I've known for a long time that I have such power." Jessica lowered her head and said, "But please believe me, I didn't use it before. It's not that I didn't want to use it, but the influence of that damn control freak remained in my mind.
.”
"He wanted me to forget my own strength so that I wouldn't be able to resist him, so I couldn't use my strength before, but it's much better now. People always say that talking can reduce stress, and I think so."
"Perhaps, this is also a blessing on another level." Quill got up from the ground, rubbed his painful forehead and said, "He gave us three truths, gave you comfort, and even a little
You’re considerate, aren’t you?”
"I always feel that we shouldn't tease him like this." Xu Shangqi also stood up, and then half-knelt down to put out the bonfire, with Riley helping him beside him.
"I don't think he would mind. What's amazing is that in many beliefs, the presence of gods is always so strong." Jessica shook her head and expressed her opinion. She continued: "Just like these
God is eager to occupy an important position in the hearts of believers, and he uses various means to demand piety from believers."
"They endlessly require believers to regard the god as another superior individual, and to weaken themselves as much as possible in order to sacrifice everything for him. Those complicated sacrificial rituals and lengthy prayer words are all designed to eliminate individuality and make people tame.
"
"But I always feel that the black sun wants us to focus on ourselves. He wants us to have faith, but believe in our own faith." Jessica opened her mouth, as if she didn't know how to explain it, but she still said with an intuition
: "Instead of treating him as another superior object or admiring him, we should turn him into a part of ourselves and then believe in some of our own characteristics."
"Maybe I will choose 'relief'." Jessica stroked her chest and said, "If I believe that I can relieve my emotions, maybe I will be more powerful. I think this is what he wants to see.
"
"But I still don't understand. What good does this do to him?" Jessica frowned in confusion and said as if asking herself: "Will he need our power at some point? Will he need our power at some point?
Will heaven reap the fruits?”
"I think he might be enjoying this process." Quill sighed softly and said, "You may think it's incredible, but we can't understand the thoughts of the devil. They see the world from a different perspective than us."
"Weak intelligent life seeks gains and losses, but perhaps more advanced beings have already abandoned these. They are like silent observers, their original intention is to observe the changes in the world, the changes in us and everyone else."
"Like cultivation?"
"Like cultivation."
"I think you described him too ruthlessly." Xu Shangqi objected. He clenched his hands into fists, coughed twice and said, "You didn't feel that when he was telling the story of this universe,
Some emotional ups and downs?”
"'Emotional ups and downs'? Listen to your wording. Do you think anyone else here would use this word besides you? I really don't understand this." Quill shrugged and took out the bag from the store.
of cookies to Rocket Raccoon.
Riley also looked confused, Xu Shangqi frowned and said, "Am I the only one who feels it? Black Sun doesn't like that damn Vendetta Alliance very much, but at most he has contempt for them, and he doesn't like Ma...
Will, I can feel a slight hint of boredom towards him."
"You mean, he has humanity?" Riley frowned and asked.
Xu Shangqi nodded and said: "Of course, he is not just a question and answer machine and a wishing well. He must have wisdom and emotions, as well as his own likes and dislikes."
"But we didn't feel it. Is this your patent?"
Xu Shangqi curled his lips and said: "No matter what, I quite resonate with him. I've heard that Captain Marvel is a hero before."
Xu Shangqi was naturally referring to the movie "Captain Marvel". He was not deeply impressed by the movie. Maybe it was because he didn't like it when he watched it, but Captain Marvel should indeed be a superhero, not a person who is trying to satisfy his desire for destruction.
Monsters of the entire universe.
"Do you think this could be a... hint from him?" Jessica noticed something more subtle. She tilted her head slightly and said, "Maybe he doesn't ask for anything in return?"
"Is this the reward he asked for? We will definitely have to deal with Mar-Vell. I can only say that if this can make him happy, then it will serve multiple purposes. I hope he can be happy. Maybe I will have something next time.
When you are troubled, you can use him as a tree hole." Riley raised an eyebrow and said.
"So, we can be regarded as the dependents of this ancient one? We have no tentacles, no tumors, and we haven't even gained any powerful power. That's it?" Jessica said.
Several people walked along the sewer toward the exit. Riley shook his head and said, "This is best. After working in the Holy of Holies for a period of time, I have become a complete atheist. You don't even know about those demon gods."
How stupid, annoying and difficult to communicate."
"If there really is such a god dictating what to do above my head, I might really not be able to help but give him a punch. It's good like this now."
"Our topic has returned to the original point. Since you have not obtained strong power, how are you going to deal with Marvel and the Vendetta Alliance?"
"Knowledge and truth are the most powerful forces." Riley said: "From this story, we know several weaknesses of the Vendetta Alliance."
Riley then explained: "First, we know that this kind of madness cannot pollute the machine, so Riley can make robots to deal with them; second, there are survivors on the earth, which should be a group of robots, and we can join forces with them
Fight against the Vendetta Alliance; thirdly, they are planning to invade other universes, maybe we can find a way to interfere with their decision."
"Don't let them invade other universes?"
"Let them invade the universe we want them to invade."
"But no universe should be..."
Xu Shangqi suddenly stopped. He looked at Riley with wide eyes. Riley spread his hands and said with a smile.
"There must be a universe that welcomes them...the membership gifts for this quarter haven't arrived yet."
sorry for being late
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